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what up fooos (aka BDD) last night was kinda weird I ended up gettin a Gram of cocaine and the past 2 times iv gotten from the guy it was really fire but it was always short :(. well he finally gave me a decent weight sack last night so I was like woooord. but I tested it out and deff was not the fire he had before!! the 1st and 2nd g bags were spaced through put this past week. on those sacks I could actually get decent shots off but this shit was horrrrrible for that... so I just snorted it wasn't to bad I guess throughout the night. well of course my sinuses hurt and my nose is stopped up pretty bad. ( I really was lookin forward to that good coke :( ) anyway I had a burger fo lunch and smoked a joint of high grade weeds and am just sittin at the mall thinkin if what I wanna do... FUCK I wish I could get heroin around here..
 
I may indulge in one of my last two or three doses of 3-meo-pcp again tonight, I have things to do tomorrow but can act pretty almost 100% normally the day after 3-meo-pcp, once it is all gone then it will just be the phenazepam and me left and then once I'm out of rehab I'll be totally sober, abstinent mugz, who woulda thought eh? =D
 
Why are you feeling so bad, Captain?

Jesus Christ, it's so hard for my needle-loving-self to insufflate my diamorph, but my rigs were getting so dull I forced myself to throw them away. Being the addict I am, I just wanna dig one out, but that's filthy for obvious reasons. The longer duration is a plus, but I keep thinking of that r u s h... I suck.
 
god damn my upper arm is fucking killing me. anytime i lift it a few inches it hurts like a mother fucker. if it was yesterday, oxy would have helped. or maybe it hurt for the the past couple days and i didnt notice it cuz i was high on oxy? idk but it hurts.

i just got stoned as fuck. smoked like 3 bowls of some reggie. bout to turn on some tv, i hope family guy is on.

@hangyourhead: no pharms near you sell needles?

i got a bunch of needles at my house. over 300, so id be good to go if i ever wanted to start shooting lol but i dont wanna go down that road
 
Im so damb baked its great. A fat shot of morphine backed up by 3 cones a coffee and cig. Just gotsta muster up the strength to prep and cook dinner so i can test out these new stool softeners i purchased.

Mondays, bloody mondays.
 
Mugz said:
this time it's real though, have got the foundations in place for recovery before actually taking that final step which will be sobriety
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Best of luck to you ;) It can be done.

I'm just coming clean now, I've managed a little over 6 weeks sober, this is the longest amount of time I've had without any mind altering substances in 20 years.
 
Good luck to you guys !

Now. I have like ~375mg of DXM left. Think I'm going to try it tonight. Seriously can't believe I just passed out the other night. Do you guys think I need to buy a little more ? My NMDA tolerance might still be wicked because of my MXE habit but it's been exactly 30 days since I've had any MXE after my year long daily use !
 
so today is a good day! I found 90mg worth of oxycodone 5mg (not Percocet it has no apap or ibuprofen just oxy) and went to the doc for a sinus infection and she wrote me a script of 42 hydrocodone 5/325s although bit of these are weak opiods for me I can cwe the hydro and plug the oxy :)))) so got a little stock along with some good weed. how's everybody else?
 
I am pissed today...

Been hurting and waiting on percocet for 4 days now, dude keeps bullshitting me. I don't want to hit up anyone else becase I cut all my connections off months back so I wouldn't be so inclined to use. I'd go to the doctor if I didn't have $220+ to be paid to the states in fines Thursday.

Ain't slept more than 4 hours at a time in going on 3 weeks. Having on and off pain in one of my testicles, hoping its a kidney stone and not something worse.

How I wish this was years ago before things got crazy and stuff became over priced and impossible to find. I just want some damn hydro/oxy-codone and a good nights sleep.
 
pally pete said:
Best of luck to you ;) It can be done.

I'm just coming clean now, I've managed a little over 6 weeks sober, this is the longest amount of time I've had without any mind altering substances in 20 years.
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Pete man - congratulations. I can't express how proud and joyful I am for you. Seriously brother well done and I congratulate you wholeheartedly. That's absolutely amazing man - if you can do 6 weeks you can do 60 years. Lets get your life back on track my man.

How's everyone else going? Man I've been so caught up in all my shit. I'm completely out of cash and opiates, so I'm going a little loopy. Plugged 15mg of dex to boost me but I took 150mg of 5-htp earlier along with 60mg of Valium. Doubt it will do much, feeling a little bit more speedy but its not what I normally get from plugging my dex. Fuck it's annoying and I shouldn't have taken all that vallium and 5-htp but I get my script for dexies refilled tomorrow, hurrah!

I'm thinking I might get some H to curb these w/d's for the time being. It's cheap and affordable. Oxy is ruining my bank account at the moment and I'm knee deep in debt from my dealer. He's not a happy camper and I hate to let him down, but I just have nothing to pay him with.

