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[SONN]

do any of yall PD'ers have any suggestions or input on ways to make more money aside from: getting another job, pawning stealing or selling drugs?

I've read in your previous posts that you're from texas. Obviously this job is very niche and you kind of have to be that 'busybody' 'people person' type to be really successful with it, but if I didn't get that DUI and lose my license I surely would have at least tried it. It's basically a rehashed pyramid scheme where if you actually managed to do everything right you can make more than the CEO of the company, and you get checks in the mail every week. The only reason I'm actually bringing this up is because this kid from my high school (a total 'alpha male' jock type that I didn't really associate myself with much) might be making a quarter million this year from this shit, and he's like 20 years old.

I feel like i'm making a sales pitch right now but it's this new 'healthy' energy drink called Vemma (http://www.vemma.com/) which isn't sold in retail but only by the salesmen that are hired by the company so most of the money being made actually goes to the salesmen. I don't think Vemma is that big in texas yet so that means you'd have less competition. Basically if you're lucky and you do it right you can make LOTS of money. The guy from my high school and the higher ranking people in Vemma that he chills with do awesome shit like go to vegas and do lots of traveling and I'm jealous as fuck.

I have a feeling that someone else in this forum (probably the people on the west coast) will have probably heard of it and may be annoyed as fuck by it by now haha but I'm just sayin, if you do it right you can make a shit ton. Millions, even.

 

[HighonLife]

yea being patient n just slowly working toward something is definately the best thing for me to do, i guess i was partially just lookin for quick money but big picture i need to just be patient n constantly work toward something, i do feel as tho im accomplishing that now somewhat but im prob not the only one who gets down on themselves when things dont happen as fast as we want them too

n while i didnt really think about it when i made that post but this anxiety ive had all day is mostly in regards to short term just kinda getting extra money before next pay day n thru the next few months just so i can start saving more, preciate your insight/opinion cuz if someone woulda asked me if i was just lookin for short term quick money i wouldnt have said yes but i guess that was kinda what i was gettin at

i def need to go outta my comfort zone n try new ideas, im not the salesman type thats for sure, i dont like being pushy or trying to convince people too much, i usually try to make a habit in most situations to let me people know this is what i think but its just my opinion, heres why i think so but im not always right n you gotta decide for yourself kinda thing, plus usually i dont like sales people but if its something one is good at i know it can be a good gig, almost sold knives door to door/ to anyone really for a company called vector until i was told id have to purchase my own show set and sat thru the orientation process, all their promises seemed real nice but it was obviously a scam sorta thing. i def do need to try anything tho n get outta my comfort zone, i mean shit tryin stuff im not familiar with or into isnt gonna hurt ya know, just gotta suck it up n go out n do it sometimes,

haha sellin energy drinks makes me think of Role Models


thanks man

Man, if I had any ideas, I would definitely send them your way. Problem is, that's what pretty much everyone on the planet is trying to figure out, and there's no magic answer. I would say, make a long-term plan, be patient, and stick with it. You're going to school - probably studying something that can eventually become a career is your best bet. I think finding an instantaneous solution to monetary problems will be very very difficult.

But yeah, cutting unnecessary expenditures is a great idea. If you smoke pot, maybe cut back on that?

yea even just smokin weed can be an expensive habit, fortunately for my financial status im not currently smokin cuz im on probation, unfortunate tho cuz i really wish i could smoke whenever i want it but the way things are now i smoke maybe 3days - week outta each month n then stop, but it sucks cuz its almost like i smoke when im able not cuz i really want to, ya know? its like well if ima do it i gotta do it this week or wait til next month, so not entirely but it almost seems obligatory cuz its like well if i dont take adventage of a certain week ill have to wait all month. n it would be easy not to smoke when im not feelin it buts it just that i wanna smoke a good amount of the time so ii end up feelin like i wasted my opportunity window when i do skip n then a week before my PO visit im like damn i just wanna get high

yea im in school, majoring im Anthropology . i like it but its not the best career feild, which is fine with me cuz i enjoy it n i knew that goin into it its not a highly valued degree in our job market but i worry at times about what comes next after college, particularly job wise b/c of my major but at this point ive been in school for 7 years(ups n downs due to opiate addiction), im 25k in debt n right now i just need to finish n get a degree to show for my time n debt

not afraid of hard work, but i guess i just dont do well with uncertainty m things that dont come easy to me

thank you for your input

 

[TheAppleCore]

yea even just smokin weed can be an expensive habit, fortunately for my financial status im not currently smokin cuz im on probation, unfortunate tho cuz i really wish i could smoke whenever i want it but the way things are now i smoke maybe 3days - week outta each month n then stop, but it sucks cuz its almost like i smoke when im able not cuz i really want to, ya know? its like well if ima do it i gotta do it this week or wait til next month, so not entirely but it almost seems obligatory cuz its like well if i dont take adventage of a certain week ill have to wait all month. n it would be easy not to smoke when im not feelin it buts it just that i wanna smoke a good amount of the time so ii end up feelin like i wasted my opportunity window when i do skip n then a week before my PO visit im like damn i just wanna get high

Haha, I know exactly what you mean, bro. Trust me, it's not worth it to smoke weed just because you've got a limited opportunity. Just skip it if you're not feeling it, and sobriety will be much more rewarding.

