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Kind of a heavy thread.

hello timberman...i havent read properly the replies so forgive me if i'm repeating what someone else has already said....but if you're in the EU i'd recomend AMT:
20+ hours of tripping from 50mg plugged IME

i'd disagree with the idea of doing dissasociatives in your situation....its a kind of oblivion...it has its trippy moments but its also kinda like being black out drunk; less sensory input and hiding from the world, but from your original post i got the impression you were wanting to absorb and appreciate as many sights and sounds as you could...

you can also get 10 hours of amazing euphoria from a 5apb /6apb combo....gets trippy at around the 100[5] + 120[6] mark....mixed with weed or a synthetic blend it gets very odd indeed, lovely for when out appreciating nature...just make sure u pack a MP3 player...

yes its a heavy thread, but i for one owuld be interested in reading what happens next
 
before i shuffle off this mortal coil i wanna eat some cacti, i think i'm right in saying they have the same tolerance issues as other psychs but they are fairly long lasting and easy enough to obtain via the net regardless of location

but yeah deffo update the thread as the idea takes shape or once you set off on your road trip trip...
 
Keep in mind that whatever you take, and however often and with whatever frequency, you will be tripping while knowing that you're going to die soon.

Good point Flickering, reminds me a little of when Bill Hicks took his last mushroom trip a couple of months before he died. I've always wondered about how you would feel being so euphoric and full of life with the knowledge that it's all going to end soon.

Having said that, Grofs experiments with LSD on terminal patients in his book "The human encounter with death" suggests that psychedelics were the one thing that gave many of them peace of mind with what the future held.
 
Why is it better than smoking it?

(From someone who's only ever taken oral DMT.)

Because you can get to the top level with about 30-50 milligrams of product, instead of 200-250+ milligrams of product. Not only that, but the taste of the smoke is awful and disgusting in general IMO, and not only that, but it's harder to get a full dosage BOOM all in your system as smoothly as you can an IV shot. IME, vaporizing DMT is tricky and takes time (similar to how methamphetamine is vaporized).

The most intense inhaled DMT experience I have ever had involved smoking it on top of cannabis by applying the flame closely (but not directly onto) powder DMT, in a gravity bong. This way the smoke/vapor was inhaled within a split second, instead of a long, drawn out process.

However I still prefer IV DMT; I feel like it is easier to handle even though it's the most intense experience that is quite impossible to fathom until you have done it yourself. No previous experience with high dosage mushrooms, LSD, salvia, or vaped/smoked DMT even came close to IV DMT. Only IV MDA was even similar in nature IMO; but it definitely isn't as good as IV DMT.

One of my close friends even asked me, "dude why bother IVing it? You can vaporize/smoke it and it works well..." and then we both tried IVing it, and we were both utterly blown away by it. He has more vaporized/smoked DMT experience than I do, but he still had no idea that IVing it was so much more intense.

I honestly feel that it's the only drug worth IVing, because it's not habit forming whatsoever. You have total control over your use of it. You may feel compelled to repeat the experience out of a sense of being a highly spiritual person or out of a sense of being a shaman... but it's nothing you would want to do more and more of out of getting a "high". IV DMT is nothing I would do to "get high". It's definitely a spiritual ascension to the next level, or a preview thereof. %)
 
sounds interesting, but I simply can't imagine anything being more intense than vaping 30mg+ of DMT with MAO inhibited. (and this would be my suggestion for the OP)
you can extend the trip as long and deep as you want/as it gets, just constantly smoke more DMT as needed, tolerance is nearly no issue. if you stick to a MAOi friendly diet and are on no medication that is interfering with MAOi it's also extremely safe and easy on the body.

if you want a new perspective on the term "euphoria" I suggest 180mg+ of 6-apb (+some ketamine for the comedown. and some DMT :D ). it's hard on the body and tbh it doesn't seem like a suitable experience for your purpose...


...(4-po-)DMT (+ketamine) will probably help you find what you're looking for.


edit: I would also suggest that you go on this venture with some kind of professional guidance. those substances are no toys no matter what is your perspective. they may very well leave you with realizations you will not be able to integrate without guidance in the time you've been given...
 
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For the love of god, please avoid Nbomes.

If you want a really crazy experience, mixing dissociatives with psychedelics and smokin a bit of jane is the craziest thing ever. I'd avoid it in all honesty though. The past three times I've done LSD I couldn't help but throw dissociatives in the mix : S
You can feel the chemicals battling, which (un)fortunately just so happens to be in your mind.

I'd say do a candyflip : D

I'd just mostly avoid drugs with bad comedowns though.
 
I find 2Cs a lot easier to trip on frequently than LSD since they don't cause as much tolerance or at least not as quickly.
 
