Chicago Heroin v Hugs not Drugs

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northsideboy said:
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hey, didn't mean to sound preachy at all, if it did. just my limited experience. i'm not out there every day, so y'all got a lot more experience than i do.

it's just sometimes driving in the car reminds me of wearing headphones while riding a bike - i just feel a little too disconnected from my surroundings and not in touch with the environment. of course, like it was pointed out to me, that environment can get up in your grill pretty quick.
 
I think that if you're copping on foot the cops might think that you're a street kid aka homeless, so they might not bust your balls as much since they figure you won't really mind getting locked up and won't give up any sources, so it would be a waste of the courts resources to arrest you. That was always my outlook when I was homeless. I would have just told them that wherever I was being held after being arrested would likely be nicer than the shelter I was in, so bring it on.

On another note, I still can't believe that they still use dormin like that as cut in Chicago. They barely cut dope in NYC, they just give tiny bags as is, which I prefer over fatter bags with cut. My boy with the raw says that he makes 2 bundles (so 20 bags) out of a gram, but with his raw he does .6 for the price of a bundle, but that's his minimum he will go out for since he's trying not to be a street level dealer.

I know a few other sources that just bag up the raw without cutting it, but you have to be careful when doing their stuff because 1 of their bags is like 3 of most other dealers bags, so test shots really do save lives when dealing with them. When I first started using the bags were a lot bigger, but they smelt like vitamin B since that was a common cut, but now the bags are smaller and rarely smell like that, so it looks like they did away with the fatter more cut bags in return for smaller less cut ones. It's time for Chicago to adopt that philosophy.
 
Yeah Tommy usually thats the case.. fatter bags, more cut here in chi. But sometimes, definitely on the rarer side, its a fat bag and just straight fire dope in it. Also, a lot of people like the dormin cut because they get a better nod with it (especially people I know that shoot it, they love that shit) but obviously nobody likes excessive dormin. So yeah, idk, I enjoy some dormin in my dope because of the nod factor that comes with it. Though I hate when its just too fucking much. Its just part of the scene in chicago... I don't see it changing. Hell, in some of the towns that are like an hour or 2 outside chicago (idk if they count as suburbs because suburbs in my mind are usually 10-20 min outside the city) only sell raw that they pick up in chicago, but they always provide you with a capsule of dormin with the bag of raw.. I think its just a chicago thing, dormin is just part of dope here, period.
 
down here in St Louis they do the dormin thing too. some dealers here give a couple caps of dormin with raw purchases or gas stations in the hood sell individual dormin caps
 
Tommyboy said:
^ That was actually a really good analogy.

I forgot what analogy chinky used for something a while back, but I was giving him credit for it for a minute. I'm drawing a blank on what it was about though.
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i think youre talking about how opiates/heroin is like your first love..I THINK I WAS TALKING TO SOME KID IN HIGHSCHOOL with a habit and he was about to go off to college..and i was saying something like how with your highschool sweet heart its a love/hate relationship..you might break up abnd go away to seperate colleges and do your own thing but everynow and then even if you havent spoke in months or years, you can basucally pick up right where you left off like you been together the whole time...i dont remeber the analogy exactly bc i made it up on the spot when i read what that kid wrote but it was somethign to do with what i just said, i wish i culd remember cause it was great analogy

northsideboy said:
That was a fucking long analogy...couldn't finish it...but yeah, good advice nonetheless. It's almost like thw question is, do I wanna fuck my life up good, forever? Cause in my experience, I won't ever forget how good dope feels, but I will easily forget how bad things get. I put years of clean time together, and still eventually wind up using. And i love it, despite everything I have to lose. House, job, wife, kids, self-respect, etc.

No offense meant about the analogy, OG, cause I like your shit in general...BTW posting on a phone sux.
Rolled up to a spot again today, after work, right after the CPD SUV got there. I was pissed. But just kept going and didnt go back. Thought about it a bit, then was glad he got there first. Cause otherwise I woulda been standing there with my dick in my hqnd saying "hello officer, I was just asking for directions" or some shit. Phone connect. Yeah, need that.
Anyone watching the Bulls game? Taj Gibson just dunked his shit on Bklyn.
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yeah i didnt finish what he wrote either..totally tldr
OpiateGuy said:
God damn I've been nodding hard as hell tonight. Feels so fucking good. It sucks though, I've got a small habit going.. nothing compared to what I had in the past (pre-rehab habit), but still when I'm dry, I get that sickness (mild, but still) and I can't fucking stand it.. Can't be fucked trying to completely kick either.. dealing with that is just not something I wanna deal with. But hey I might give it a shot (have told myself I would a few times within the last couple months, but to no avail)... I'll definitely need some weed though. I feel like that'd really help. Speaking of which, I haven't smoked weed but ONE time in the last year-year and a half.. Used to be an everyday smoker for years.. oh well, that's what doing dope/getting a habit will do to you.. Who has money for an eighth when you could get a half a jab haha.

