WhatIsWrongWithMe
Bluelighter
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- Apr 22, 2013
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Thanks for the comments and errthang!! I realize that I probably need to chill the Fuck out. You know, as long as I don't die, I can definitely live through this.
Excellent, Im loving the the change in direction this whole forum has taken recently.
Lots of people who were previously having what they assumed was "Permanent damage" or a "long term come down" are now dishing out the best advice.
Exersize, eat healthy, supplements like 5-HTP and to get off bluelight/internet and reading up on anxiety and related issues which in turn increase the anxiety which in turn increases anxiety related disorders. This then leads to more reading of these conditions and the vicious cycle begins again.
There was almost an unwarranted air of hysteria in Ecstasy Discussion.
The Penny is finally dropping!!
What ever you are suffering it WILL pass. Do the above and ride it out.
Excellent decision to have this thread IMO. Clears up the rest of the forum from multiple similar of which 99% of the people suffering will recover by following the above advice and remembering is takes time. For the other 1% you really need to seek medical advise, bluelight is not the answer.
Excellent, Im loving the the change in direction this whole forum has taken recently.
Lots of people who were previously having what they assumed was "Permanent damage" or a "long term come down" are now dishing out the best advice.
Exersize, eat healthy, supplements like 5-HTP and to get off bluelight/internet and reading up on anxiety and related issues which in turn increase the anxiety which in turn increases anxiety related disorders. This then leads to more reading of these conditions and the vicious cycle begins again.
There was almost an unwarranted air of hysteria in Ecstasy Discussion.
The Penny is finally dropping!!
What ever you are suffering it WILL pass. Do the above and ride it out.
Excellent decision to have this thread IMO. Clears up the rest of the forum from multiple similar of which 99% of the people suffering will recover by following the above advice and remembering is takes time. For the other 1% you really need to seek medical advise, bluelight is not the answer.
Never really struggled with a comedown before but after a full weekend on what I assume were MDMA pills and god knows what else was in them I've spent the whole week prior wanting to cry. I've never felt this low in my entire life and I'm sat here about to start my shift knowing that I'm going to be here for another 8 hours and that makes me want to just run out and deal with the consequences another day. Right now I don't see myself ever being fully recovered because I feel that low. Surely this can't go on for any longer than a month? I know I won't be able to cope if it does. I just want to leave my job and leave everything behind but I have bills to pay which makes this all worse. Does anybody know how long this will go on for? It's only my 4th time trying MDMA or whatever it was so I surely haven't done any permanent damage have I?
Never really struggled with a comedown before but after a full weekend on what I assume were MDMA pills and god knows what else was in them I've spent the whole week prior wanting to cry. I've never felt this low in my entire life and I'm sat here about to start my shift knowing that I'm going to be here for another 8 hours and that makes me want to just run out and deal with the consequences another day. Right now I don't see myself ever being fully recovered because I feel that low. Surely this can't go on for any longer than a month? I know I won't be able to cope if it does. I just want to leave my job and leave everything behind but I have bills to pay which makes this all worse. Does anybody know how long this will go on for? It's only my 4th time trying MDMA or whatever it was so I surely haven't done any permanent damage have I?
^ haha.. I felt similarly after 300mg.
I've pretty much made it a rule NEVER to take more than 250mg in a night. It seems like anything after that GREATLY increases the comedown. Just got to ride through it though, shit will pass eventually. It always does.
Pretty much. I used to be able to drop 5 pills in a night, wake up the next day HUNG OVER AS FUCK, but within 24 hours I was back to relatively normal. I did this every week, for MONTHS. The only time I really had bad comedowns is when I had bad pills.
Eventually though, it caught up to my like you said. I've seen this happen with a LOT of ecstasy users to.. they are able to abuse the FUCK out of it with no consequences, then one giant binge or even just a heavy night out will set of an AWFUL comedown and their usage will almost never be the same again.
MDMA can be a very forgiving drug when you first start out, you have so much serotonin it doesn't matter if you waste some. Eventually though, once it starts running out you'll be on the same playing field as the rest of us and it will take a LONG, LONG time to get those extra serotonin reserves back.
That's why it's so important to not abuse the drug when you start out. You can keep your tolerance low, your comedowns mild and every experience will be as mindg blowing as the last.