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I Feel like Poppin a pill.....but not sure.

thizzlemonster86

thizzlemonster86

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Hey guys. Im kinda not sure what to do with myself right now lol. I havnt popped a pill in about a year and that includes the last pills i took that did nothing and got wasted unfortunatly.I think at that point i had lost the magic from dosing too WAY too high and rolled 2 nights in a row with the 2nd night being the worste as far as abuse goes. I took way to much, unfortunatly jus like a lot of people by the time i got here it was too late as they say :(

But its been about a year or very close and im thinking i might go for it. Not sure if i wanna do it while watching The Hobbit with my uncle and his GF or wait till later when they are not paying attention to me anymore. Basically im jus kinda worried that 1)I will waste it and 2)They will know im on one lol. Im thinking i gotta wait till later tonight and be stealth about it lol cause if they see my eye's its a wrap lol. They will know im on something. Plus im mostly jus worried that im gonna waste these bad boys. From what i have heard they are suppose to be some of the BEST pills out right now. IDK? What do you guys think i should do? I will not be watching th movie i dont think. I could pull it off jus wait in my room right until the lights go off and they jus started it. That may work but its fucking risking jus to roll and watch the fuckin hobbit. I really wanted to chill and watch that movie rollin ballzzz damn it. \

The other reason for this is because i usually take in a very social environment. I kinda wanted to chill and roll and sit back and enjoy it more. But not sure if any of this is going to work out as i have been taking a VERY low dose of Methadone every day for the past 8 months. I only take 20mg a day with the occasional 30 or 40mg a day. But i have not done that in a couple weeks. I beleive that is a pretty low dose. From what i have heard that is NOT enough to fuck with my roll. Plus my dose is in the morning so its been 12 hours since my last dose. From what iv heard and read on BL that should be ok. I dont take anything else. I wish i had been excersizing better but whatever. Im gonna take a hot shower and eat a light dinner then wait a couple more hours playing video games and then POP. What does BL think of my game plan? Thanks so much guys. Sorry it was so lengthy lol.
 
Bro, that's hella dumb.


Rolling at a movie? That's boring as shit. Trust me, I've been there... I can't tell you how many trips I've wasted sitting in a dark room staring at a screen :\ Save it for tonight and stay up all night blasting techno music and playing with glow sticks, they way you're supposed to.
 
LOL yeah thats what i was thinking bro. Im thinking im just gonna blast some music and watch all kinds of different trippy visualizers with the music lol. Yeah you are ALWAYS right Folley lol. Iv just never watched a trippy movie while rollin. But hey, it you say its a waste...then its a waste lol. Well i got my game plan but honestly im still kinda trippin on about the Methadone. Actually im trippin cause i will be basically going into withdraws by that time. Should i take a half of a pill wich means 5mg?
 
lol I can guarantee I'm not ALWAYS right.. but I'm not too sure on the 'done. Should be just fine to take enough to keep you out of withdrawals, but there's always that "if" factor.




Get the winamp visualizer if you don't have it... and download the Morphys plug in. MIND BLOWING. Last time I rolled at a movie I sat for like 2 hours and at the end of it I was pissed because I wasted my peak staring at a bunch of Robots not doing shit. Then a year or two later I tried tripping and watching the James Bond movie..... yeeaaahh, fuck that. Bunch of fancy British people talking for hours. I left 3/4 of the way in and was pissed I went at all aha..

Swore never to do it again, after that :p
 
what a waste... go to a club or a concert and do it then
even doing it at home is very ehhhhhh... unless you're with your gf / bf
 
i will check out that visualizer Folley thanks for the up. yeah i usually go out but i feel like just chillen here at the house listen to music and watch trippy visualizers. Im kinda of tired of doing it in that hyped up setting with a bunch of people. I still like to do that, i jus wanna try this cause i did it one time and i had a great time listen to music playing with itunes visualizer.
 
FUCK MAN! that winamp shit fucked my shit up with all that extra shit that comes with it. anyway i got it on there but the sound doesnt work for jus that program. not sure what went wrong there?

WAIT! nevermind i got it to work lol.
 
no i dont man. i got the milk drop working on winamp but now it lags real bad on the visuals. winamp is the only program open. any ideas?
 
thizzlemonster86 said:
no i dont man. i got the milk drop working on winamp but now it lags real bad on the visuals. winamp is the only program open. any ideas?
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nothing you can do about that... your computer's slow
windows media player has a visualizer but it's not quite the same as milkdrop
 
i fixed it. i had to change some setting for my graphics card. i like it as much as iTunes visualizer but that one runs like shit on my pc. still not sure what to do about the methadone though? should i take a half(5mg) or jus tough it out and pop my roll? too many choices lol. but no really im nor sure cause iv heard that being in withdraws can kinda kill but then i hear that taking opiates can kill the roll too lol. fuck, im not sure what to do now lol. i do beleive i over think things too but im not sure about this one. could really use your help on this one guys. please please please. thanks guys.
 
Honestly MDMA goes good anywhere. Once your actually high it NEVER feels like it is wasted. But you are just sounding fiendy right now bro, save it imho
 
thizzlemonster86 said:
i fixed it. i had to change some setting for my graphics card. i like it as much as iTunes visualizer but that one runs like shit on my pc. still not sure what to do about the methadone though? should i take a half(5mg) or jus tough it out and pop my roll? too many choices lol. but no really im nor sure cause iv heard that being in withdraws can kinda kill but then i hear that taking opiates can kill the roll too lol. fuck, im not sure what to do now lol. i do beleive i over think things too but im not sure about this one. could really use your help on this one guys. please please please. thanks guys.
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You should take just barely enough opiates to keep you out of withdrawal, maybe even take a little lower than that. Shouldn't interfere too much then



I would just wait though man.. find some LSD or something to mix it with haha, rolling by yourself can be kind of lonely but a candyflip by yourself is an amazing introspective experience
 
im not really going through withdraws that bad though. 20mg a day is such a low dose. i usually take at least 50mg if im tryin to get high on methadone, wich is a losing battle when youv been on it for a few months. so yeah i dont get high on methadone anymore it simply takes the edge off is all. i think rollin alone was kinda fun in a way.
 
F1n1shed said:
Honestly MDMA goes good anywhere. Once your actually high it NEVER feels like it is wasted. But you are just sounding fiendy right now bro, save it imho
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lol dude how am i a fiend? i didnt mean waste on the experience. i meant waste as in iv took waaay too much MDMA in a short period of time and i think i lost the magic for a while(hopefully not permanantly!). iv waited a whole year to roll man give me a break alright. yeah im a bit anxious considering the circumstances. i might pop that pill and jus get lightly stimulated an thats it. thats what happened the last couple times. so thats why i said a waste man. but your right about once your high its never a waste, but thats if i get high. iv had fun rollin doing nothing except listen to music and chillin by myself.
 
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