Edit; I have no fucking clue where these long ass posts are coming from... I never do this shit.. I guess I'm just THAT high where I'm just goin' with the flow spewing off whatever comes to mind.. feel free to skim through whatever the fuck I'm talking about because its really not all that important.
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weed is way more important to me. i always said if i had to choose one drug and only one to use the rest of my life, it would be weed. weed is actually harder to find right now for me then dope..i know my dope dealer smokes mad weed but he refuses to sell me any, he says he cant stick it up his ass as easy as the raw, which makes sense but stilol money is money..being out her ein indy though i dont really know anyone and the one guy i did know was my uncles friend and he quit smoking and wouldnt give up his connect or even place a call for me(i have no clue why), then the dude i met with the regs at the gas s tation i think has a new phone cause his old number has been turnhed off or out of minutes for the last 2 weeks and i could prolly go back to my area but i can only get kush and high quality weed and its just alot of money but that doesnt nmatter cause i was out ther ein tuesday and his phone was down.."the cricket subscriber is unavailable at the moment, try again later" and i tried callin him for aobut 5 hours that day and i got the same message but i havent tried since..

northsideboy said:
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To OG's questions:
Yeah I'm more like 100% white. And I get it, you like getting served in the car. Feels safer. I got my first real habit in the early 90's in NYC, which was on foot, everywhere. Walk up, stand in line, get served. Walk away. Chicago's hot spots got a car-based highway-driving suburban white customer base, to a large degree. But for the sake of argument, the whole thing is a numbers game, imo. Get in, get served, get out. Hope it ain't your time to be there when officer friendly is waiting. You think high-volume car serving spots are really safer? The more traffic the more obvious, the more pressure on LEO to shut them down, or at least fuck with them? They ain't sitting there spotting cars getting served, and pull them over a block away? Watching them on the blue light cameras? White folks driving around don't look outta place cause they're passing through on their way to....the library? When their license says Arlington Heights and they at, I guess i can't name corners, right? Yeah, they gotta light you and pull you over, and say you swallow it, but they saw you pick up, right, and they pissed. And you wind up with bags on you, somehow. And like Chef said, goodbye car, hello County. A grand to get your car back, or something, plus daily fees, after they fucked it up, towing it in park or some shit, and tossing the shit outta it first, fucking up the interior for fun.
i'm just rambling, like you said, it's the internet dope forum, no harm meant.
So yeah, I'm more comfortable driving to a relatively quiet spot, parking, leaving my car, walk, check it out, cop, walk back to the car. It's still a risk. I can still swallow it, tapes are a little different story. I've done car copping, same risk in my book. I used to use a middleman, he'd bring it to me. A good guy as far as that goes. he got busted. Again, playing the percentages. If I had a phone connect, I'd certainly stay the fuck outta the hood.
And your right about giving up weed. Early on at one point, I stopped smoking, drinking, etc. and was just using dope. i thought for a second, hey this is healthier! Then i realized, wtf am i thinking....and kept doing dope.
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its not a numbers game when you haVE a phone connect, and thats why anyone whos been copping more then a few months stops going to the open air spots...youre in a car and can change your meeting places at any moment(like if your waiting in a gas station and a police ar happens to pull in) or they can meet you in an area where you dont stick out and wouldnt be bothered if the police did see you and ther are so many more advantages..like how OG said your in a car so you can give youreself a extra minute to swallow or hide or in my last case..toss it out the window and thats bc most of the time when your in a car its hard for them to sneek up on you. although not impossible, its just harder and in my case i knew i was gonna get pulled over cause i seen them busting a uturn and so i made a turn and tossed it out the window inb a napkin..and then i was able to drive a block or 2 down and then htey finally caught up with me. they didnt belive a single thing i said and yanked me out the car and i denied everything and they kept saying we know what your here for and blah blah and they search everything and find nothing and then ran my name and seen i have 6-7arrests and all but 1 is for weed and they asked me "how many times ive been arrested for weed?" and i told them and then that gave me the opprotunity to "come clean" and that was stelling them iw as downther to meet a guy for someweed but i seen them drive by and i got scared and didnt take it and just left and as soon as i ssaid that the cop handed me back my ID and told me to get the fuck out of here..so i get in the car and im putting things back together to kill time and they pull away and make a tirn and i sat there for about 30extra seconds to make sure they just wernt busting a uturn and coming back and when i was sure they left i busted a uturn and went back and instantly found my balled up napkin on the side of the road and i got the fuck out ofg there as quick as possible laughing the whole time and callin my dealer back and tlelin him what happend and he was laughing too cause he thought it was funny i went back and got the dope and i was like "duh of course im gonna go back, i had just bought half a jab"
 
