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Bluelighter
LONELY
My best (and these days, only real consistant) friend recently met a girl and now instead of us hanging out every other day he's off and away with her all day every day instead...and its made me realise how much I want a special lady of my own, and to wonder what in the world is wrong with me that I cant manage to find one. I miss so much the touch of a woman, the weight of her body upon mine as our hips connect and her hair falls over my face; to hold her close by resting my hands upon her waist while her hands drape over my shoulders and she in whisper tells me how much of a special part of her life I am; how much I matter to her and how she'd be lost without me. Fuck it anyway...
My best (and these days, only real consistant) friend recently met a girl and now instead of us hanging out every other day he's off and away with her all day every day instead...and its made me realise how much I want a special lady of my own, and to wonder what in the world is wrong with me that I cant manage to find one. I miss so much the touch of a woman, the weight of her body upon mine as our hips connect and her hair falls over my face; to hold her close by resting my hands upon her waist while her hands drape over my shoulders and she in whisper tells me how much of a special part of her life I am; how much I matter to her and how she'd be lost without me. Fuck it anyway...