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Gibberings - CXXVIV: Rest Easy, Fallen EADDers.

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Have been trying to cut down (with a view to quitting) for the last coupla months. With pretty mixed results. Maybe my heart isn't really in it cos I can only seem to get down so far but those last 3-5 are an absolute bitch to cut out :\

Gonna go back to the docs and see about one of those inhalator thingies after a bit of a discussion here t'other morning. Seems like it might be of some use to me.

Oh, and belated congrats on quitting yer good self =D<3
 
Thank you very much.

I used the e-cig thing but to be honest cannot recommend it. It did not combat the cravings or give me any kind of cigarette relief at all.

I know someone who quit a massive habit with the inhalour thing he had prescribed. Was on it non stop though.

Best of luck Shambles. You will do it when you are ready mate.
 
Well done ben, good luck shambles! tis hard. i managed to cut down to only weekends cant resist a cig when im off my tits

loads of dodgy baccy around here, nasty shit, few people i know will happily smoke it without giving a shit, sod that

did some ox earlier n the sickness wont go away, bloody stomach
 
Hopefully so. Am too old to be smoking given my family history. My family seems to have two causes of death: suicide (not planning on that one) and smoking-related diseases (don't fancy dying for the sake of a fukkin fag).

Inhalator appeals cos it'd give me summat to fiddle with. E-cig is another possiblity but won't be able to get that prescribed so inhalator it is. Even if it means being stuck sucking nicotine vapours for a while it'd be better than sucking down all the tarry shite :\
 
Thank you Dan.

Yeah don't pay £40 for something you can essentialy get for free Shambles.

I have to be honest I feel like a cunt for not doing it sooner and for better reasons than the one I did quit for.

Didn't bother quitting for Daughters birth. Didn't even try.

Five years later quit just to prove I can to myself. Selfish. Fucking ashamed at that.

I'm pissed off I found it so easy aswell. Not to undermine anyone who is struggling. It's the truth. It was relatively easy.

Ah bollocks emotions going fucking wild. Lack of sleep and shit drugs for the shit.
 
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I imagine it's more or less the same as any other addiction - almost entirely psychological. The physical aspects of w/d can be a bitch but it's really all about mindset. Maybe I've not fully set my mind to it yet? Was kinda railroaded by me doc. Although I had been thinking about quitting for a while anyway. Heyho. Not doing too bad anyway. Have definitely cut down a lot from a few months back which can only be a good thing. Although has given me the most annoying tickly cough :!
 
Mailmonkey said:
fucking stupid four day weekend for us cunts who have to work tomorrow.

Post is always heavy as fuck on Easter Saturday too.

Cunts.

Fuck Jesus.
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it's not jesus's fault. it's an ancient pagan festival stolen by christians. I have to work tomorrow and sunday. Fucking scousers. (sorry scousers, I love you really, but i prefer Everton fans. It is wonderful going to bed and knowing you don't have to get up for work. I was going to go to church today but it's 2.50 and I'd have to hurry too much. i tried to take the cross of the priest when i was a small child. you know when you have to kiss the feet of Jesus on good friday? That's not only the herpes from the lord, but the athletes foot as well. (may god strike me down...he knows he shouldn't though so he won', not yet. another hundred years of me to go according to the book of genesis ;)
 
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Yeah I agree.

If I had actually tried to quit when my Daughter was born I could have. I didn't want to. I was being selfish. Simple.
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that's the thing. any thing you do, you do it because you like it. I've not stopped proper yet, but i know i can and that i want to. i can't smoke a full fag, and I 've cut out loads of smoking habits, like having to have a fag when I'm going from place to place. The budget helps n all. Got charged 3.80 for 10 fags. that might as well be a fiver. Must be over 4 for 10 now. absolute joke. How do kids afford to smoke? I suppose they don't have proper stuff to spend their money. I could give up tomorrow if i wanted to. Damn you 80s heroin adverts.
 
Sorry to put it bluntly but I am living proof of that. Of course you could. Sorry.

I got off lightly aswell, I have read about depression and mania from lack of nicotine. I feel I deserve it after the amount I smoked. I was hoping it would be harder to strengthen my misguided ideal that it was so hard is why I didn't stop for my kid. I never even fucking tried. I was told you breathe out toxic poisons for seven hours after you have a cigarette. I kissed my Daughter all the time. I feel like a right fucking cunt if I'm honest. Cigarettes or none. Fact is I liked smoking, for me and I didn't want to stop. So I didn't and I lied about trying to and how hard it was so I could continue. I'm not best pleased with that realisation if I'm honest.
 
Ben So Furry said:
Sorry to put it bluntly but I am living proof of that. Of course you could. Sorry.

I got off lightly aswell, I have read about depression and mania from lack of nicotine. I feel I deserve it after the amount I smoked. I was hoping it would be harder to strengthen my misguided ideal that it was so hard is why I didn't stop for my kid. I never even fucking tried. I was told you breathe out toxic poisons for seven hours after you have a cigarette. I kissed my Daughter all the time. I feel like a right fucking cunt if I'm honest. Cigarettes or none. Fact is I liked smoking, for me and I didn't want to stop. So I didn't and I lied about trying to and how hard it was so I could continue. I'm not best pleased with that realisation if I'm honest.
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Ben, stop beating yourself up about it. My dad used to smoke a pipe and cigars all night and in the car too. He only stopped when I was about 9. My mum smoked cigs till I was about 14. I never think any the worse of them, not at all. Stop it!
 
fucked right off, cant get rid of this sick feeling, doing my head in. oxy is fucking bullshit. unless these pills are shit, dunno how to tell if theyre fake or whatever
 
indeed. remember the 70s? everyone smoked in the 70s. my mom was a midwife. she was a heavy smoker apparently. she smoked all thru her 3 pregnancies. when she was doing the home visits she'd sit and have a cup of tea and a fag with the ladies and they would have one too. crazy isn't it? imagine if that were happening now. by the way everyone, she was very good at her job. all thru my life i had people come up to me and shake my hand coz she looked after them or their mom or whoever else during pregnancy and birth. she did die of breast cancer and she did give up the fags. ( I don't remember much about her but I never ever remember her smoking, she'd stopped before I had memory of it. ) but, her dad, my grandad gave up the fags sos that he could pay for her to go to the grammar school. she always hid the fags from him.
 
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