Definitely study what you enjoy learning about. Smart choice, there. I'm sure if you continue to pursue anthropology, career opportunities will open up for you.

I remember my anthropology professor from community college. She was a hottie. :D I think she literally stole money from me, though.



ooommmmmffffggggg.... 24 hours after drinking 2.5 grams Syrian Rue tea, and I'm still feeling POISONED and RETCHING my guts up. I will never look at that vile seed the same way again...



Hahahaha... what the fuck? DiPT is more extreme in the auditory dimension than I even imagined it would be. I'm listening to a piano right now and it seriously sounds like some fuckin' weird metallic bell-instrument. You know what? Having the understanding of sound synthesis that I do, I can pretty definitively say that DiPT somehow induces a natural ring modulation effect.



lmao... reality is weird as fuck.

 

[dezz]

what is what what is is... all i know is the screen is going bonkers and im a fraction away from an mxe hole, i'll catch up to u guys later

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

what is what what is is

Sounds like you're having fun. I'm jelly, as the slang goes these days.

 

[dezz]

I still haven't sobered up... infact, I'm still waaay out of it, atleast I can comprehend basic things again. I think I'm giving MXE too little respect damn it's kicking my ass

 

[SONN]

almost sold knives door to door/ to anyone really for a company called vector until i was told id have to purchase my own show set and sat thru the orientation process, all their promises seemed real nice but it was obviously a scam sorta thing.

my older brother was a cutco knife salesmen for like 2 years and didn't even make minimum wage because he was being paid for commision. The kid from my school who is doing Vemma has been doing it for just under two years and he's making over 3,000 a month.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

So during the after breakfast nap I had today I attained lucidity in my dreams a couple times. And while I didn't do anything particularly interesting with it, it was worth noting I faded out of it back into dream immersion rather than just waking up 30 seconds or so after becoming aware which was cool/unusual. But the broader thing I want to address is a phenomenon I want to know if anyone else experiences, I've mentioned before it is common to lose motor control and or be subject to difficult movement/heavy gravity in dreams, but something I deliberately allowed to happen (since I was able to remember it has happened before) was giving into this pulling sensation in my feet, and being [literally] dragged out of my current dream scenario into a different one. I dunno, kind of like a false awakening, but different.

 

[TheAppleCore]

But the broader thing I want to address is a phenomenon I want to know if anyone else experiences, I've mentioned before it is common to lose motor control and or be subject to difficult movement/heavy gravity in dreams, but something I deliberately allowed to happen (since I was able to remember it has happened before) was giving into this pulling sensation in my feet, and being [literally] dragged out of my current dream scenario into a different one. I dunno, kind of like a false awakening, but different.

Hmm... I cannot say I've ever experienced anything like that. I know the "stuck in molasses" thing, I think everyone gets that from time to time. Also, falling from high distances and waking up a fraction of a second before hitting the ground. It's always so realistic, you can really feel it in your stomach.

 

[pharmakos]

Also, falling from high distances and waking up a fraction of a second before hitting the ground. It's always so realistic, you can really feel it in your stomach.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

 

[kingme]

Also, falling from high distances and waking up a fraction of a second before hitting the ground. It's always so realistic, you can really feel it in your stomach.

how about not waking up a fraction too soon but a fraction too late? and feeling the warm mbrace of death gripping your soul before being shoked by reality in the awake state?
happened a couple of times to me, scared me because i thought it to be nature teaching me what death would feel like...

i much prefer my more recent zombie dreams

 

[Transform]

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Available for another 5 hours, thought it might interest some of us

 

[Lab-Test Monkey]

At the moment I'm tripping on just under 50mg 2ce and 300mg 4fa (I have recent and fair to heavy tolerance in both substances and I'm a larger fellow).

