15th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Be the Death of Me

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SuperDope said:
going on being clean for six days tomorrow morning. been a ok withdraw as I only had two 8mg sub strips. Been smoking a little bit of herb here and there but that's about it. Really trying to kick for good or at least go on a long break. Do you think that it's easier for people who sniff to quit vs. IVing and trying to quit? I've never IV'ed before but I imagine that it's a whole other ball game? Thoughts?

My daughter's 5th birthday is coming up and I'm saving money for presents instead of buying dope. Been doing very well as I'm sick of the constant ups and downs associated with withdrawing as I get very depressed. Starting to feel better everydat and the subs for sure helped but I didn't want to rely on subs for a long period of time. I haven't been sober in forever and think that I need to at least smoke weed. But since I'm in a new town I can't find any weed and all my connects are for dope in the city. Man I just want to be clean and lead a normal life again! Thanks I feel better now...

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I would say that IVing is harder to quit since you have more mental triggers from that. If you are a sniffer you only really get visual triggers from seeing dope, and since money (which you might use to sniff the dope) is so common it's not really a trigger. For people that IV they also get triggers from seeing syringes, syringe caps which you might come across all the time on the streets, just looking at your veins after the shower, etc...

I haven't done dope in over a week, although I have a few days of taking percocets recently and that got me high, so I'm in a good place tolerance wise, but still need a solid 70mg to feel a decent high, but preferable 90. Then after the first high it goes right up to 120mg or so, and would be in the 200 area if I binged for the week, so I'm trying not to binge on that. I took 25mg on Tuesday, which was day 3 or 4 of a binge on it, so I'm having a bit of restless legs from stopping it, but nothing too bad since I got some hash.
 
Tommyboy said:
I would say that IVing is harder to quit since you have more mental triggers from that. If you are a sniffer you only really get visual triggers from seeing dope, and since money (which you might use to sniff the dope) is so common it's not really a trigger. For people that IV they also get triggers from seeing syringes, syringe caps which you might come across all the time on the streets, just looking at your veins after the shower, etc...

I haven't done dope in over a week, although I have a few days of taking percocets recently and that got me high, so I'm in a good place tolerance wise, but still need a solid 70mg to feel a decent high, but preferable 90. Then after the first high it goes right up to 120mg or so, and would be in the 200 area if I binged for the week, so I'm trying not to binge on that. I took 25mg on Tuesday, which was day 3 or 4 of a binge on it, so I'm having a bit of restless legs from stopping it, but nothing too bad since I got some hash.
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Yeah it kind of sucks having your own body be a trigger, hah.
 
I look at people's veins while walking down the street, sometimes I stop and think, "fuck, what I would do for those pipes."
 
plaspring said:
Anyway of speeding up the process of the blocker? I'm only day two on it lol and I already want to get high. I heard by taking subs a few days in a row it'll get rid of the blocker...perhaps drinking a few days in a row? I'm lost on the whole thing
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I'm hoping you got forced into the shot, otherwise why the fuck would you even bother getting it if you were gonna dick up being clean so quickly?
 
Fuck man I wish I could just sleep! This is the part of WD'S I hate the most. Tommy when you take your breaks can you sleep at all? I was up all fucking night....
 
Ok guys I had a pretty wild night last night. As some of you are aware I have been clean for a little ovet two months now.

But yesterday after trying some 2c-b I got a call from an old friend. He is my my brother's age (25) and I am 21 but he always said he'd rather have me take him down to cop because my brother drives like a jackass and acts way too much like a wigger.

So anyway, after doing about 30mgs of this (2cb not coke)

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eating 3 mgs of clonazepam

I just said "fuck it man you can drive my whip" and let a guy with a suspended license drive my car down to the hood to cop. But that is just the tip of the iceberg, when we finally get there and park up, something just felt wrong. Like I got this inner sense that this was gonna be a bad outcome because it is not where he usually brings me down to cop to.

so I'm waiting in the car in a neighborhood that looks like this for like 5 mins, then 10 mins, then I get a text "yo 5 mins" then I see him coming back to the car and I can tell by his body language we just got burned. One of the old, give me the money ill run inside and grab it for you then the guy runs out the back deals. I didnt lose any money besides gas money but I would have taken those bags he was gonna break me off in a heartbeat.

