budsnbars712
Bluelighter
I have been on xanax for about 3 plus years now. I began tapering off of 2.5 mg to a quick 2.0 mg drop which was horrible....thought I was going to have a mental breakdown (in combination with my lifestyle right now)..
I stayed on 2.0 mg's for a full month and then agreed with my doctor to try and taper more.....Each dose is 4 mg's 2 times a day. My doctor suggested the regimen of taking .25 away from one dose from the day each week. So this is what my schedule looks like.....
Week 1: 8 am - .5mg, 12 pm - .5mg, 4 pm - .25mg, 8 pm - .5 = 1.75mg total
Week 2: 8 am - .5mg, 12 pm - .25mg, 4 pm - .25mg, 8 pm - .5 = 1.5mg total
Week 3: 8 am - .5mg, 12 pm - .25mg, 4 pm - .25 mg, 8 pm - .25 = 1.25mg total
Week 4: 8 am - .25 mg, 12 pm - .25mg, 4 pm - .25mg, 8 pm - .25 = 1.00 total
This schedule is a month long and obviously I will still be one 1.0 mg but this is what my doctor (General Physician) wants me to try until I see him at the end of week 4. I hear that you should only lower the dose by .25 mg every TWO weeks...and I also hear that it is highly recommended to switch to a longer acting benzo (which I did suggest to my doctor, but he is a General Physician who does not specialize in this and wants me to try to wean off of xanax by itself).
Now for about the past year I have been suffering through tolerance withdrawal everyday, as I binged randomly and also never upped my dosage continuously, which is needed with such a short acting benzo....So i basically have been going thru withdrawal for a full year. Every morning I wake up hating life (I always had a hard time dealing with mornings as I suffer from major depression) but these pills make it way worse..Almost to the point of not wanting to live and having no hope. I hear this is rebound anxiety, but who knows....it could just be my depression flaring up.
I already finished week 1 of this taper and am now on week 2. Instead of taking the 1.5mg's like recommended (split between 4 times a day), I decided to take .5 three times a day with bigger time intervals in between..Idk know if that is a good or bad idea....I do not know if this taper schedule is too much. I also hear that you need to be in a good "mindframe" to beat this dependency...and this I am not. I am in a very bad mindframe, as I overreact about everything and just in a bad spot in my life from a long time relationship ending. But I also do not feel like I can stay on xanax any longer as I am a mess all the time because of the ups and downs it gives me...not to mention I feel like a drug addict...any help for any these things I listed would be appreciated.
I stayed on 2.0 mg's for a full month and then agreed with my doctor to try and taper more.....Each dose is 4 mg's 2 times a day. My doctor suggested the regimen of taking .25 away from one dose from the day each week. So this is what my schedule looks like.....
Week 1: 8 am - .5mg, 12 pm - .5mg, 4 pm - .25mg, 8 pm - .5 = 1.75mg total
Week 2: 8 am - .5mg, 12 pm - .25mg, 4 pm - .25mg, 8 pm - .5 = 1.5mg total
Week 3: 8 am - .5mg, 12 pm - .25mg, 4 pm - .25 mg, 8 pm - .25 = 1.25mg total
Week 4: 8 am - .25 mg, 12 pm - .25mg, 4 pm - .25mg, 8 pm - .25 = 1.00 total
This schedule is a month long and obviously I will still be one 1.0 mg but this is what my doctor (General Physician) wants me to try until I see him at the end of week 4. I hear that you should only lower the dose by .25 mg every TWO weeks...and I also hear that it is highly recommended to switch to a longer acting benzo (which I did suggest to my doctor, but he is a General Physician who does not specialize in this and wants me to try to wean off of xanax by itself).
Now for about the past year I have been suffering through tolerance withdrawal everyday, as I binged randomly and also never upped my dosage continuously, which is needed with such a short acting benzo....So i basically have been going thru withdrawal for a full year. Every morning I wake up hating life (I always had a hard time dealing with mornings as I suffer from major depression) but these pills make it way worse..Almost to the point of not wanting to live and having no hope. I hear this is rebound anxiety, but who knows....it could just be my depression flaring up.
I already finished week 1 of this taper and am now on week 2. Instead of taking the 1.5mg's like recommended (split between 4 times a day), I decided to take .5 three times a day with bigger time intervals in between..Idk know if that is a good or bad idea....I do not know if this taper schedule is too much. I also hear that you need to be in a good "mindframe" to beat this dependency...and this I am not. I am in a very bad mindframe, as I overreact about everything and just in a bad spot in my life from a long time relationship ending. But I also do not feel like I can stay on xanax any longer as I am a mess all the time because of the ups and downs it gives me...not to mention I feel like a drug addict...any help for any these things I listed would be appreciated.