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What do you do when you're completely out of drugs?

When I was younger I thought I would be a slick little fucker and steal to support my habits when I ran outta money and drugs. Caught charges, did time, and overall thoroughly fucked my life. Still paying for it, and always will, with a criminal record that I can't get expunged. But, don't do the crime if you can't etc. etc...

Nowadays when I'm out and can't afford drugs, I remain sober and just deal with it. Makes you appreciate the high more, IMO.
 
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it simply does not happen..
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I wish.... I would go through oxy 80s like mad and I still can't believe how I supported that habit... the things you can do when you're fucked on drugs.... luckily never sold myself but I did do a lot of hustling.
 
Wow, it seems as though its been a long time since I've faced a situation where I could NOT get any drugs. My girlfriend and I have become really good at finding ways-NO MAtter WHAT!-to pick up, and we don't rob or steal either..it's amazing. However, ere have been a few days where it just wasn't possible, so then we basically resort to Loperamide/Immodium.

The problem for me is that I'm dependent on benzodiazepines as well, and sometimes I have to choose between the two, or I just can't find any benzo connects. This happened last week and I went 6 and 1/2 days without clonazepam. It was absolutely horrible, and I really didn't know what to do-all my connects were dry, and I couldn't get my script until it had already been 6days without a single GABAergic. I almost resorted to drinking alchohol (which I'm proud to say I didn't) towards the very end. My mother who had the pills was going to be back in Brooklyn in three hours and I was squatting in this weird position agains the wall sweating and gagging, as well as having all sorts of twitches. I knew Alchohol could potentially make things worse, but I figured I'd just stay drunk until I got the clonazepam (brilliant logic). Luckily I abstained, and that 1mg of clonazepam hit me so fucking hard.
 
wait for a couple days, let the ganja smell exit my room, then go buy some more. sell half, smoke the other half for free. run out of codeine w/ promethazine syrup? buy more online or in a pharmacy. Bless.

fuck hard drugs long that
 
Yeah, I too am addicted to opiates and benzos. Opiates physically, mentally, spiritually. Benzos just mentally (Thank God).
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I knew Alchohol could potentially make things worse, but I figured I'd just stay drunk until I got the clonazepam (brilliant logic). Luckily I abstained, and that 1mg of clonazepam hit me so fucking hard.
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Alcohol and benzos both affect the GABA receptors, right? Wouldn't drinking help to nullify if not completely make you well?
 
Sulk for a while, attempt to find more. If none can be found, try to forget about the subject entirely. Clean the house. Draw pictures. Work on a project. Play Xbox. Listen to music. Tried drinking instead a couple of times, but it only makes me depressed, so that's out of the question.

Oh, and check phone every 10 minutes hoping for that message. Pointless but apparently necessary.

Currently on 3rd day with nothing and NOT happy about it. I've said to myself before that I'll never buy off the street, but its getting to the point where I'm almost tempted to do so. Good thing I don't have a clue of how to go about it (and I'm too chicken to attempt it).
 
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Oh MAN... I rarely have ever been TOTALLY out of everything. If I run out of anything, I immediately take measures to ensure I'm as isolated as possible. I'm in a position where I cannot see another dr for meds. I'm in pain management and it isn't worth screwing up.
this is a very short version. I go through complete hell
 
^That's the obvious answer....but come on now..lol

It sucks if heroin is your thing, because it's expensive and besides cocaine, the least likely thing somebodys gonna just give you for nothing....

I can always find somebody who will throw me a few xannies a clonopin or some weed....but if I'm dopesick, it doesnt do much....well, maybe the benzos...but benzos on their own don't really help my dopesickness, sometimes makes it worse in the long run
 
BlueHues said:
^That's the obvious answer....but come on now..lol

It sucks if heroin is your thing, because it's expensive and besides cocaine, the least likely thing somebodys gonna just give you for nothing....

I can always find somebody who will throw me a few xannies a clonopin or some weed....but if I'm dopesick, it doesnt do much....well, maybe the benzos...but benzos on their own don't really help my dopesickness, sometimes makes it worse in the long run
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This is off topic, but I was thinking about the pros and cons regarding rx addiction ( where one's fate lies completely in the hands of ONE Dr) vs addiction to drugs that can easily be accessed, given the user has connections.
I'm in a pretty comfortable position. In valid pain management, but definitely dependent. I have a strict contract, and if I were to run out of something early I'd have NOWHERE to turn.
On the other hand, it must be a bitch financially to have to go through a dealer ...BUT, it must be nice to have the security of knowing that the "needed" drug can (in general) be acquired.
Thanks for reading.
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Sit on my bed and cry. Or I hit my mothers liquor cabinet. Or DXM if theres any available. I'll try calling people and hoping someone will have pity.
 
^Taken in moderation, I think you can pretty much do those three indefinitely with almost no negative consequences physically or mentally, OTHER than dependence.....I've been dependent on suboxone on and off for 7+ years now, and other than being physically addicted to it, it really doesn't do anything to me that I notice....I don't gain or lose weight...I can eat, I can sleep...I don't feel drowsy....IDK

But having absolutely NOTHING, I guess you just have to accept it if it happens....
 
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