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Fellow BlueLighters-
I just wanted to share a quick scenario and thought. I recently prepared Yopo Snuff with Cebil seeds and a Sodium Carbonate ( starting with baking soda then heating at 300f for an hour to bring it from a Bicarbonate to a Carbonate, great method ).
These seeds contain Bufotenin, DMT and a few other active alkaloids.
I insufflated anywhere from .5-1gram I cannot remember it was ALOT I made about 6 huge lines and used them all.
Burning is very true my eyes were pouring out water it was about two minutes of absolute pain that I had to fight all I wanted to do was blow my nose, the pain subsided after about two minutes and the whole experience lasted close to an hour but the peak climax wore at about 45 Minutes, it took about 5 minutes total to start.
I didn't even want my eyes open the look at reality made me puke everywhere at about ten minutes then the CEVs took over super hard. Very different than DMT breakthrough, it was very very confusing and intense, instead of being an awesome fractal ride it was strings and webs that were literally making me feel insane I had no control of anything I forgot what part of my house I was in these patterns were moving from left to right like they were sewing or moving to music ( I had sir Elton John, Your song playing )
Then I broke through into dead space weirdest thing ever I am used to breaking through to "heavens" this was the saddest most depressing breakthrough ever I felt nothing I felt like I was nothing and didn't even exist there was no beauty just black.
The next three days I felt clinically insane and couldn't go into public. During these three days I pretty much attacked every fear in my life I felt like it was being ripped out of me.
Since then been about a month and a half I have felt better, healthier more positive then I have in 5 years, I live a pretty stressful life and it tore me to pieces for the longest time, this helped me realize everybodys got there troubles also, I have had less fear and feel a strange power over me, I am a recovering addict ( amphetamines, Benzos, Opiates, way to much physcadelics and MDMA ) I had constant flashbacks and headaches and pretty much lived feeling damaged.
This is the first time I have ever felt like I can over come addiction ( I have not been using but craved until this experience ) and grow as a person, My headaches are much better. The thought of Cocaine, Amphetamine, Opiates,MDMA makes me sick ( I am not dogging on these drugs, I abused these drugs very badly so this is a good thing for my body to reject them, this is my issue I am addressing I understand all of these can have positive effects if used correctly ) I just feel like I dont need them anyone nor even want them.
I am done using what I was using for good ( unless I need it medically when I'm older) I have other priority's now , I will continue to use Mushrooms 2-4 times a year as these help purify me as well and leave me feeling good for months.
I am now attacking what makes me stressed and trying to set my life up to have a good future, I am 25 years old and have never thought like that.
This is not for everyone I just wanted to share a quick story.
I just wanted to share a quick scenario and thought. I recently prepared Yopo Snuff with Cebil seeds and a Sodium Carbonate ( starting with baking soda then heating at 300f for an hour to bring it from a Bicarbonate to a Carbonate, great method ).
These seeds contain Bufotenin, DMT and a few other active alkaloids.
I insufflated anywhere from .5-1gram I cannot remember it was ALOT I made about 6 huge lines and used them all.
Burning is very true my eyes were pouring out water it was about two minutes of absolute pain that I had to fight all I wanted to do was blow my nose, the pain subsided after about two minutes and the whole experience lasted close to an hour but the peak climax wore at about 45 Minutes, it took about 5 minutes total to start.
I didn't even want my eyes open the look at reality made me puke everywhere at about ten minutes then the CEVs took over super hard. Very different than DMT breakthrough, it was very very confusing and intense, instead of being an awesome fractal ride it was strings and webs that were literally making me feel insane I had no control of anything I forgot what part of my house I was in these patterns were moving from left to right like they were sewing or moving to music ( I had sir Elton John, Your song playing )
Then I broke through into dead space weirdest thing ever I am used to breaking through to "heavens" this was the saddest most depressing breakthrough ever I felt nothing I felt like I was nothing and didn't even exist there was no beauty just black.
The next three days I felt clinically insane and couldn't go into public. During these three days I pretty much attacked every fear in my life I felt like it was being ripped out of me.
Since then been about a month and a half I have felt better, healthier more positive then I have in 5 years, I live a pretty stressful life and it tore me to pieces for the longest time, this helped me realize everybodys got there troubles also, I have had less fear and feel a strange power over me, I am a recovering addict ( amphetamines, Benzos, Opiates, way to much physcadelics and MDMA ) I had constant flashbacks and headaches and pretty much lived feeling damaged.
This is the first time I have ever felt like I can over come addiction ( I have not been using but craved until this experience ) and grow as a person, My headaches are much better. The thought of Cocaine, Amphetamine, Opiates,MDMA makes me sick ( I am not dogging on these drugs, I abused these drugs very badly so this is a good thing for my body to reject them, this is my issue I am addressing I understand all of these can have positive effects if used correctly ) I just feel like I dont need them anyone nor even want them.
I am done using what I was using for good ( unless I need it medically when I'm older) I have other priority's now , I will continue to use Mushrooms 2-4 times a year as these help purify me as well and leave me feeling good for months.
I am now attacking what makes me stressed and trying to set my life up to have a good future, I am 25 years old and have never thought like that.
This is not for everyone I just wanted to share a quick story.
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