So after I drop him off at his house and decide to see if my other guy still grabs shit and he actually said he needed to get rid of two bags asap so talk about a good timing. But the only problem is the dope was fucking shit, and I knew he cut it himself because it wasn't a blue bag and hat no stamp and came in a bigger plastic baggie, you can see the difference in the pic below, the blue one is a legit Philly bag, and the red, slightly larger one is some small time cutter.

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But the dope broke out surprisingly well, and was easily the whitest dope I've ever seen

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quality wise though, maybe like 4.5
 
shimazu said:
Ok guys I had a pretty wild night last night. As some of you are aware I have been clean for a little ovet two months now.

But yesterday after trying some 2c-b I got a call from an old friend. He is my my brother's age (25) and I am 21 but he always said he'd rather have me take him down to cop because my brother drives like a jackass and acts way too much like a wigger.

So anyway, after doing about 30mgs of this (2cb not coke)

NSFW:
1z3vw3n.jpg


eating 3 mgs of clonazepam

I just said "fuck it man you can drive my whip" and let a guy with a suspended license drive my car down to the hood to cop. But that is just the tip of the iceberg, when we finally get there and park up, something just felt wrong. Like I got this inner sense that this was gonna be a bad outcome because it is not where he usually brings me down to cop to.

so I'm waiting in the car in a neighborhood that looks like this for like 5 mins, then 10 mins, then I get a text "yo 5 mins" then I see him coming back to the car and I can tell by his body language we just got burned. One of the old, give me the money ill run inside and grab it for you then the guy runs out the back deals. I didnt lose any money besides gas money but I would have taken those bags he was gonna break me off in a heartbeat.

So after I drop him off at his house and decide to see if my other guy still grabs shit and he actually said he needed to get rid of two bags asap so talk about a good timing. But the only problem is the dope was fucking shit, and I knew he cut it himself because it wasn't a blue bag and hat no stamp and came in a bigger plastic baggie, you can see the difference in the pic below, the blue one is a legit Philly bag, and the red, slightly larger one is some small time cutter.

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But the dope broke out surprisingly well, and was easily the whitest dope I've ever seen

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quality wise though, maybe like 4.5
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That bag with the clubs on it... that's the same bag I got DMT in. Good times.
 
*sigh* 70mg of oxy (because i gave my girlfriend half of one of the 20's i had on top of what she bought), 1mg of xanax, ~250mg of some FIRE ketamine, 2 grams of some grapefruit kush, and a few bottles of Brooklyn Lager <3

total spent out of pocket: 6 dollars (12 if you count her half). tonight turned out so fucking good, surprisingly lol. nodding my dick off right now after a quickie with the girlfriend.

so how are my fellow nodders doing on this lovely friday night?
 
jeebis said:
*sigh* 70mg of oxy (because i gave my girlfriend half of one of the 20's i had on top of what she bought), 1mg of xanax, ~250mg of some FIRE ketamine, 2 grams of some grapefruit kush, and a few bottles of Brooklyn Lager <3

total spent out of pocket: 6 dollars (12 if you count her half). tonight turned out so fucking good, surprisingly lol. nodding my dick off right now after a quickie with the girlfriend.

so how are my fellow nodders doing on this lovely friday night?
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Trying to be conservative with whats left of my stash until I reup.

Bummer because I want to take a fat shot. :\
 
I fucking stoopid off some weed and beer. I got free hash and kind bud (been a while since I had any, so was pretty good) by picking up someones car from the impound and taking whatever the cops didn't find to use myself.
 
lol, right on tommy. im happy because i can only get medical bud and my connect is my cousin (hes also my yay connect) so ive been getting rediculously good prices
 
Sounds like jeebis has a notebook full of connects
Also what other user can mention only going out with like less than ten bucks, how many different times now, and then end up rattling off those super long drug combo binges he ends up having here

Kinda jelly actually
 
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chef.man said:
yeah i hear,you,i never,had,good veins,and i wonder,what probs im gonna have in the future with my veins.
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Motherfucker you're older than me! Let's just count our blessings that we're not dead! If you make it 10 years after your first shot, you're on the fuckin A-team as far as junkies go IMO....shit! ;)
 
BlueHues said:
Motherfucker you're older than me! Let's just count our blessings that we're not dead! If you make it 10 years after your first shot, you're on the fuckin A-team as far as junkies go IMO....shit! ;)
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i hear you,just sometimes when im sleeping my hand falls asleep and i wonder if its,cause of my vein damage.
 
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