Well you dont want to leave this world to much and stay in a hole all your life, balance the diss and psych's out. And God help us all (stay hydrated)

Wow dude, what's your problem? The dude has a terminal illness and is going to die in a few months. I don't think it matters how much LSD he wants to do if that's what he wants to do with the last months of his life. Did you even read the thread?

OP: It will be hard to stay high on LSD once every 1 to 3 days constantly unless you have an ungodly amount of the stuff. You can try switching between LSD and phenethylamine psychedelics (mescaline, 2C-X type research chemicals, etc) but even then tolerance is going to catch up with you pretty soon.

Good luck! I truly hope you're able to get what you want out of LSD in this respect.
 
Sorry to hear of you situation, sounds like your handling it well though. I can definitely understand why you'd want to abuse some cid but wouldn't advise dosing for weeks on end. I think you'd be best served getting yourself some of the purest crystal LSD you can find & doing a real good thumbprint. Not sure how easy or hard it would be to find some LSD in pure crystal form nowadays. I haven't touched any hallucinogens in almost 15 years & we were quite spoiled with them back in the day cause we knew the person who actually made it. But if you can find even some amber crystal LSD it should do the trick. The last time I did a thumb print I was tripping for close to 72 hrs straight & it was a hell o a ride. After a trip like that I think you should be satisfied.
 
I would seriously consider Ketamine and MDMA. You haven't tried them yet, and though I don't know you personally, they are both experiences that I feel you would enjoy immensely. Unless spiritual projection and unimaginable euphoria aren't your thing. This will also help curb the tolerance to psychedelics you're definitely going to run into.

I really respect your outlook, by the way. Peace brother!
 
good ketamine and LSD. nitrous oxide. dmt mao inhibited. tamper with these and dont mess with the other ones. journey well my brother =)
 
I'd do acid once, at the end of your journey. The rest of the time, ket, 2cb, maybe some DMT and peyote. Oh and a lot of weed. Don't be surprised if you have a full-on freak-out over your mortality though.

I think the best way to prepare for death would be to apply for a shitty job in retail.
 
Rotating with dissociatives like 3-MeO-PCP on one hand and psychedelics like LSD on the other hand seems like a fine plan that I'm sure is done by plenty of others that are in a more usual situation.

You need to recharge your energy, whether you are healthy or not... and once a week with a psychedelic seems like enough to me, it can still get overwhelming.

Maybe check out ++++ or ego death threads on here. They are not always equally reliable to produce (especially ++++ experiences) but it might be of interest to you since extreme mystical or unifying experiences can be fulfilling / gratifying which would make it much less necessary to keep tripping 24/7.

There is somewhat of a 'learning curve' to be able to deal with altered states of consciousness so read up and see how you can steadily up the stakes, even with such enormous tripping "ambitions", going too fast can just make it chaotic and confusing and hard to handle / tolerate / integrate.

Best of luck with this, why not write down accounts of the experiences to come? This is not something that happens everyday and it can probably be pretty extraordinary to read, and it can be sort of a guide for yourself 'narrating' the 'progress'.
 
Hi OP

First of all I love your outlook and hope I can have a touch of your spirit if I'm ever in your shoes.

Was your last time taking psychedelics during your teenage years? If so, I appreciate the grandeur and poetry of your mission, but in truth you might not need to trip continuously at this point. Maybe you want to once a week, but maybe you get what you needed right away. If it has been a long time since you last had a psychedelic experience (it wasn't clear to me from your post), you may want to have a close friend near to help you through your experience and afterwards if you need it (someone who understands and wants to support you through this unorthodox journey). You might also want to be somewhere comfortable and familiar and safe. Then if you love it and know you want to trip face to the end of time, start planning your psychedelic stack for maximum efficacy :)

If you are on other medications right now they could impact your sensitivity/response to psychedelics so it's worth reading up on possible interactions.

BTW my psychedelic bucket list would be LSD, DMT and mescaline (synthetic if I get to choose). LSD for the qualities you mentioned -- the ecstatic opening up of the self, mental connections, becoming (or realizing?) you are all-one with the universe. No other drug has done that for me like LSD (25x-nbome doesn't come close). DMT gives me the sense I traveled through the doorway between worlds; I cherish some of my DMT excusions on the level of the real adventures I've had out in the world. And mescaline was everything kind and gentle and "growing" about life -- it was the light inside every plant, or reflecting off every drop of water.
 
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For the love of god, please avoid Nbomes.

why do you think this? I'd personally recommend 25 c nbome to OP. It produces very colourful visuals and has (in my knowledge) no bad short term effects on the body. Timber, I'm sure you will be at a better place when u pass away, before you will prepare for your next journey. peace. <3
 
Damn, this is sad.

It's cool there's so much advice, but how the hell does he acquire this stuff? I've been searching for months for some things mentioned here.
 
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