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Crazy trip on brown powder sold as "really pure MDMA"

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I haven't posted here before so I'm sorry if this has been asked many times.

I took a half gram of this "MDMA" and I had the craziest trip of my life. I've done LSD, shrooms, Ketamine before many times too.

It went from mild, enjoyable visual hallucinations (wavy movements) to things that were not there at all and weird auditory hallucinations like hearing what people were saying in different rooms, thinking I knew what people were thinking, but the shitty part about trying to recount the later parts of my trip is I'm not sure if my eyes were open or closed and my memory is completely lost for a couple hours.

I was fairly drunk and smoked weed throughout the trip (can't remember how many times though, but it was good quality).

I woke up the next morning with a sense of dread and regret. I was pretty depressed for a few days after this experience too and had some pretty bad anxiety. I'm also 100+ days off suboxone and was pretty down at myself for fucking with a drug since I've been in a really good place lately. Maybe that's the reason my trip got so "bad".

It wasn't fun at all looking back on it, I think I just did too much of whatever it was and I wasn't in the right spot mentally to be fucking with drugs like that. The person who sold it to me mentioned he had "MDA" a few weeks ago, so maybe that was his way of slipping in the truth before I took it.

Any insight? I will most likely never mess with MDMA/MDA/Ecstasy again after this experience.
 
There's no way to find out what you took after the fact, but a wide variety of psychedelic drugs exist in powder form and are active at very low doses. I don't need to tell you that taking half a gram of an untested powder was very risky. If you ever decide to take such drugs again, you should get a test kit first.
 
Half a gram is a LARGE dose of MDMA. Especially if it is pure/uncut. And even more if it is MDA. Typically 100mg-200mg (.1g-.2g) is considered a sufficient dose. What you experienced was the effect of taking way too much MDxx, and it doesn't sound like an uncommon experience.

I've experienced a lot of what you have on (believe it or not) half a gram of MDA, but that was back before I learned about BlueLight and how to use it safely. You'll feel fine within a few days, but for future reference, be responsible with your drug use and it won't come back to bite you in the ass. ;)
 
You took a half gram? AT ONCE? Well shit. MDMA can be very psychedelic in high doses, so everything could be normal.... or, it could have been a random chemical that you just took a half gram of and that's why you tripped the fuck out.

If you actually tested your "brown powder" with a Reagent Kit, we might be able to give you some accurate advice... well, other than stop bombing half grams 8o even a quarter gram at once is WAY TOO MUCH. I've never dosed more than 180mg and I roll balls every time
 
rolllinlikeroyce said:
Half a gram is a LARGE dose of MDMA. Especially if it is pure/uncut. And even more if it is MDA. Typically 100mg-200mg (.1g-.2g) is considered a sufficient dose. What you experienced was the effect of taking way too much MDxx, and it doesn't sound like an uncommon experience.

I've experienced a lot of what you have on (believe it or not) half a gram of MDA, but that was back before I learned about BlueLight and how to use it safely. You'll feel fine within a few days, but for future reference, be responsible with your drug use and it won't come back to bite you in the ass. ;)
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Thanks man that makes me feel better. I should have realized that about my dosage when the people I was with (who roll regularly) were only taking .1 or .2.

I was trying to celebrate and my drunken state didn't help making me want to do less. It was stupid though and I'm lucky all I had to deal with was a weird/powerful trip. I've never felt so out of control of myself and my thoughts even on other notoriously much stronger hallucinogens. MDMA is weird stuff at high doses, I highly discourage it unless you really know what you're getting yourself into.

The person I got it from is a very well-respected supplier of MDxx in the area. So, most likely, the purity mixed with my low tolerance and high dose caused the extreme hallucinations. Makes sense to me. I'm getting too old for making these bad decisions, I'm sticking to only weed for a while.

Thanks for your input too Clocktower, I was just hoping someone could relate to the symptoms I described but I understand testing is the only real way to know.
 
Folley said:
You took a half gram? AT ONCE? Well shit. MDMA can be very psychedelic in high doses, so everything could be normal.... or, it could have been a random chemical that you just took a half gram of and that's why you tripped the fuck out.

