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The I'm Fucked Megathread: Gobbbad with a Saudi

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Hahahaha =D
I don't know, I just want to hug all of you right now and tell you you're awesome and just kinda lie in bed laughing for the next 6 horus or so, which is what I'm gonna do anyway.

<3
 
Pagey said:
Hahahaha =D
I don't know, I just want to hug all of you right now and tell you you're awesome and just kinda lie in bed laughing for the next 6 horus or so, which is what I'm gonna do anyway.

<3
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thats the rest of my evening summed up nicely, alone in my catsuit in bed on 3-MeO-PCP genuinely relaxing for once in my life.
 
Funkadelica said:
<3 Pagey, you're not partaking in anything particular this damn fine evening? =D
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What gave you the first hint?
=D
I'm trying aMT for the first time and I'm loving it sososo much.
I'm having this huge realisation about how I don't want to ruin my life with heroin anymore, it's insane. I feel like I can finally accept that it's time to move on.

Ceres said:
thats the rest of my evening summed up nicely, alone in my catsuit in bed on 3-MeO-PCP genuinely relaxing for once in my life.
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Enjoy it Ceres <3
 
Pagey said:
What gave you the first hint?
=D
I'm trying aMT for the first time and I'm loving it sososo much.
I'm having this huge realisation about how I don't want to ruin my life with heroin anymore, it's insane. I feel like I can finally accept that it's time to move on.
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Niiiiiiice haha now it makes sense <3 what dosage did you go for? It's a strange one is aMT. Huge antidepressant though and it sounds like it's working it's magic on ya <3 Hope it give you the insight you need :) Enjoy the swirls =D<3
 
I took about 25mg, give or take. Yes it's working its magic very well indeed =D but seriously it's crazy, like now I see that heroin isn't the secret to happiness and other things are just so much more important, and this world is too nice to try and escape it with opiates. This came at the exact right time in my life, I needed this realisation so badly.
I do feel quite sick though :?

Anyway thank you =D <3
 
Pagey said:
I took about 25mg, give or take. Yes it's working its magic very well indeed =D but seriously it's crazy, like now I see that heroin isn't the secret to happiness and other things are just so much more important, and this world is too nice to try and escape it with opiates. This came at the exact right time in my life, I needed this realisation so badly.

Anyway thank you =D <3
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Perfect =D<3
 
Pagey said:
I took about 25mg, give or take. Yes it's working its magic very well indeed =D but seriously it's crazy, like now I see that heroin isn't the secret to happiness and other things are just so much more important, and this world is too nice to try and escape it with opiates. This came at the exact right time in my life, I needed this realisation so badly.

Anyway thank you =D <3
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Nice one - just try and keep that realisation going long enough to keep the gear at bay...

Are you on MMT?
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Nice one - just try and keep that realisation going long enough to keep the gear at bay...

Are you on MMT?
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No I'm not on any kind of maintenance, I've been using much less than I was a few months ago but still too often than is good for me. It's just I have this huge huge huge career opportunity coming up in a few weeks and I've just been so afraid I'm going to ruin it and let it pass because of smack. A friend recommended I try aMT and said it might help realise heroin isn't the answer to everything and it really has. I feel like I can really do this now.

It's crazy, I never expected to have this kind of realisation. I feel like I finally understand myself.
 
Pagey said:
No I'm not on any kind of maintenance, I've been using much less than I was a few months ago but still too often than is good for me. It's just I have this huge huge huge career opportunity coming up in a few weeks and I've just been so afraid I'm going to ruin it and let it pass because of smack. A friend recommended I try aMT and said it might help realise heroin isn't the answer to everything and it really has. I feel like I can really do this now.
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That's brilliant!! I've found that any psychedelics can help in that respect, though they can give me a bad guilt trip at the time. I found MDMA really helped me get off opiates because it just wrapped me in a bubble of residual empathy for the following few days, where I didn't even think of gear and would forget to take my methadone.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
That's brilliant!! I've found that any psychedelics can help in that respect, though they can give me a bad guilt trip at the time. I found MDMA really helped me get off opiates because it just wrapped me in a bubble of residual empathy for the following few days, where I didn't even think of gear and would forget to take my methadone.
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That's awesome it helped you as well :) yeah, I'm basically just realising how much gear has transformed me into a sort of shell and has taken absolutely everything about me away - and I really hate this person it's turning me into so I need to push her away before it's too late.
We can be happy without it <3
 
Pagey said:
No I'm not on any kind of maintenance, I've been using much less than I was a few months ago but still too often than is good for me. It's just I have this huge huge huge career opportunity coming up in a few weeks and I've just been so afraid I'm going to ruin it and let it pass because of smack. A friend recommended I try aMT and said it might help realise heroin isn't the answer to everything and it really has. I feel like I can really do this now.

It's crazy, I never expected to have this kind of realisation. I feel like I finally understand myself.
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That is truly something to hold on to <3 Keep those positive thoughts as close to you as much as you can :)

Jesus GBL and meph together yoyo, horn on a plate :D

Could do with some G for later actually. Miss it.
 
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