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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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Pagey said:
Progressing.
I'm really starting to get more comfortable with my life right now. I've started to make some real friends here, I've been going to the gym every day, I've really been enjoying my classes & have been doing all my work. I decided yesterday I wanted to start a blog in addition to the novel & short stories I've been working on on my own for a while. I've written two entries so far, so not much, but I'm absolutely loving it. I've decided to make an entry a day to force myself to write regularly. It's about literature so it's just a way to share one of the most important things in my life with whoever wants to read it, I guess. There are a lot of reasons why it means so much to me that I won't get into now, but I'm glad I decided to do this.
That was a little long but I'm feeling like I'm finally starting to get to a good place right now, and I'm just so relieved to see things might turn out okay after all.
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This made my night, Pagey. I am so, so happy for you. The blog sounds really enticing. yay for the power of writing!<3

@phatass: hold on!<3
 
bummed.

dog has been compulsively licking and scratching this last week. finally brought her to the vet and discovered she had a bacterial skin infection... oh, did I mention it cost $600 for the visit and meds? :-/
 
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bummed.

dog has been compulsively licking and scratching this last week. finally brought her to the vet and discovered she had a bacterial skin infection... oh, did I mention it cost $600 for the visit and meds? :-/
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the price you pay for a bestfriend who's always there for you :D id give any amount of money to have my childhood kitty named Ollie (after Oliver north lol) back in my life. I still dream of him and wake up crying because I really thought he was still here with me :( I've even ran through the house in the middle of the night after such dreams looking for him in a half asleep stupor. :*(
today I feel strange
lots of changes on the horizon for me.
 
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the price you pay for a bestfriend who's always there for you :D id give any amount of money to have my childhood kitty named Ollie (after Oliver north lol) back in my life. I still dream of him and wake up crying because I really thought he was still here with me :( I've even ran through the house in the middle of the night after such dreams looking for him in a half asleep stupor. :*(
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Aww :(

I'm the same way in regards to my dog Biscuit. I got her when I was only 7 years old and she had to be put down at 10 years old when I was 17. She was very very sick- she didn't have any body function control. I remember holding her while they gave her the shot and I looked right at her and told her what a good dog she was and that I love her. I still dream about her today too.

My word is better than I have been doing.
 
Really happy! I applied for a part-time volunteer post with one of the main drug services locally a few weeks back, peer support for service users leaving treatment and ready for the big, wide, drug-free world on their own two feet. Only a couple of hours a week but can fit it round work, they offer training and it's a foot in the door that might open others for me once onboard. Just had a really good chat with the service coordinator, she wants to see me on Friday. It all sounds very positive. :D

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^That sounds so awesome Sepher. You'd be great at it too. I'm actually thinking about quitting my job to just focus on my studies and do volunteer work on the side so I can build up my resume. There was a student organization fair yesterday and there are a few things on campus that I want to get involved with. The one I'm probably most interested in is Active Minds, which is a group that is trying to help bring an end to the stigma of mental illness so people aren't scared of getting the help that they need anymore. I heard about them a while ago and wanted to get involved so it was neat to be able to talk to some people about it a little more. The kickoff meeting for it is next week and I can't wait. :)

Currently I'm enjoying a day off of everything and watching a snowstorm from inside my warm apartment.
 
Relieved!!! I had to do a three hour glucose tolerance test this morning to check for gestational diabetes and I passed!!! I can still eat chocolate .... yay!!!
 
Feel like complete shit every day. Thought quitting drugs would fix that but it hasn't. I am not doing anything with my life, just wake up and go straight to the computer / waste time. It is so hard to break this rut, of negative thinking.
 
Sepher said:
Really happy! I applied for a part-time volunteer post with one of the main drug services locally a few weeks back, peer support for service users leaving treatment and ready for the big, wide, drug-free world on their own two feet. Only a couple of hours a week but can fit it round work, they offer training and it's a foot in the door that might open others for me once onboard. Just had a really good chat with the service coordinator, she wants to see me on Friday. It all sounds very positive. :D

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Sepher this is such great news! I think you will be an unbelievable asset to the program. And I know it will feel really good to you, too.:) <3 (I don't know how or where to steal those lil jumping guys or I would add some of my own.)

@Spork: that sounds so wonderful. I just had a friend in England email a picture of snowy woods near his house to use as my screen saver because I am really missing snow this winter. TBH I haven't lived in snow in years and I love that, but every now and then I really miss it. Is there anything more beautiful than when it is falling?

@ Tacky--that is really good news, Mamacita!

me: slipping. Haven't gone to the gym in a week. Every day I come up with some excuse or another.
 
flirty ;)
added the waitress I know at dennys and been messaging her on Facebook for the past couple hours :)
 
A little bummed.. I miss feeling important to a man..

Star~ that can be scary when our pets have surgery.. Keep us posted how it goes.
 
Anxious. I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep, ignore all my responsibilities but I shouldn't. But I really want. I can't face myself in the mirror nevermind leave the house. :/
 
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