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Mailmonkey said:
I saw that fucker in the middle of my most intense DMT trip. i was pissed up when i did it, i think he was telling me not to fuck about on DMT while pissed. Aboriginal cunt he was. I didn't take much notce at the time cos there were too many other far more fun characters to be getting on with. But then he got fierce cos I was ignoring him.
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Yeah ive had that a few times. gave me a right old mental slap around the 3rd or 4th time i did it, was fucking nuts, came out of it on the verge of being sick and feeling all naughty like the feeling of being told off as a child

cannabis makes me very wary, ive grown to hate the stuff
 
even some phlebotomists are hit and miss. its all gravy if theyre workin with a virgin M.C, but if youre an ex druggie or had a tonne of medical injections in the past theyre not quite so confident


the head anaesthesiologists are meant to be the best



if you had to give blood samples regularly and have problems getting veins, can they not draw arterial blood? be nice to get some use out of hitting them things..
 
Shambles said:
Never could face groin injections either. Mainly cos it just seems so iffy and aesthetically unpleasing... says he who's stuck needles in neck and cock at least once in the past 8)
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Fuckin' 'ell Shambles, you'd stick a needle in yer neck and yer cock, but not in yer groin? Fuck, you've got some twisted principles there feller...

I personally wouldn't bang up in any major vein like my femoral, jugular or whatever the one in yer cock is.. once I'd used up my arms, hands and feet in the usual places, then that was enough for me. I've got enough 'ice pick scars' on my arms and legs and my hands are permanently swollen and purple, the thought of fucking up the other veins gives me the willies 8( Jeezus...
 
BHM: No idea about arterial blood. Presumably not as it's never been mentioned. Not sure I'd fancy it either. That horrid "electric shock" feeling you get when you hit an artery is no fun at all. Probably not so bad if you're extracting blood rather than putting summat in there though (don't inject into arteries, kiddies). I only have blood tests when absolutely necessary now as it's such a major faff. Might just be I've had unusually bad luck with doctors/nurses who're just shite at hitting veins though (not that there's much for 'em to aim at these days 8)).

FUBAR: Ya. It is kinda weird how I have such an aversion to groin injections. Is probably cos using long pins for IVing gives me the willies. Don't mind 'em for IM use though (obviously). Think I just have an issue with trying to hit deep veins full stop. If I can't see it then I don't like trying to poke at it really. Neck and cock were one-offs around the height of me IV habit. Just the fact that they're so damnably tempting being so easy to get at. Found the neck too fiddly to get meself and never liked other folk hitting me up so never used it since. Cock vein blew up like a balloon and was sore as fuck so also a one-off (plus I knew a fella nearly had to have his amputated after getting priapism after injecting his - kinda off-putting to say the least 8o). Have hit up veins in the most bizarre and unpleasant places (forehead, palms, soles) but usually only once out of desperation.
 
Shambles said:
FUBAR: Ya. It is kinda weird how I have such an aversion to groin injections. Is probably cos using long pins for IVing gives me the willies. Don't mind 'em for IM use though (obviously). Think I just have an issue with trying to hit deep veins full stop. If I can't see it then I don't like trying to poke at it really. Neck and cock were one-offs around the height of me IV habit. Just the fact that they're so damnably tempting being so easy to get at. Found the neck too fiddly to get meself and never liked other folk hitting me up so never used it since. Cock vein blew up like a balloon and was sore as fuck so also a one-off (plus I knew a fella nearly had to have his amputated after getting priapism after injecting his - kinda off-putting to say the least 8o). Have hit up veins in the most bizarre and unpleasant places (forehead, palms, soles) but usually only once out of desperation.
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Yeh, I see your point there.. You can't see your femoral, but you can see your jugular and cock vein. I too have an aversion to digging for veins I can't see (especially when all those nasty arteries and nerves are nearby). But even though you can see the veins in yer neck & cock - fuck me, that takes some balls that does..
 
