Harm Reduction OD Social v12 - Zero Tolerance

[laCster]

d Captain ...

Yah that makes me feel better people got more for hash in cali. A year isn't that bad either, and when I'm done with probo my parents said I can transfer to Colorado university in boulder! that would be soo sick! That's awesome to hear about your music man! Very good news ill have to check out the box set one time! To tell the truth, I've never played counter strike, I'd probably love it though! I love playing competitively. I used to play Diablo 2 lod and PvP all the time! Then I switched to world of watercraft and just did PvP as pve was boring. I got to 2700 as an elemental shaman and beat teams who play in tournements and for money lol. I got glad and it was super kewl but really frustrating. Then I got bored and quite cuz it consumed my life lolol as I have an addictive personality


Smokemctoke...
Roxies used to be my shit, before heroin ofc lol. I always swallowed my roxies on an empty stomach, but I am a polysubstance abuser as many of you know and always combined roxi with benzodiazepinez, benedryl, lyrica, dxm, cimitidine, and always a lot of fucking good weed hahaha. Well I kind of got fucked by my polysubstance shit and ended up overdosing on roxi. I usually took 30-60mg roxi at once , butbut one day I thought it would be a good idea to swallow 90mg roxi, 50mg valium ( usually only took 10-20mg) , 300mg lyrica, 90mg dxm, 600mg tagamet, and a bunch of weed. All I remember is swallowing all that shit at once then black out and woke up in a hospital bed with docs saying my heart stopped and they had to give me a naloxone shot. Then because I took cimitidine, I blacked out again at the hospital and they had to give me another shot of.naloxone. crazy shit.. be careful man! And don't drive

Scag....
No one.is perfect Man, and this.is extremely Simplifying addiction, but IMO and IME using drugs is simply a decision. Are you still on bupre? I find it really helps with cravings a lot no.kidding. you did the right thing and chose to build character by telling your girl what's up yah know? You could have easily.not said shit and.she wouldn't notice. Telling her the signs of dope shows me that you do want to get clean, but Its no easy thing , shit I still have trouble! I am proud of you though, seriously! Just try to play the movie all the way out yah know? Yah you will be high and feeling orgasmic, but when you come.down, you have to deal.with all the consequences like possibly using your girlfriend. Opiates addiction is particularly seductive, vindictive, and very sneaky because as you know, the first couple times of use everyrthing is fine, maybe your girl gets a little annoyed, but understands and you are partying, life seems great! That's where it gets you, because the more you use the harder you crave and when you pick back up after being clean tolerance and addiction goes into overdrive and you fall twice as fast, lose your girlfriend, job, home and shit. I care man, keep up the good work!

Tricomb....
Really man, you used dope again? Cmon man...I wish you the best. That sounds gross ans sucks that you relapsed with shitty dope.. m here if you need to talk, I'd like to catch up, we haven't really talked since our last aim sesh/


Down...
I agree with captain in that using dope is futile, but everyone is human and slips up occasionally. Don't get so hard on yourself for using, it is dope, it does that to people. Usr your relapse to motivate you Yo stay clean!

 

[Captain.Heroin]

d Captain ...

Yah that makes me feel better people got more for hash in cali. A year isn't that bad either, and when I'm done with probo my parents said I can transfer to Colorado university in boulder! that would be soo sick! That's awesome to hear about your music man! Very good news ill have to check out the box set one time! To tell the truth, I've never played counter strike, I'd probably love it though! I love playing competitively. I used to play Diablo 2 lod and PvP all the time! Then I switched to world of watercraft and just did PvP as pve was boring. I got to 2700 as an elemental shaman and beat teams who play in tournements and for money lol. I got glad and it was super kewl but really frustrating. Then I got bored and quite cuz it consumed my life lolol as I have an addictive personality

You would love it. I'm going to PM you a few links to some of my Counter Strike videos just to get you interested. It's real fun.

I got the one picture you wanted. Are you ready to be really jelly of me? :D

NSFW:

^some Grand Daddy Purple CO2 wax.

It sounds like you have some really good plans for yourself too man, keep up the good work!

