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Gibberings-CXXVII- Follow The Leader..

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i remember walking round my garden wearing shorts, in the snow, at night, with a machete and a torch checking all the bushes and trees, luckily i don't have any neighbours as such.
 
yeah but i havent seen any comments against you anywhere? :?

Aw Adam I didn't mean you just the haters like I said its a few people and their alts mainly. Unless you are an alt :sus:


I know i said i wasnt going to talk on this subject any more but you got the wrong end of that tired old stick.
 
Also I have a proton pack and ghost trap so they kept their distance.

i remember walking round my garden wearing shorts, in the snow, at night, with a machete and a torch checking all the bushes and trees, luckily i don't have any neighbours as such.

Fucking hell mate, tell me about it, I never used a torch I would just swing wildly into the darkness hoping to catch one of the cunts who was definitely there.
 
Just be nice to them and they will be nice back, unless they are the soul eater kind, then you could be fucked if they get your into sleep paralysis.

Mine were lovely and let me control a ball of light from their dimension, I held it in my hands, well I made it float around the inside of my hands as I cupped them, it was the most amazing experience.
 
i remember walking round my garden wearing shorts, in the snow, at night, with a machete and a torch checking all the bushes and trees, luckily i don't have any neighbours as such.

my saw is blunt perhaps you could come and cut one of my trees :D. The bows on one tree are causing too much shadow for my apple tree and its growing on a wonk.
 
Just be nice to them and they will be nice back, unless they are the soul eater kind, then you could be fucked if they get your into sleep paralysis.

Mine were lovely and let me control a ball of light from their dimension, I held it in my hands, well I made it float around the inside of my hands as I cupped them, it was the most amazing experience.

did they let you know in the end what it was used for?
 
So I had the horrible experience of a child protection conference yesterday morning...was really fucking nasty, but not as bad as could have been. I'm going to be allowed to live with him :D

However...being told your unborn child is at risk of emotional and physical abuse (by me 8() was possibly the worst thing I have ever heard.
I broke down at this point, as I'm sure you can imagine. I'm not a violent person, but certain things that have gone on in my life (both to me and by me) apparently suggested this was the case. My keyworker (I FUCKING HEART YOU RIGHT NOW!) and therapist both stood up for me and battered the police and social workers into accepting I was not capable of physical abuse so that part got dropped.

The outcome is weekly piss testing (they tried to push for hair testing!), continued drug counselling, general counselling and a child protection plan (interfering social workers coming to the gaff once a week). So not that bad I guess.

My girlfriend was amazing, and even my mum turned up! I fucking heart you mummy!!! Without them it would have been tough. I know they are doing a job and only looking out for my son but apart from very recent drug use I am pretty saintly these days 8)

Anyways...it's all good, no biggy. But my past has fucked me in the ass...may this be a lesson to you all.
 
So I had the horrible experience of a child protection conference yesterday morning...was really fucking nasty, but not as bad as could have been. I'm going to be allowed to live with him :D
That's seriously lovely to hear, awesome news for yah, and a huge worry off your mind too no doubt. Really hope things go well, and birth things go smoothly. Good luck with it all <3

I wasn't here to wish Maxalfie good luck on Tuesday, when he was going to meet his son for the first time in ages. Anyone heard back from him yet? Really hope it went well for him, cause he'd been waiting for it for a long time.
 
You're attitude has changes so much towards me recently, mod powers got to your fucking head I think, he said to me it's fine to turn it up if you are shivering, just turn it down again when you leave the house which I did.

No, my attitude hasn't changed,ever since you first started mentioning going back to your dad's, before all this power went to my head i have criticised you for taking the piss, IMO, with your dad's hospitality, from eating his food, drinking his drink, just generally living off him. I haven't changed at all.

Another busy gibberings. Can you not all just slow down a bit please 8( At least my evening's reading is lined up for me.

I'm just back from my first session with my personal trainer. I brought back with me a fuck-off set of weights, a bench press, a pair of hand grips and a pull-up bar. I'm currently assembling the bench press. I'll be getting a workout regime and dietary analysis over the next few days. Knock Mark II is on the production line :D

But did you get the ride?



where you on stims when you were hacked NE?

lulz

the incorporeal beings that I met were kind and friendly and there was no need for weaponry then.

where[sic] you on stims when you met the friendly incorporeal beings?

So I had the horrible experience of a child protection conference yesterday morning...was really fucking nasty, but not as bad as could have been. I'm going to be allowed to live with him :D

However...being told your unborn child is at risk of emotional and physical abuse (by me 8() was possibly the worst thing I have ever heard.
I broke down at this point, as I'm sure you can imagine. I'm not a violent person, but certain things that have gone on in my life (both to me and by me) apparently suggested this was the case. My keyworker (I FUCKING HEART YOU RIGHT NOW!) and therapist both stood up for me and battered the police and social workers into accepting I was not capable of physical abuse so that part got dropped.

The outcome is weekly piss testing (they tried to push for hair testing!), continued drug counselling, general counselling and a child protection plan (interfering social workers coming to the gaff once a week). So not that bad I guess.

My girlfriend was amazing, and even my mum turned up! I fucking heart you mummy!!! Without them it would have been tough. I know they are doing a job and only looking out for my son but apart from very recent drug use I am pretty saintly these days 8)

Anyways...it's all good, no biggy. But my past has fucked me in the ass...may this be a lesson to you all.

REALLLY, really good news backroll, I know this has been on your mind so much recently, obviously. Shame about the interference, but if you can prove to them that you can be as good and responsible and caring a father as you know yourself to be, then the interference will become less and less...
 
Aw Adam I didn't mean you just the haters like I said its a few people and their alts mainly. Unless you are an alt :sus:


I know i said i wasnt going to talk on this subject any more but you got the wrong end of that tired old stick.

ok
hey ne can i just ask if your location is based on the name of a music track by any chance? if so i love that stuff. kemi
if not ignore the sleep depreived fool
im really going to bed soo
 
This is good news Backroll, I ain't been posting much lately but I have been keeping an eye and that is fucking great.

MM hasn't changed except that he's learned how to use the multiquote. And Mugz, he's right. I was going to cuss you for lying in bed doing MXE and watching MacGyver in the middle of the day with family downstairs but couldn't be bothered.
 
No, my attitude hasn't changed,ever since you first started mentioning going back to your dad's, before all this power went to my head i have criticised you for taking the piss, IMO, with your dad's hospitality, from eating his food, drinking his drink, just generally living off him. I haven't changed at all.

I do pay him rent and buy him food and generally look after the house while he is out, doing the washing and stuff, so I'm not taking the piss from him at all, not that I need to explain that to you tp be honest, what I do with my life is of no importance to you so whatever judgements you cast upon me I take with a pinch of salt to be honest. I still think you are a decent guy and maybe it's just your mod duties that have taken you away from chatting with me off bl recently. I used to enjoy the odd natter with the crazy pirate mailman.

Also JC the family were downstairs for something totally unrelated, was about fixing cars and sorting out other shit, nothing to do with me, and to be honest I would normally be fast asleep at the time they were here, 8am, so I was within my rights to stay upstairs and watch MacGyver.

In general though I have cut down my use, tapered my benzos a lot and am almost ready for them to accept me into the rehab place, my relationship with my dad is getting better by day and oh yeah, did I mention I am paying him rent so I'm not being a sponge. Things are on a positive track, and I'm keen to keep them that way, and am working at doing so.
 
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