Hey guys. I was recently put in a situation where I can't smoke after being high (all day, ever day) for about 4-5 months straight.
During that time I was also alone for the first time in my life and experienced severe loneliness each day. I used weed to help
suppress my emotions and to cope with the loneliness. Now that I have stopped I am anxiety-ridden. I have daily panic attacks,
random outbursts of crying and nausea.I also have feelings of depersonalization and irritability (I don't feel like myself anymore)
It feels like I'm going to snap. Is this normal? Do I have 5 months of emotions left to
catch up on? I hope to God this is not permanent and that I've somehow damaged my brain by staying high like that for so long for
the wrong reasons. Can someone PLEASE offer me some insight. It feels like it's only getting worse...I fell asleep last night with anxiety and woke up with it.
What bothers me is that before I quit weed I was also given a fucking TINY dose of 25c-NBOMe (I took one quarter of a 750ug blotter and then another 1/8 like 30-40 minutes later). I didn't even feel any effects other than trouble sleeping
Now what worries me....am I having psychological withdrawal from weed or did I completely fuck my brain up with the NBOMe? After how long should the anxiety subside and is there a possibility that this shit has caused me to develop some kind of permanent anxiety disorder?
During that time I was also alone for the first time in my life and experienced severe loneliness each day. I used weed to help
suppress my emotions and to cope with the loneliness. Now that I have stopped I am anxiety-ridden. I have daily panic attacks,
random outbursts of crying and nausea.I also have feelings of depersonalization and irritability (I don't feel like myself anymore)
It feels like I'm going to snap. Is this normal? Do I have 5 months of emotions left to
catch up on? I hope to God this is not permanent and that I've somehow damaged my brain by staying high like that for so long for
the wrong reasons. Can someone PLEASE offer me some insight. It feels like it's only getting worse...I fell asleep last night with anxiety and woke up with it.
What bothers me is that before I quit weed I was also given a fucking TINY dose of 25c-NBOMe (I took one quarter of a 750ug blotter and then another 1/8 like 30-40 minutes later). I didn't even feel any effects other than trouble sleeping
