like rob27 said...the further along this goes...the worse the w/d's get. and man..w/d'ing from pills like the 30s or 80s ws pretty effing bad...but that is NOTHING in comparison to w/d'ing from H. oh my god those w/d's are absolutely BRUTAL. pills never made my vomit...but with H..im upchucking several times an hour and youre too tired to do anything, but too restless to lie down...at least for me....i get reallllllllllly bad restless legs. the H w/d is so bad that when youre going through it..you start thinking that would be easier just to off yourself rather than deal with the pain. (dont get me wrong here people...i am NOT suicidal or anywhere near it...nor would i ever seriously consider it while w/d'ing...just trying to give accurate description of how unbelievably bad the H w/d is.
im not sure at what point you become a 'junkie'...or what the 'qualifications' are lol...but if youre feeling dopesick...than you obviously know that you are ALREADY physically dependent. the easiest bout of w/d's to get over is NOW...your first one...as again Rob said...each one just gets worse and worse. I remember years and years ago (back when my usage went from recreational to EVERY day) sitting at work one day feeling very lethargic and tired. just completely drained of any energy or motivation and some tightness in my legs. i couldnt, for the life of me, figure out why i was feeling that way. this was coming off a several day binge or painkillers (lol..when i used to get rocked taking a 5mg *sigh* )...and later that afternoon, i got my hands on a couple more pills...and magically the lethargy and discomfort disappeared completely. it was at THAT very moment that i first realized i felt that way because of withdrawals, and not just some natural bad day kind of thing. if i had been smart, i would have taken that warning sign and paid attention to it..but i didnt, and almost 10 years later..as i mentioned..if i go into w/d's NOW...i am so far beyond hell that i will do virtually ANYTHING to relieve that pain. i will NEVER forget that moment in that day those years ago when i first realized i was dealing with w/d's...was one of those, what they call, a 'watershed' moment for me...and not in a good way!
so yeah...just keep that in mind that each successive bout of w/d's will get worse and worse.
good luck!