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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

HBD, 22m.


HYH, do you still have nice threads you're trying to turn into skrilla?



Signed a lease yesterday to move in with one of my best friends, only to get a call today that the original tenant who let my friend move in before he turned into a schizo fucking crack head, got pissed about his deposit & technically never broke his lease, so everything we signed & the $110 cash my friend put up doesn't mean shit, and he's got 7 daze to vacate. @______@ OTOH I now have deposit monies I can spendspendspend.
 
did a fat line of raw at work and when i came home and got a shower then got my wotk clothes ready abd then did a little more and im nodding nuts off snf gotta clothes one eye to type, feels damn good man.
 
what's up pussies?
I'm just drinking a 12 pack of Samuel Adams summer variety pack on top of the 4 24oz Heinekens I already drank. also smokin some bomb ass bud (dude called it one of the cheese strains but I was to high to pay attention when I showed up)
 
Fucking work. Haircut when I get off this morning, meeting a BLer Wed, date Thursday, gonna hopefully get fucked up in there sometime. Not on the date though, I got too shitfased last time n__n
 
i think i did a little to much dope this morning (still handled myself) cuz i was high af from 6-about 10am. i was raking bunkers and cutting tree limbs that were hanging over the cart path. for being 8am at the time i was doing some serious sweating and it was only 81 outside. its gonna be 91 today with a heat index of about 100.

just sniffed a nice line of dope and now im making some bagel bites and chilling in the house where i got the ac at 68 all day. fuck that heat bullshit. after im done eating im gonna go finish my blunt with the neighbor across the street, we might smoke a bowl to since its only like a 3rd of a blunt.

im so glad i took my half day today cuz i need that shit. its also nice cuz im off from my other job to.
 
chillin on 50mg of Valium and 40-50mg of methylphenidate (snorted and spaced out), smoked 2 grams of some kush (still got 2 more but I gotta make it last) and I still got 70mg of Valium and 70mg of Ritalin that I'm gonna make last also. either way my day was kinda shitty until about 10pm.
I had to pay a 161.00$ seatbelt ticket and then went and bought a 8th of this bud then somehow managed to hustle some subutex pills and made 20 off that then was chillin with some cool folks.
but that ticket sucked ass!!!!
anyway what's erybody up to?
 
Soooooooo haigh!

I might go chill with the royal fiends at noddingham palace by having another 200mg hit if morphine. Thatll garuntee nodding after this mornings excessive narcotic cocktail of morphine oxy n valium. And weed on too.

Ahnomnomnomnums!

Cant wait for the fucking game tonight. Im going to have to preload on energy drinks and mad coffees, i feel.
 
Trying to make up my mind on whether to catch a cab into the liquor store to get some booze for tonights game and just walking the 5km home saving an extra $20 from the cab.

Does that sound legit?

Whisky acquired and pre-game drinks initiated with a wee 20mg valium top up.

Fuck im so looking forward to chowing down the big ass steak that is out for dinner. Just have to get the motivation to get cookin. Or put it to dad to cook in return for a little morphine and valium. He will definitely take the valium as he likes a little munch here n there haha.

Whats everyone else been up to? Stauimg out of trouble you bunch of juvenile delinquent drug addicts :P
 
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What's up guys, I ain't dead rumor has it I was! ;)

I've been broke, no phone, no internet, no life. Spent the better part of 2 months on the farm working my ass off. I finally managed to get over my on-going back pain. I don't know what the hell happened but I woke up one morning and when I stretched out my back laying in bed something between my hips popped loudly and since then all my problems have cleared up.

I am more than thankful because I was tire of the pain in my legs, the lack of feeling between my knees and hips, the back pain, the swelling shoulders...to hell with all that. :( Hopefully it doesn't return!

Aside from all that I attended a couple of good parties while I was away from the 'net. Met a chick and we hit it off, currently chasing her around whenever I can. ;) Life is good...

Flying out to Florida later this week and staying down there for a solid two months. Looking forward to getting out of state. Have some MXE coming Thursday for a going away party, going to have a session with about 5 or 6 friends maybe more.

Right now I'm nodding in and out thanks to some free oxymorphone I scored two days ago. Have 10mgs left that I'm just going to go ahead and do as soon as I feel my last re-dose wearing off. My tolerance is low but I'm no where near my limit. I ain't nodded since April so I'm really enjoying myself tonight. ;)

Since I was last around I got a chance to try DPT and WOW what an amazing substance. I have never had such powerful OEVs in my life and now I'm really excited to try DMT. I didn't even order that DPT by the way, I ended up getting it as a free sample. I was told by several people that it was some of the purest they've ever seen. I'm not sure about all that..but I do know it didn't take much to knock me clear into next week.

