Shameful
Bluelighter
I turn down heroin these days. I really hate having an opiate habit and getting dopesick. It starts to really suck and ends up getting really fucking expensive. I haven't had a major habit in almost 2 years and I want to keep it that way.
I also recently turned down powdered cocaine, while in the the possession of syringes. If I start shooting coke, I shoot until the moneys gone or until I just end up passing out. Don't smoke crack cocaine, 'cause I never seem to do it right and it seems wasteful. And I don't snort coke because it's such a short lived, fiendish high and seems wasteful. Doing coke in general just seems insanely wasteful to me these days.
I turn down weed all the fucking time because I don't really like smoking weed. I've smoked maybe two or three times this year.
I turn down alcohol a lot, mostly because I don't enjoy the toxic feeling side effects. I do occasionally enjoy getting good and drunk though. However it only happens a few times a year.
Turned down a few psychedelics this year, just because I was offered at what I considered to be inopportune times to trip. I think the fact that I realize that there is such a thing as an "inopportune time to trip" serves as at least some indication that I've gotten a little more mature as I'm ripping through my 20s (just turned 27).
I also recently turned down powdered cocaine, while in the the possession of syringes. If I start shooting coke, I shoot until the moneys gone or until I just end up passing out. Don't smoke crack cocaine, 'cause I never seem to do it right and it seems wasteful. And I don't snort coke because it's such a short lived, fiendish high and seems wasteful. Doing coke in general just seems insanely wasteful to me these days.
I turn down weed all the fucking time because I don't really like smoking weed. I've smoked maybe two or three times this year.
I turn down alcohol a lot, mostly because I don't enjoy the toxic feeling side effects. I do occasionally enjoy getting good and drunk though. However it only happens a few times a year.
Turned down a few psychedelics this year, just because I was offered at what I considered to be inopportune times to trip. I think the fact that I realize that there is such a thing as an "inopportune time to trip" serves as at least some indication that I've gotten a little more mature as I'm ripping through my 20s (just turned 27).