Dunno about balls. Blind desperation to get the fucker in somewhere - anywhere - cos you're clucking your poor lil nads off and can't face an hour or two of dig and hope is nearer the mark :\

I'm more or less down to one knuckle vein and occasionally one on me wrist when it pops up (tends to hide but is a main drain of a vein when it comes out to play). I really should do some press-ups now and then or summat as exercise definitely seems to bolster flagging veins. I'm sure there must be one or two that are salvagable with a bit of concerted effort.
 
Shambles said:
Dunno about balls. Blind desperation to get the fucker in somewhere - anywhere - cos you're clucking your poor lil nads off and can't face an hour or two of dig and hope is nearer the mark :\

I'm more or less down to one knuckle vein and occasionally one on me wrist when it pops up (tends to hide but is a main drain of a vein when it comes out to play). I really should do some press-ups now and then or summat as exercise definitely seems to bolster flagging veins. I'm sure there must be one or two that are salvagable with a bit of concerted effort.
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Ya know what, I'd fuckin' love to have a decent dig now. But the only visible ones I have are the little wiggly ones which appear when you've lost all your mainlines. Every now and then, I see veins popping up everywhere. But they are like an oasis in the desert - i.e. they don't really exist. As soon as I go anywhere near them with a needle, they just disappear..! I just can't afford to lose a bag on an off chance anymore. I even dream about finding a decent vein, but when I go for it, it disappears again.

My only hope now is IM injections - but you need to choose your substance wisely with these (I did enjoy MXE IMs).
 
Am in much the same boat, FUBAR :(

There's no possibility of me ever sustaining an IV habit on anything again. My <3 lies in the barrel though so I do like to try to treat meself when feasible. Has to be a special occasion though. Usually when I'm sampling a new substance - just to check what the IV rush I'll be missing is like. IM is my friend... but you're bang on about it being a bit iffy. Not for street drugs (very occasionally ketamine if I know for a fact it's not been cut but even then it's kinda iffy I know :o). Am a tad lacksadaisical IMing RCs cos it's easy to be lulled into a false sense of security cos they're (theoretically) pure substances (although not sterile, I realise). I really do need to invest in some proper micron filters but they're kinda pricey and a bit of a faff. I am well aware they are really essential for IMing anything other than sterile vials though.
 
Shambles said:
Am in much the same boat, FUBAR :(

There's no possibility of me ever sustaining an IV habit on anything again. My <3 lies in the barrel though so I do like to try to treat meself when feasible. Has to be a special occasion though. Usually when I'm sampling a new substance - just to check what the IV rush I'll be missing is like. IM is my friend... but you're bang on about it being a bit iffy. Not for street drugs (very occasionally ketamine if I know for a fact it's not been cut but even then it's kinda iffy I know :o). Am a tad lacksadaisical IMing RCs cos it's easy to be lulled into a false sense of security cos they're (theoretically) pure substances (although not sterile, I realise). I really do need to invest in some proper micron filters but they're kinda pricey and a bit of a faff. I am well aware they are really essential for IMing anything other than sterile vials though.
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Yeah, there's a guy called 'Captain heroin' that often posts on the 'Other Drugs' forum that's always banging on about micron filters. Good idea, but who the fuck has got the money to spend on kit like this when they're spending all their money on gear? Rich middle class junkies, that's who ;)
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Yeah, there's a guy called 'Captain heroin' that often posts on the 'Other Drugs' forum that's always banging on about micron filters. Good idea, but who the fuck has got the money to spend on kit like this when they're spending all their money on gear? Rich middle class junkies, that's who ;)
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micron filters seem to be really difficult to find as well, from websites where you have to ask for a quote etc. sterifilts seem a second best alternative, even if just to avoid the temptation of cotton shots.
 
^ Ya. Have used them once or twice. Not a bad compromise but you have to ask for them specifically here and they don't always have them. If you can get 'em free and easy then you have no excuse whatsoever.

