So my parents found out I'm using again so it's come down to me having to pass drug tests in order to live under their roof. My next test is Friday since they know I used recently, and then they will be random after that.
So I called up my dude and copped a 'full' (bag he weighs out to 0.6) like usual, then headed to work where I would get down. I usually do 0.3 -0.4 in a shot with this guys stuff, but decided to do almost the whole thing, so 0.5. I did the shot and felt a decent rush that kept on going, then next thing you know I've got my boss holding me up, and the bartender and bar-back frantically asking me if I was alright.
It took me a little while to comprehend what was going on, and then was able to just say 'whoa' and 'hold on.' My legs were shaking and I was slowly comng back to. My boss asked if I was diabetic or on meds, trying to figure out what caused it. It was really hot so they though I might have been dehydrated which caused me to pass out, but I said I had been having really bad anxiety all day and then had a panic attack which caused me to faint. The bartender was saying my eyed didn't look right, whatever that meant, but they didn't suspect an overdose at all.
So later on my friend called me up saying his dealer wasn't around and that he was thinking of copping from my dealer, and said my guy told him he got new stuff last night, so my boy asked me if the stuff I got was different than the last batch or if he was bullshitting him. Well I told him what had just happened to me, so I told him it was safe to say he probably did get a new batch although it looked the same.
My friend called me back after copping and said it was really good stuff. I guess I found out the hard way. Even though I did a little more than usual in that shot, if it was the usual stuff it wouldn't have caused me to fall out. After I do my first shot of 0.3-0.4, I do the rest about 20 minutes later, so adding another point to the initial shot would have just added to the rush if it were the usual stuff.
So after the whole OD incident I noticed my shoulder was hurting, and when I took a look at it I noticed blisters were forming. When I felt the pain I thought I had hit my shoulder into something, but the blisters said otherwise. I was either leaned up against the fryer or fell back into the fryer causing a wave in the oil that overflowed onto me. The blisters got really bad so I went to the doctor and it was all 2nd degree burn, so nothing time and ointment won't heal. Of course he gave me percocets for the pain, although I didn't feel neither the pain nor the percs. Here is a picture of the blisters. View at your own risk.
So I really went out with a bang. Apparently I was out for a few minutes and my boss said I was shaking a bit. I have no clue why they didn't call 911 or anything but I guess I didn't look so bad (wasn't turning blue, etc..) and just came back to on my own. Now it's time to wait until the withdrawals get bad and then use the 12mg of suboxone I have to detox.
"This was to be my final hit, but let's be clear about this. There's final hits and final hits. What kind was this to be? " - Mark Renton