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due to the stark contrast of the nature of this post and my previous one i'm just gonna do a double post. On a much less light-hearted note I recently came across this website. http://lawlessamericaflorida.posterous.com/guns-or-do-psychotropic-drugs-kill-10397

and jesus fucking christ, obviously most of the people listed on that website were already depressed and fucked up in the head to get prescribed those medications but holy shit you have to wonder how much those drugs exacerbated their drive to destroy everything around them. I was prescribed concerta in middle school and I don't remember it ever actually having any psychotropic effect on me, but I do remember when this really bitchy hot girl told me, 'I'd rather die than date you' I became a very different person. Obviously I became a really sad and angry person just due to the reaction of the girl I liked for a few months telling me that, but I also became a very nihilistic person. I got into slipknot (LOL angry little kid problems) and fantasized about destruction and prank called people even less fortunate than I. WTF does this shit mean?

All I know is that when I first started smoking pot things changed quite a bit.

and when I did my first 8th of shrooms (at age 15 I believe, and I couldn't have weighed more than 125 lbs-- what I'm getting at is that it hit me VERY HARD) I changed fucking miraculously!! I cried tears of joy, I reveled in the beauty of life and existence! I experienced love.

I guess what i'm trying to say is the pharmaceutical industries and psychiatric practices that gave all those kids(and me) those meds are ASS BACKWARDS and honestly even being able to prescribe natural antideppresants like Kanna and Theanine to children would probably be far superior to the shit we feed the sad angry kids today.
 
^^ yea dude, i totally agree bout the pharm industry

we're $ signs to most in the industry, certainly those at the top

always been a self medicator myself, got plenty of things i could complain to a Dr. n get meds for but i dont want that help.


if any of yall were curious bout that low dose mushroom regimine i mentioned awhile back i stopped like 4 days in cuz i got coked out n drunk one night n then the next day i just woke up n was like ima dip into my molly n did some before n at work n then just felt bad the next day (not physically or even mentally like hungover/serotonin depleted just felt bad that i got high) cuz i was hopin the mushroom thing would help keep me away from other things, alcohol included n its not that it didnt work or anything its more like my own lack of self control but the 4 days were good it puts a positive pep in your step but it wasnt the 'cure' i was lookin for, but then again it was pretty misguided of me to assume i could just take somethin n not put in the work in regards to accomplishing what i set out for
 
i think there is something there with it too

i dont think using psychs to alter other drug usage paterns is an inherently bad thing (the way it is with others drugs when u just replace one for the other)

but its something that takes some sort of precision or dedication or know how or want to or im obviously not finding the right word im looking for (perhaps cuz psychs are one of those things there sometimes just arent words for) but if your in the same boat i would assume you can somewhat gather what im tryin to say
 
^ Makes sense.

SONN said:
due to the stark contrast of the nature of this post and my previous one i'm just gonna do a double post. On a much less light-hearted note I recently came across this website. http://lawlessamericaflorida.posterous.com/guns-or-do-psychotropic-drugs-kill-10397
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Hmm... the page doesn't cite any sources, and it contains some blatant grammatical errors. I'm not sure it's trustworthy information.

Anyway, the question still stands. What effect might certain prescription medications, like antidepressants, have on people with preexisting homicidal tendencies? For example, we know that SSRIs can increase the risk of self-harm and suicide.

I know a lot of people have been helped by SSRIs, but I think that they're a class of drugs that has to be prescribed pretty cautiously, from what I know about them. And that is definitely not the current medical trend. The same goes for ADHD medication and children, which I think is a huge problem now.

HighonLife said:
we're $ signs to most in the industry, certainly those at the top
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Probably one of the biggest problems right there.
 
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Bahaha just realized as I was measuring a dose that I have a psychiatrist appointment in three hours. Doubt he would have appreciated the surprise of 2c-p assistance for our session today. He once sent me home cause I told him I was nervous and toked before seeing him.
 
^ I know, right? He knows I have been a daily smoker for years, was actually interested in how I was using MXE as an anti-depressant, citing studies on ketamine for the same reasons.

OH well.
 
Hey there my psychedelicized fellows. I finally set up a soundcloud to share some of my sonic meditations with my fellow psychonauts.

Click the image to travel. I hope that you all enjoy! I'll warn you that it's all improvised and very rough. Let me know what you think! :)
 
^I can appreciate it mang. I typically run my guitar through a Digitech DD-7 delay pedal, an electro-harmonix Cathedral Reverb pedal, and my housemate recently bought a phaser that makes my tone realllyy kick ass when I add just a little bit onto the top. When I get out of rehab I'm gonna have to have a trip where I make use of these beautiful assets because there's really nothing like it.

