Sorry yeah, they were sumos not Buddhas. My mistake.
It definitely didn't feel like a particularly heavy dose. It was comfortable. I started with 2.5, then took another 1.5 slightly over an hour in.
I did actually think at the time that it might have been a panic attack. There was a point where I was panicking. This all came immediately after I had a very intense emotional realisation, the after-effects of which I'm still feeling now. I've felt severe guilt on a very deep level for years following a traumatic event, and during this trip I realised that this guilt had robbed me entirely of my will to live. I suddenly realised I could let that guilt go, and that I hadn't even done anything all that bad, I'd just been the victim of something that turned my world upside down. It felt like life flooding into my veins for the first time in years... then immediately after, my nose started bleeding and I was coughing up blood.
I thought, "That'd be right, wouldn't it. I finally start living again and now I'm gonna die."
I told myself it was just the acid, but then I started feeling light-headed and slurring my words and my heart spasmed and much of the left side of my body went numb. I fell to the sand (I was in the middle of a desert with no mobile phone reception and no one around) and thought, if I really am having some sort of lethal reaction, there's no way I can get medical support. There's nothing I can do. I countered with, it's just the LSD playing tricks on you... and then streams of blood started running down my nose. I decided at that point that it must not be LSD, and I guess I started to panic. I pulled out my phone and wrote a message to my loved ones, then laid waiting in the sand and prayed it wouldn't hurt too much. I remember repeating over and over, "It was worth it."
And then an hour later, I wasn't dead, so I got up and started walking back. For the rest of the night I felt fine (and emotionally fantastic).
Perhaps it really was a psychosomatic reaction to suddenly seeing my own blood all over the sand, in the wake of an overpowering emotional experience. That was what I told myself at the time, but I'm just not sure.