If you actually tested your "brown powder" with a Reagent Kit, we might be able to give you some accurate advice... well, other than stop bombing half grams 8o even a quarter gram at once is WAY TOO MUCH. I've never dosed more than 180mg and I roll balls every time
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I gave my friend the bag after I dipped into it for 30 minutes and told him to "take the rest I don't want any more" and I remember him saying "DUDE! There's hardly anything left!" It also burned my mouth a little bit and had a really chemically taste/high.

I wish I could go back and take .1, I probably would have had a great time with some cool people instead of them thinking I was totally insane. I was all set to bang this cute girl too and I got paranoid that they were trying to video tape or watch it and I flew out the room where just me and her were in laying on the bed. FML. I got some weird vibes after that too, like everyone knew what happened. Weird, at least it's documented now if anyone else has a similar experience. I'm ready to move on and

Thanks for the advice. I was thinking it was MDA or 2C-x before posting here. Now I'm pretty sure it was just pure MDMA as advertised.
 
Why the fuck would you take half a gram of molly that you don't even know is really pure?
Lmao.
That's how people wind up getting their face eaten off.
 
2cAlex said:
Why the fuck would you take half a gram of molly that you don't even know is really pure?
Lmao.
That's how people wind up getting their face eaten off.
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Because I'm an arrogant dumbass when I'm drunk and around people several years younger than me.

Luckily the only consequence this time was me making an ass of myself and/or laying around half unconscious and thinking these things were happening.

I'm extremely glad I posted here though and I genuinely thank you all for your patience and understanding. I've been researching why/how this happened for a couple weeks now and I finally feel confident that it wasn't anything too unique here besides the quantity I took.
 
2cAlex said:
Why the fuck would you take half a gram of molly that you don't even know is really pure?
Lmao.
That's how people wind up getting their face eaten off.
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I literally laughed out loud reading this. Also I'm on the vote for mda btw. I feel like 500 mg of mdma would literally leave u a puddle of love on the floor.
 
Well, something like 10-15% of MDMA is converted to MDA.. so he dosed AT LEAST 50mg of MDA too lol. (if it was real, that is)


MDMA can have it's own hallucinations in high doses though, and they aren't usually very fun. More of complete sensory distortion and no idea wtf is going on
 
Light brown/tan moist crystalline powder I've encountered is usually very powerful MDMA.
It usually smells like a mixture of urine and bleach haha.
And I am usually a pretty big hardhead web it comes to MDMA, but just two points of this stuff destroys me, so I would imagine a half gram would be extremely powerful and very psychedelic.
As well visuals from MDMA and other stimulants usually takes form in very realistic looking hallucinations and auditory hallucinations.
This may not be exactly the same scenario but after binging on m I see shadows move and hear people whisper my name when nobody is there
 
I've definitely had some weird auditory hallucinations on higher doses of Mdma especially MDA, being half awake and half asleep, hearing sounds and voices of people not there, and even answering them sometimes..:) yeah it can definitely do that to you, especially at that high of dose! That's alot of Mdxx 500mg's, I'm sure you were communicating with all kinds of people..;)
 
Having ingested over a gram of MDMA at an all day 'n night rave before, I can say from experience that MDMA can and does cause hallucinations. Like Folley said, some is converted to MDA.
 
Mazzab said:
Wow! Bet that next/week/month sucked
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Nope, done it quite a few times, everytime at the same rave. Also had some home binge sessions. Never had more than a 2 day comedown. I'm not advising it at all though, I think I'm quite a hardy user. I know I overdo it a lot, but I tend to binge alot and then take none for months. Havent had any MDMA since around January I think.
 
StrutterGear said:
Nope, done it quite a few times, everytime at the same rave. Also had some home binge sessions. Never had more than a 2 day comedown. I'm not advising it at all though, I think I'm quite a hardy user. I know I overdo it a lot, but I tend to binge alot and then take none for months. Havent had any MDMA since around January I think.
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Sweetness.
 
Hahaha I've only had over half a gram of MDMA once and that was my first time lol. (wreckless but I had not been advised otherwise)
I had a fantastic time, and was hallucinating and blacking out as were my friends. Fortunately we were away at a holiday house with no one else around but close friends. I imagine if I had been at a party or a club it would've been very difficult to get through. I had about 200mg at the start and re-dosed 100 three times. Be careful dude, 500mg is a very high dose, about 4 times the average. Next time stick to the recommended dose.
 
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