Holy fucking mother of hell. My friend and I are still rolling. We took the x around 11, and it's 8:19 am. We took 350m EACH, but not at once. I had some moments where I felt like I was gonna panic because my hands and finger muscles were locking up on me, my fingers were like those of somebody with down syndrome, all gnarley and deformed. I had a hard time moving them, I'd feel them tingle like crazy, had a hard time typing lol. Right now I'm just bouncing around in my chair while typing this. My friend and I cried out ASSES OFF! We kissed one another on the forehead, talked about all sorts of shit. Then he said he''s gonna go shower, I'm like ok mannnnnn rolling balls in my chair on my laptop. I sat there for like 2-3 hours enjoying the music this time, humming the beats and singing the lyrics while crying. I even danced. We were both FLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED. Right now I'm still tingling, my legs feel light and heavy at the same time, like right in my thighs. I did a squat and I felt like a piece of styrofoam coming up fast from underwater. I took my pants off. The molly was actually bitter. We had some doubts again because we were constantly asking one another if they feel anything, but I guess we were just so high off our asses, we couldn't even tell yo. I told this one girl on facebook that all my senses are getting their cocks sucked. I didn't drink much water to be honest, only when I had dry mouth from so much talking and singing and saying omg omg omg. Now I felt a little bit thirsty and tried to drink some water but it was fucking hard, it tastes all thick in my mouth, I have a hard time getting it down. I went to take a piss, it felt like it took forever, and I had a full bladder too. I should've been peeing full force, instead something was holding my bladder back.
The MDMA experience wasn't just one type of effect throughout. I noticed that at times, I felt a shit ton of empathy. Then other times I felt no empathy but very energetic, it kept alternating. So my friend went up stairs to take a shower, I'm still sitting down on my laptop crying and singing. I found a really cool and I wanted to go to him and tell him to listen to it on his iphone while I listen to the same song on my phone. The door was locked, I was like brooooooo open up man, I gotta show you something. No response, had to be louder. I was like wtf man, I thought you were gonna get in the shower as soon as you walked into the bathroom. He said, yeah but I took a seat on the toilet for a bit while listening to music and I never woke up again. I was like fuck man.
I felt a little hot, and a little sweaty, nothing really drastic. But no, this time was way different compared to my first time (first post here). I was fucking gone guys. The music helped ease my conscious mind to not panic, it was all good. My friend would always say, bro lick some more crystals up. I was like BROOOOOOOOO chill da fuck out man, we are gonna get fucked royally. Anyways, it got to a point where we felt at ease and so good, we took the rest. I didn't get hit till like an hour later I think, maybe less but it was too subtle, my anxiety was suppressing it.
I call up my dealer at 2:43 am to let him know what the fuck is going on, I was having so much empathy talking a billion miles and hour, giving him speeches and what a good deal is vs. a bad dealer. How I'm not a drug addict, because I'm pretty sure you meet some fucked up addicts that you feel sorry for. Lol I couldn't even let him go to SLEEP. I was just like, you are the fucking man, man.
Meanwhile I was also talking to this one girl on facebook like leaning over to the extreme right of the chair, MELTING. I started telling her how I like to keep it 100% real, I'm not a player, I just talk to a lot of girls. And that hot girls are lonely because most guys just see them as a trophy. I was bawling my eyes out and telling the girl I was too lol. I told her, I swear this is not the MDMA talking, these are my inner feeling and thoughts UNLOCKED by the MDMA because I know I'm gonna agree with all of it when I become sober.
These tingles just won't stop for SHIT now, it's not annoying but DAMN lol. I had no dilated pupils or clenching jaw but even my jaw was going dumb, I was looking like a dumbass fish. I feel like I got this plug in my core, and my esophagus, I find hard to eat. I had moments on it that shook me because I felt kinda empty/depressed inside at random times. I don't know why they happened, I all of a sudden felt terrified like I had no hope, then a few minutes later I felt optimistic again.
This tingling is nuts tough, sometimes I wouldn't tingle much, other times it just hits me. Like my fingers were fine first typing this whole reply out but right now for the last couple of paragraphs they fucking tensed up on me and my fingers feel locked again.