I also use the distortion that's in the amp, it's a marshall so it's pretty good. Also, my guitar is a schecter hellraiser with active pickups made to be able to sound like a twangy fender or a milky gibson and a lot of things in between. I think I just realized how passionate about guitar I am lol. Only makes sense, I've been playing since about the 2nd or 3rd grade haha.

When I trip I go balls to the walls jimi hendrix style with it and turn it up to the 'bass in your face' volume and turn on as much distortion and effects as I please. I've had some very fulfilling trips that involved guitar playing on the peak.

@ Venrak: What's the point of having a psychiatrist if you don't feel comfortable telling them everything and anything?? I'm pretty sure that's why MDMA psychotherapy is used, to take down social barriers that would prevent a person from opening up and sharing their life story with the shrink.
 
^I don't think I'd be able to truly tell any psychiatrist my most secret of secrets. I would definitely love to be able to do some sort of assisted psychotherapy to let it out. Even then, I'm not sure.:\
 
I don't know if I have any big secrets, TBH. As long as it wouldn't get me in any sort of legal trouble, I'd be willing to tell a therapist or psychiatrist anything, really. Unless I'm forgetting something.

Ah, that's right. My secret identity, my alter ego, under which I am a vigilante hero. Fighting crime with a broomstick while tripping face on third plateau DXM (actually that's thedeadlywar's job).

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When I trip I go balls to the walls jimi hendrix style with it and turn it up to the 'bass in your face' volume and turn on as much distortion and effects as I please. I've had some very fulfilling trips that involved guitar playing on the peak.
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That sounds so amazing. <3 I'm going try playing the piano while tripping one of these days. Not quite as many wacky effects to play with, but hey, it's a musical instrument.

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Click the image to travel. I hope that you all enjoy! I'll warn you that it's all improvised and very rough. Let me know what you think! :)
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Great textures, man. I should save that link, so I can listen to it while meditating or just chillin' sometime.
 
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What's up TNW?

Man I'm getting so nervous for my DiPT, I've been waiting years to give it a taste. I'll probably start off nice and low, like 20 mgs oral after and allergy test of course. Maybe cheek/sl some MXE when I start to plateau.
 
what are your plans for your DiPT trip? imo you should get various different sound sources lined up. maybe a musical instrument, even if its just some cheap kids' toy piano.
 
A question for the mods (a fine job you do I might add) Do you see it as a demanding job or a hobby/ pastime? Also why do you think you were chosen from all that applied? It's obvious you guys know your stuff but was there something specific that got you the role? Just wondered is all because you guys are so knowledgeable it's scary at times, but I feel in safe hands with your responses so, happy days indeed. Thanks guys, keep up the great work keeping folk safe. <3
 
Hola amigos.
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O yea I think I saw that on 9gag, considered posting it here like with most acid references.. funny!

Dr. Walter Bisshop approves

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A question for the mods (a fine job you do I might add) Do you see it as a demanding job or a hobby/ pastime?
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It's the closest thing to a job I have, but it's really not so time intensive that one would need to think of it that way.


Also why do you think you were chosen from all that applied?It's obvious you guys know your stuff but was there something specific that got you the role?
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I'm somewhat level headed, had a presence in the subforum (well mostly social), was giving decent HR/informative advice (or at least linking to relevant threads) around app time, was particularly active during a time of day no one else was (at the time)....I dunno, you'd have to ask my seniors. I sometimes worry about being inadequate for the task.

Just wondered is all because you guys are so knowledgeable it's scary at times,
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As far as knowing stuff goes, hang around bluelight as much as I do and you'll pick up some info. UTFSE, read ADD, and some knowledge basic enough to answer most queries will rub off on you. Also, be willing to look up journal abstracts on pubmed, and do some googling.

Of course some of our staff hit the chem and pharm books pretty hard, and are truly knowledgeable, unlike us laymen.
 
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okay, wow.

I recently got my hands on some really good, reagent tested MDMA, "moonrocks" as they call it. Some kids came over and snorted some off my table, and left a tiny amount (surely no more than 15mg AT MOST) and I was wondering whether or not it was indeed the MDMA because it was somewhat close to a bunch of crumbs and salt and stuff, so I picked it up with my finger and literally tasted the smallest amount I could with my tongue. It was the MDMA, I know from the taste and I actually got a head rush from it like a minute or two later and a slight change in body awareness. How the fuck did I come across MDMA active at like 3mg????? I feel fucking blessed lol I can't wait to give this a proper go.

keep in mind I just took a lot of B-vitamins because I'm about to go pull an all nighter for my class, so that may have a little to do with it but that headrush was definitely the effect of a drug.
 
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