 

[laCster]

Hahahaha I bet I would, I mean since I'm suspended from school for a semester and can't smoke weeds, I need shit to fill up my Timex and counterstrike would be a perfect fit ....its a PvP oriented type game right? First person shooter but you battle other people on line competetivlet right?

I....amm.....never.....going....to talk....to you....ever again...

You are going to make me cry asshole


Enjoy your shit man! Go extra hard in the paint and dab all day super fat for me. Take EXACTLY 5829384749202737594027264949 dabs today, if you don't I will come to your house and kick your house and your dog

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Hahahaha I bet I would, I mean since I'm suspended from school for a semester and can't smoke weeds, I need shit to fill up my Timex and counterstrike would be a perfect fit ....its a PvP oriented type game right? First person shooter but you battle other people on line competetivlet right?

I....amm.....never.....going....to talk....to you....ever again...

You are going to make me cry asshole


Enjoy your shit man! Go extra hard in the paint and dab all day super fat for me. Take EXACTLY 5829384749202737594027264949 dabs today, if you don't I will come to your house and kick your house and your dog

Yeah I'mma send you those video links now, well wait, I can embed them right here! FUCK YEA



^ In this video, you see me demonstrating how to kill enemies with the awp.



^ In this video, I got a BLIND knife kill, as well as one where I'm not blind. I also got a bunch of random gun kills in this video too, but please watch this one. This is definitely the best video I've made with Counter Strike because that blind knife kill is fucking epic.

 

[tricomb]

I did not relapse with IV dope, I actually already posted about the bth I micron'd and how gross it looked. It was a while ago.

For the most part, I'm not abusing drugs anymore, especially street drugs. I've had a few hiccups but nothing major and less and less as time goes on. In my days of partying, I much preferred pharmaceuticals. I'm the kind of person who likes to know exactly what im working with, guaranteed quality, (and specified) quantity, just better overall.

I don't condone the abuse of any drug, but as y'all know, what's important to me is that if people are abusing drugs anyways, that they do so in the least risky way in hopes of minimizing the harm potentially inflicted upon themselves and those around them.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Oh LaCster, I also wanted to show you this one.



^ In this short video, you will see me demonstrate how to use a hand grenade successfully. Most of the time, you won't get a hand grenade kill because unless it lands almost exactly where the enemy is, the damage isn't going to be close to 100. I get more knife kills than grenade kills in my videos, so I wanted to show you one of these too. They are pretty bad ass.

 

[laCster]

loool give me a sec im checking put yur pro skillz nao

I did not relapse with IV dope, I actually already posted about the bth I micron'd and how gross it looked. It was a while ago.

For the most part, I'm not abusing drugs anymore, especially street drugs. I've had a few hiccups but nothing major and less and less as time goes on. In my days of partying, I much preferred pharmaceuticals. I'm the kind of person who likes to know exactly what im working with, guaranteed quality, (and specified) quantity, just better overall.

I don't condone the abuse of any drug, but as y'all know, what's important to me is that if people are abusing drugs anyways, that they do so in the least risky way in hopes of minimizing the harm potentially inflicted upon themselves and those around them.

thats good to hear! i can relate on abusing pharms more than street drugs, i liked pharms wayy more than i did most street drugs, but dope was nicelol.

how are things going in life though? are you doing good? up for some aim? i had some shit happen to me recently and it would be nice for some advice
i respect you man, you have been through alot of shit, more than i could imagine....what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger!!!

im confused, so you just filtered BTH for the fun of it and just threw it away? hhahaha




capn
oh they are bad ass! were those kills difficult in the game? that sniper looks pretty hard but yo are good with it!! lol and the grenade kill! just threw it in there like a pro...

do you get to upgrade weapons the better you get? and are there rankings on how good you are? the graphics seem a little bad but the game seems pretty fun!

 

[shreddedlettuce]

been working all day. fucking chore.

OR

been fucking all day. Chore work.

 

[The Dope Man]

Started my new job today. Soooo much happeir here. better pay,hours,conditions,people. Every aspect is better besides is a 45 min drive compared to the 10 min to my old job.

did my usuall dope friday and Saturday. the naltrexone seemed to block it quite a bit. might be because i was iving 1mcg along with my shots of dope. Ganna just start doing the 5-10mcg every night. I do feel way better than my usuall post dope monday. still experimenting with the shit its tricky.