I've been really into trying new things lately instead of sticking to my guns. I feel good about begin me for the first time in a long while and my trips have been getting more and more productive when I have them. I haven't had a craving for opiates in months now and it feels so good to be free from those chains. :)

Hope all of you BLers are doing well. BTW maniac, sorry I haven't been in touch I explained why in that PM I sent you please give it a read if you would. :)

Hey, any of you BDDers in the Jacksonville, FL area? I'm looking for events to attend while I'm down there. I've been to the city many times but I've never really gone out searching for a party. Would love to get out and meet some new people.

Take care!
 
heafphone said:
I've been broke, no phone, no internet, no life. Spent the better part of 2 months on the farm working my ass off. I finally managed to get over my on-going back pain. I don't know what the hell happened but I woke up one morning and when I stretched out my back laying in bed something between my hips popped loudly and since then all my problems have cleared up.
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Ive spondylolisis, where my L4-L5-S1 vertebrae are not fused tigether and experience that exact pop when streyching my legs over my body on my back or from sitting in a chair ankles crossed.and when i apply pressure against each, pyshing out, the lumbar will pop. Also if ive been lay on ny back for a while then stretch my legs out straight and to the side, you gussed it - it pops also. Alwaus with an extremely euphoric feeling after as a redult of taking pressure of pinched nerves snd what not. I also have curvature in my lower back, scoliosis like.And experience very much similar feelings in my ribs as well which are popped or cracked freely with different stretches. My meds relax me in such a fashion that such simple manouvres and a light stretch will pop or crack it right and free thr area and surrounding pain.

Have you ever had your spine looked at through an xray or even better an MRI? It will either show whether youve got a degenerstive disc disease, sclerosis on joints in that region, scoliisis and other common problems that are radily identifiable. Unfortunately it does not reveal nerve damage
 
No I haven't but I would like too. I was really concerned about my back pain for a few months there, I was having all sorts of bad symptoms and knew I needed to go soon. When it popped things cleared up so I put it off again. No insurance so I'm not eager to go rack up a lot of debt.

It was like you described, I did it upon waking and it felt _really_ good when it popped. Kinda felt like my hips moved too...hard to describe just an overall feeling of "thank god that's over!".

I suspect something is amiss with my spine though, both of my parents had issues with their backs. I've put a lot of stress on my back over the years because when I wasn't hunched over a keyboard I was busy beating my body up in any number of ways (football, 4 wheelers, dirt bikes, lots of stuff).

Hopefully one day I'll have health insurance and will be able to have it looked at. If I get swelling/loss of feeling/pain in my back and hips again I will go back health insurance or not. I'll take debt over permanent damage any day of the week.
 
Yeo. Hips get thrown out with the cobdition i have to. Gait. And my hips feel as though they separate, almost as though theyre dislocatung when i stand up after sitting for a while or when i wiggle my way out of bed. It feels as though my right side of me pelvis separates from where its attached.

My advice is get xraus n an mri scan asap possible so you can either begin coping strategiee if such a problrm exists. Or going about it in a similar fashion to help fine tune your paij through a mix of pson management, exercising/stretchibg, chiro and physio are the other popular treatments alongside .

If you want to pm me with any qiestions or what have youre more than welcome.

I was diqgnosef at 13 and started PM at 18 & still on it now at age 27.
 
Plugged mgs of suboxone, took a few shots, smoked a bowl followed by a cig. Bout to walk into work. It's still like 90 degrees outside but I feel soooo good. I'm about to sit in the freezer for a couple mins after I clock In lol
 
Well, I got impatient bc my thread wasn't answered an took an addy 30 xr. I think I have ADD lol. It's calmin my ass down, I can focus n my thoughts aren't racin for once in my entire life! Even my anxiety is gone. I thought these were suppose to b uppers...

Gettin ready to light a spliff ;) Take a kpin, bc I can, & enjoy the rest of my evenin.

Missed y'all!
 
@HP&LSD: thatwesome that your back is feeling better. My back is fucked up too, unfortunately so far my pops have only given momentary relief.
@Tenty: I'd be interested in talking to you about your back problems...I'm finally thinking I need to have mine looked at after years of living in pain, and I have another 4 months of health insurance so now would pobably be the time. I got an xray done years ago but it was mostly focusing on my upper back I believe, I had it done because I have chronic tension headaches and get huge knots of tension in my neck and upper back. They told me that my vertebrae weren't completely closed around my spinal cord but I never followed up on it. But now the pain in my lower back is starting to interfere with day to day functions.

In other news, it's my bf's birthday and he ditched me. I don't even know how to react to that honestly. He went out of state with a friend to go look at a car, and he didn't tell me until late last night he was going. Then he told me he'd be back around 4 and we could hang out, then it was 5, then 6, and he finally called just before 7 saying he was back but didn't want to do anything. So I fucking waited around all day for him, and spent money on a nice gift. Wishing I'd just gotten dope with it instead right now tbh. I got a few bags thinking I'd be able to cop again early tomorrow but now it's looking like late evening so I'm annoyed. I'm about to shoot a few more because I'm in so much pain (physically lol, not THAT upset about my jackass bf).
 
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