F.U.B.A.R. said:
Yeah, there's a guy called 'Captain heroin' that often posts on the 'Other Drugs' forum that's always banging on about micron filters. Good idea, but who the fuck has got the money to spend on kit like this when they're spending all their money on gear? Rich middle class junkies, that's who ;)
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CH is an old modchum of mine and I'll not hear a word against him... Could do without him posting anymore cockshots though 8o

But ya, I tend to agree. Sometimes some of these addicts seem like they come from a whole other world to me. If I had money to spend on expensive shooting tackle I'd spend it... I prefer to spend it on drugs though. But only cos I'm a skint codger and a reckless idiot sometimes. Micron filters are the difference between losing a limb and saving it when it comes down to it. But until a Bad Thing happens it's easy to be complacent... :\
 
Weary of plastic gangsters. Was at a "keep-at-arms-length-friend"'s house, and a trio of young (under 20) chavs came into this guys flat, boasting of burgling, robbing and doing time in jail. (Their parents must be so proud..) My phone goes just when I didn't want it too, and having the "latest and greatest" phone these trio immidetely clock my phone, and after I finish my call one of them chances and asks to make a call.

After a firm but fair, "fuck no" they all erupt waving pen knifes about. I'm not much use with my fists, so thankfully it didn't come to that and they were quickly escorted out of the building with the aid of a 6 foot 2 inches tall of absolute wall of roid rage mutual friend.

They hung around outside the flat trying to get back in, but as it's a security swipe/key they had no luck getting back in. After an hour of standing around tending to their ego's they left.

Best I cut all ties with these people. I've no idea why I give them the time of the day these days to be honest.
 
shambles - yeah youre right, the electric burn agony only occurs when trying to inject something into an artery. taking it out doesnt hurt at all



i only moot it because if i had some cause to i could access a plethora of arteries with no problem whatsoever. most of them lie adjacent to (but deeper than) the veins most people abuse first. my hand and arm veins sunk to the point i was registering arteries most of the time and now said veins have collapsed its really just a matter of; locate scar ex vein site, angle at 45degrees an voila


though kids should take not, there are many arteries that lie on the surface - inside of wrist has loads - so caution is advised as always


after one has felt the ramifications of shooting half a ml of acidified crap into a major artery, one quickly learns to tell the difference


for example, id be happy to give blood.. but selfishly want all my veins left to myself to abuse. though if they could tap my hand arteries for the red stuff id be donating like a good'un
 
Shambles said:
Am a tad lacksadaisical IMing RCs cos it's easy to be lulled into a false sense of security cos they're (theoretically) pure substances (although not sterile, I realise). I really do need to invest in some proper micron filters but they're kinda pricey and a bit of a faff. I am well aware they are really essential for IMing anything other than sterile vials though.
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I have had a close look at various samples of RC's over time and found things like dead dust mites, skin cells, bits of celite, fibres, cellulose, paper, fragments, all sorts of horrible not-visible-to-the-naked-eye stuff, purity of the drugs themselves is another matter.
 
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Eeww 8o not what you'd call harm reduction it is :\

I'm wary of the 2C's now. Tried quite a few of them, some of them many times (just in case it will be better this time) and they all give me a terrible body load, make me vomit, my temperature gauge is all over the place and make me generally sore and feel physically awful. Pity as some of them are fantastic on the mind, pretty on the eye and intense heart!

There's no point when the enjoyment is spoiled so much. I give up.




World weary isn't something I've suffered from much, thankfully :D
 
Bad luck on the 2Cs, Kate :(

Some of 'em can make be a bit achey sometimes (2C-E mainly) but never enough to spoil it and usually passes once it peaks or only happens on the way down. Know of one or two folk who just don't get on with some of the 2Cs. Usually find one or two that they do get on with though. Am surprised that even the gentle ones (2C-B, 2C-C, 2C-D) aren't gentle enough. I blame the hormones ;)
 
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It is a pity but really have got quite tough with myself on the whole "wtf are you doing to yourself in the name of pleasure and recreation" :|

The tofu one 2C-d is it, I used to be fine with after an eve of stims etc it was v. nice, but even it sets me off now. Same with 2C-b, had great fun with it but the last time was really awful physically.

Least said about the others the better ;)

I just don't want to risk it any more - aye wary :\
 
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