 

[down508]

took 1mg suboxone so I wouldn't be withdrawing all day waiting for homeboy to get his shit together, this dope won't have any problem beating the blocker. anyways dudes supposed to be a couple towns over, I think I'll put up some drug porn when I get it.

Started my new job today. Soooo much happeir here. better pay,hours,conditions,people. Every aspect is better besides is a 45 min drive compared to the 10 min to my old job.

did my usuall dope friday and Saturday. the naltrexone seemed to block it quite a bit. might be because i was iving 1mcg along with my shots of dope. Ganna just start doing the 5-10mcg every night. I do feel way better than my usuall post dope monday. still experimenting with the shit its tricky.

you're I.V.ing naltrexone with dope?

 

[tentram]

Started my new job today. Soooo much happeir here. better pay,hours,conditions,people. Every aspect is better besides is a 45 min drive compared to the 10 min to my old job.

did my usuall dope friday and Saturday. the naltrexone seemed to block it quite a bit. might be because i was iving 1mcg along with my shots of dope. Ganna just start doing the 5-10mcg every night. I do feel way better than my usuall post dope monday. still experimenting with the shit its tricky.

what exactly are you hoping to achieve by shooting the both together let alone still using opioids period if you're using the naltrexone? are you trying to reduce/stabilise your tolerance?

you're likely going throw yourself into a state of shock being high one minute then having the heroin ripped from you all of a sudden the next moment. if you're dependent it's going to suck that much harder.

 

[tricomb]

Started my new job today. Soooo much happeir here. better pay,hours,conditions,people. Every aspect is better besides is a 45 min drive compared to the 10 min to my old job.

did my usuall dope friday and Saturday. the naltrexone seemed to block it quite a bit. might be because i was iving 1mcg along with my shots of dope. Ganna just start doing the 5-10mcg every night. I do feel way better than my usuall post dope monday. still experimenting with the shit its tricky.

Let us know how it goes with detailed updates! Report side effects, etc.

 

[opiodmaniac]

naltrexone and dope.... in the same shot? sounds like a wasted shot of good dope! (considering i haven't seen dope In 2-3 months!!!

 

[down508]

wow. so dude finally showed up with my order, got some coke and some of the best dope I've ever done. just cooked .2 of the dope, and .2 of the coke up in one shot, hit the basilic vein which is one of my new favorites although I usually push slow because it seems to be smaller than other veins. Anyways the first thing I feel is the coke rush coming on. all of a sudden I feel this sensation in my knees and legs I cant describe, like a numbing but different. My lips go numb and I start tingling all over. The coke rush is calmer than usual, but still very intense. I had the feeling I might die but at the same time I felt incredible. now it's coming to a calm and I'm getting the slight urge to do more blow, fortunately I have a bunch more.

 

[shreddedlettuce]

 

[Tryptamino]

I picked up some yummy coke, the face-melting variety.

 

[opiodmaniac]

haven't seen "face melter" coke in over a year. I shot some coke night before last and was doing large shots and still wasn't gettin much out of it, until I started puttin roxy in the rig with it... now that was the shittttt!

 

[Jktm]

Had my first day of class today. Didn't completely freak the fuck out or have a full on panic attack, but it wasn't pleasant. I MADE IT THROUGH THOUGH! lol...I did have 3 mg of clonazepam I had been saving for the first day of class, but last night I had a panic attack thinking about having to be around all those people in lecture and slowly dosed it (ended up having to use all 3 mg. :/

Does it make me a bitch that I cry during/after panic attacks sometimes? *Awaits trolls to come and tear this post apart (or for it to get completely ignored)*

 

[opiodmaniac]

I won't ignore you Doug but honestly I have anxiety problems but more or less I don't get panic attacks and shit like that. so I can't say I know how ya feel but I can say that your benzo tolerance is through the roof! because if I took 3 mg of clonaz if be pretty fucked up... either proud of you for making it through man, no.... it dosent make you a bitch.

 

[Jktm]

Well thanks man...