goodtymes123 said:
Thanks for the advice guys. And chinky, good call on the water. I took a quarter of one of my regular bags and a quarter of a free bag and put them on seperate foils to compare. my regular stuff turned like a chocolate brown, the free stuff turned brown but about 3 shades lighter like a caramel brown. So I tried it and was pretty good. Definitely a good back up number. I'm used to Vegas tar so i'm still getting used to this chicago powder. I always smoked it. Didn't start sniffing until I moved here. The stuff I'ge been getting is a tan powder so I was a little nervous when I saw the pink specs in white powder. 4 free bags is awesome. I've been having some really good luck which probably means something bad is coming.
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yeah thats how i got started smoking the dope..i wanted to see the color it turned when it hits water like they do when they shoot up and then i found with proper technique that smoking is a decent way to get the sick off with out haveing to use my nose and im able to give my nose a break for a day or 2 between uses..make a foil and take a big rip and you instatnlt feel the sick go away as your holding it in..its a good feeling

just dobnt puyt the powder or raw on the foil byitself, it diesnbt run too well but add a drop or 2 of water and spread it over the foil and wait for it to dry as little and your able to actually get clean pulls
 
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i literally just sung a love song to my (likely last for a while) jab. it's 8am. have i lost all my mental faculties?

my god i am completely terrified at the sickness that is coming. i really don't want to prolong it with subs, might do some tapering with norcos because i get them hella cheap. my old black lady connect also sometimes has morphine but i'll take what i can get.
 
cabrona said:
i literally just sung a love song to my (likely last for a while) jab. it's 8am. have i lost all my mental faculties?

my god i am completely terrified at the sickness that is coming. i really don't want to prolong it with subs, might do some tapering with norcos because i get them hella cheap. my old black lady connect also sometimes has morphine but i'll take what i can get.
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Tapering with hydro is pretty nice thats how i plan to get off these subs eventually
 
you guys are hilarious.
the song i sang was from the psychotic ramblings of raleigh on the end of the sublime album robbin' the hood, ahem:

you don't know what love is until you've learned the meaning of the blues,
until you've had a love you had to lose,
you don't know...what love is.

went to NA last night for first time. i get what they're saying but my mind is a clusterfuck.
 
^^ive never been to any meetings like that..what were they saying?


but anyways *team nod assemble*

whats good with everyine tonite? i just got home from running around and copped a gram..i can tell its new and better raw then whatr he has had. the other hsit hads been pretty good too but this shit seems a little better..then again i havent been high since friday so maybe thats the reason i felt the first couple lines more then usual

was on my way to go cop when i get a call from a number i dont know..i call it back and its y weed guy with a new number..he was like "yo you ok? and i was like yeah man, are you? ive been trying to call you for the past 2 weeks and your phones been off and he was like "
i thought i gave you this number" and i got lucky cause the guy stays about 5bloicks from the area my dope guy meets me at, so i was able to kill 2 birds with one stone today..i swear though dealoers have like a 6th sense and seem to always cal at the right time and thats what he did todAY
 
Man, I used to be so spoiled for weed....now I only have one dude left who sells .4 sawbucks which pisses me off to no end. At least he ALWAYS picks up the phone if it's at a reasonable time, and it's some good kush.....but a dub lasts me for 1 night. So sick of this shit...I'm trying my best not to even support him, but it's nearly impossible to continue going down in my methadone without a steady weed connect.

Havn't gotten high in a few days. Between getting ripped off last week and going to new spots and being treated like a fucking cop, I'm sick of this shit, and sick of giving these assholes my hard earned money. Been taking 10 mg baclofen 3x a day....interestingly enough this has held a lot of my cravings at bay....I think there's really something to this medicine, and I'm a hardcore skeptic. I'd recommend you guys try it if you're looking for an extra boost to stay on the straight and narrow....apparently it's GABA antagonistic properties really can make a difference. By no means am I done with opiates.....just taking a little break. Starting to work out again too which feels great. I LOVE the weather we've been having. I'm gonna start going out to parties again pretty soon here so I'll have the chance to cultivate some more connects, I'd love to find a steady source for mints too, even though they've kinda gone downhill in quality the last couple years.

Just got back from my power walk (everyone makes fun of me for that ie. "You and my grandma have the same workout" haha), but I have a bum knee and am out of shape so I'm starting off slow. Just kickin' it right now about to go make a nice salad for dinner.
 
Unfortunately, I suffer from chronic pelvic pain disorder...pretty much constant pain that ranges from low level to excruciating....so biking isn't really an option unless I get one of those gel seats....which may be something to look into eventually, though I would need to get an actual bike as well.
 
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