Also with the whole plugging thing, I'm quite new to it. I've administered micro enemas so I know how to do it, but sometimes the liquid leaks out of me (as what happened this afternoon when I tried to plug 100mg of morphine) and I ended up wasting most if not all of it. I used 5ml of warmish water. Whenever I use around 2-3ml everything goes perfectly, as I do with my dex (well a little leaked out) but then I changed my lying position and voila it was much better. It's a pain in the arse (literally) but once you work it out its good. I hate that I just wasted so much damn morphine this afternoon too. The worst part is that I use this lubricant too, so I don't know how much is lost and how much isnt. With the dex I just went ah fuck it - and shoved it up there. It's definitely kicked in and is working though as you can tell by this huge post lol. Anyway, the morphine was my last remenants left. Tomorrow I'm going to go codeine linctus shopping, the joys, and hopefully my dealer will sort me out a plan. This whole addiction is so out of control at the moment, I wish I just had an unlimited supply to oxy as my psyc does give it to me, but I ate through his prescription in a bloody 2 week period.

I've also noticed another bizzare thing - my triazolam is no where near as effective as it used to be. I'm swallowing them like candies and they don't put my lights out, instead euphoria baby, so I'm happy with that. Eh. Not looking forward to this next week at all. Hope my oxy comes through. Just hope everything gets better as its been a rough two-three weeks so far.
 
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Is there no reason you can use 1ml oral syringes? Never needed to lube up to use one of those, just go slow and its not really painful. You can always split your dose into two shots if needed.

Its all about position as you mentioned, I usually lay on my left side in bed when I plug. Its become so routine that I can have it in and out in under a minute.
 
Lay on your side, with on knee in towards your chest on your bed or something, plug. Stay in that position for like 15 seconds, get up go about whatever. It SHOULD NOT leak or your have a loose asshole lol. This is with up to 5mL, the most liquid I have plugged.

And exactly with headphonesandLSD said, I do the exact same thing. Left side, I do the shit quick as fuck.
 
HeadphonesandLSD said:
I am pissed today...

Been hurting and waiting on percocet for 4 days now, dude keeps bullshitting me. I don't want to hit up anyone else becase I cut all my connections off months back so I wouldn't be so inclined to use. I'd go to the doctor if I didn't have $220+ to be paid to the states in fines Thursday.

Ain't slept more than 4 hours at a time in going on 3 weeks. Having on and off pain in one of my testicles, hoping its a kidney stone and not something worse.

How I wish this was years ago before things got crazy and stuff became over priced and impossible to find. I just want some damn hydro/oxy-codone and a good nights sleep.
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I feel you dude...

I'm constantly hurting and have sleeping troubles...all I get is tramadol :/

If you're having testicular pain, it could be epididymitis which should get cleared up from a month of anti-biotics...normally...

Mine stuck though and I frequently have a heavy pain in one or the other...never seems to be both at once though...
 
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Lay on your side, with on knee in towards your chest on your bed or something, plug. Stay in that position for like 15 seconds, get up go about whatever. It SHOULD NOT leak or your have a loose asshole lol. This is with up to 5mL, the most liquid I have plugged.

And exactly with headphonesandLSD said, I do the exact same thing. Left side, I do the shit quick as fuck.
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yup. same here, ive plugged up to 5 or 6 mls and ive been fine. only gotta lye there for a minute. it shouldnt leak out, unless your asshole is loose as stated above.

ive never had a problem. not one single time. it should be fairly easy, even with a 5ml syringe.

had me a bad ass burger for dinner and it had jalepenos, mustard, onion, mayo, bacon, cheese, horseradish, and old bay. was fantastic.

my brother in law just texted me and said my sisters landlord is knocking on the door again (same one i used to live with and i left cuz she went junky again). she owes at least 2 months of rent and the landlord is going to court tommorrow so he can evict her. she probaly doesnt care tho. all she does is work and stay at her boyfriends house. the cable went out 4 days before i left, which was the 1st or something and i bet its still turned off. my parents dont even know yet about the eviction.

thyere just enabling her. she has my parents van which she never takes care of and doesnt fix anything. it had a new engine when she got it and now shes fucked it up pretty much, and she pays no insurance on it, my parents do. the reason she has it is because her car got repo. the funny thing is they know shes still doing opiates. wtf? whatever, im just glad im not there anymore to deal with her bullshit.

imma go smoke a bowl i think.
 
Was also going to add to not expect full relief of the testicular pain from opioids...things like amitriptyline and lyrica and stuff like that work better on it I think...
 
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Best Stoney snack ever

I'm baked as shit
 
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