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How are you in one word ver. contagious smile

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grieving/exhausted/overwhelmed
My busted leg is on fire, never really stayed off it, went to work 6 days after breaking it to relieve co-workers who'd been on duty 48 hrs or more after the bombing. At least i still have a leg and seriously feel like a whiny bitch by complaining. Just heartbreaking to see the devastation people are dealing with.
Sometimes i think it's time to hang up my scrubs but after being a RN for 30 yrs, idk what else to do. Always worked in trauma and icu, can't imagine doing anything else.
Think i'll go check out the whales tomorrow. Maybe they'll adjust my p.o.v and help my heart heal...
All apologies for the piss and moan
-izzy
 
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worried:(: I hope you're okay... I don't like not hearing from you, especially when someone calls me asking if I know where you're/heard from you
 
Lonely.

I could really use a hug and a smile. I'm so sick of being alone. The depression I can cope with but the lack of friends/people in my life is crushing me. But at the same time I'm such a buzz kill no one wants me around. I thought leaving my gf would be a fresh start, instead I can't even get out of the gate. A whole lot of nothing going no where.

I'm gonna go to sleep, wake up, do nothing, go to work, do nothing and repeat. It's been a couple months of this 6-7 days a week. I'm dying inside.

Shoot me a PM if you feel like it. I could really use hearing something other than my repetitive negative thoughts.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I would have asked if he would have paid for the hair cut. Hair cuts aren't free, unless you're remarkably talented and cut your own hair.
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No, I take a firm stance on the fact that I will never succumb to any employer asking me to cut my hair. My dreads hold meaning for me and I'm not going to lop them off for any job. There are plenty of others that don't care.

I am motivated. I have 2 interviews tonight, both out of the public eye and night shift.
 
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No, I take a firm stance on the fact that I will never succumb to any employer asking me to cut my hair. My dreads hold meaning for me and I'm not going to lop them off for any job. There are plenty of others that don't care.

I am motivated. I have 2 interviews tonight, both out of the public eye and night shift.
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Gotcha. I respect your views. :)

You should just tell your employer no and that your religious beliefs include not cutting your hair/beard/etc.

Best of luck with your interviews!

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my word: fucking horrified

I looked down, and right next to my hand was this bug. I didn't know if it was real at first because it's like 3 AM and I'm real tired, blurry vision.... so I did a double take.

I eventually squashed it, and by the time I did that, I was still fucking horrified and cringing. I was jumping up and down and punching the air in actuality from this. :|

I was SO close to getting tired and wanting to get sleep... not sure if it's going to happen now. :(
 
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{trepidation}

Have a trial in the morning for one job I was interviewed for tonight and have the other trial tomorrow night, right after the first one finishes. It's been a while since I've put this much pressure on myself, but I know I can easily land both jobs.
 
I am absolutely devastated at the loss of Coolio. I just found out about his passing within the past half hour.

Long story short, we had known each other for 17 years and neither of us even realized it. I posted more in depth information about our relationship in his thread in the Shrine.

MOTHERFUCKER. I feel like I just got hit by a truck.

RIP man. You had a huge effect in making me the man I am today and I will never forget you.

Fate is a cruel mistress :(
 
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I got the job that I trialed for this morning. I'm still going to attend the trial tonight and make my decision about which job I really want. I don't want to take the first job and fuck the guys around at the restaurant tonight, I know I personally hate that. And the best thing is, both workplaces know I had opposing trials today so they've both offered me the best they could pay/bonus/benefit-wise =D
 
^Sounds good!

villian, I definitely feel your pain and I'm sorry, your post in fact made me a bit teary eyed. :( The world lost a great person. I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that he's gone. It's so devastating, he's missed so very much. Lots of love to you, take care. <3
 
villian said:
I am absolutely devastated at the loss of Coolio. I just found out about his passing within the past half hour.

Long story short, we had known each other for 17 years and neither of us even realized it. I posted more in depth information about our relationship in his thread in the Shrine.

MOTHERFUCKER. I feel like I just got hit by a truck.

RIP man. You had a huge effect in making me the man I am today and I will never forget you.

Fate is a cruel mistress :(
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I'm really sorry :(

Nostalgic.
 
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