I love the beautiful geometric sequences/holograms that are interspersed with twister like changes like some kind of neon looking matrix(the movie) type visuals interspersed with wormholes and black holes. I wonder whether this substance has more powers than we imagine, some of the visuals and use of mescaline i like substances must have been inspired from or by or both the below.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Calabi-Yau.png

I'm also quite wary as other members have described hugely increased low latent inhibition which I think is ok for me so long as I adjust to it gradually, work my way up and take regular breaks(which is hard as it is a fascinating substance but I think perhaps synchronicity will take care of this for me).

The universe is and isn't, we look outside with science or look within for nirvana and we'll meet in the middle or the beginning or end of that continuous cycle, perhaps cycle isn't even accurate perhaps there is no time all possibilities are and aren't and always were, if we could have that all knowing perception then we would be god in the classical sense.

I grow more appreciative of limited human perspective because at least it is comforting reference but I also grow more disdainful of it's limitations, I accept I will always have to balance the two.

Still waters to you all.

Edit: did not in anyway think I was god, my head was doing flip flops

 

[Solipsis]

Sounds beautiful and complex, very much like 2C-E.

You make me want to flush and renew myself with a good trip - and also to put in some effort picking up regular meditation again to maintain some of the emotional tabula rasa qualities.

About the nature of time: I think time is an epiphenomenon or property of change, not the other way around. We are taught that time is more fundamental but I think that is putting human experience in the center. From the perspective of nature, I think change is more fundamental.
And I don't think it is to the contrast of constants because I think all constants are either apparent or abstract and metaphysical like Jungian forms. The only true constant seems to be change itself, which is probably nothing more than Tao in disguise.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Had an enjoyable (not as in 'happy' enjoyment, but you know what I mean) all afternoon drunkenness while reading/people watching at local uni library on Friday, which worried me a little. Tried to go sober for the weekend, but ended up getting a nice 1.6pt bottle of beer both yesterday and today (which is healthily moderate, I suppose, but more expensive). Drinking today's now (Lagunitas IPA, fyi), and I feel my neuroses gently giving way to a lackadaisical whimsy.

Looks like I'll have to take a break from tobacco though, been getting mild abdominal pain and diarrhea, self-medicating with short corticosteriod regimen, was gonna quit after I finished my current pack, but Marlboro southern cut just came out and I feel the need to try a pack 'cause they're on sale (was smoking 27s with this last one after hand rolling for a month, American Spirits and Benson & Hedges are just too pricey). Will tell you how they are.

Oh, and while walking to the corner store, to get the above, found a mmj container which was disappointingly empty. I swear, if I get out of my life-situation alive, I am taking up herb & beer as my pass-time.

 

[effingcustie]

I swear, if I get out of my life-situation alive, I am taking up herb & beer as my pass-time.

My go-to on my days off lately.. except I think I'm gonna switch to smoking hash out of a long wooden pipe

 

[SONN]

So, I had a pretty great weekend, but it ended horribly because now I have pink eye in both eyes and I think I may have the flu.

It was my first 'sober' weekend but I decided to try 5-meo-MiPT before a going to a rave pretty much purely because there's no way it could show up on a drug test. I also took a pill of ginseng extract and a liquid B vitamin complex, then drank red bull while I was there for energy. I had a great time until my left leg started cramping up while I was jumping around. At first I tried to ignore it, but about 15 minutes later my whole fucking leg was cramping harder then it ever has in my entire life and I had to take off my shoes and sit down. After some rest and a bunch of water I managed to get back on the dance floor and dance with this really sexy black girl (which made me realize I KINDA have a thing for black girls 8) lol)

After the show I was invited to a 'cuddle puddle' where everyone just hangs out and comes off of their drugs and I decided to bring my vial of DOC because the person inviting me wanted some. I'm so fucking glad I did because everyone who took it was ecstatically thanking me for their beautiful trips.

In a moment of introspection (might've been the moxy, maybe not) I realized that my first DOC trip brought me to peace with myself more than any other drug has ever, and the thought of me allowing other people to get to that 'zen' state was very fulfilling in a way, and it made me very happy to feel all of the good vibes that I had brought into the world. especially because most of those people just take 'molly' which nowadays can be pretty much any stimulant masquerading as MDMA.

I ended up staying up all night and the next night I went to a bondage party because I was invited by this girl I know who's into some pretty freaky stuff. That was really strange, I was really really tired and I decided to down four blue moons before going. I watched girls get chained to posts and have their asses whipped to the point of bleeding, I saw people get tied up in ropes and hung from things, I saw people sew needles through their skin just because they like the feeling, I got electrocuted, I saw people have burning torches rubbed up and down their body, and I gave people massages with leather gloves with tiny metal spikes coming out of the fingertips. I probably won't ever go again, but it was interesting to say the least. Afterwards I went back to my friends house and drank the two blue moons I had left and fell asleep. then I woke up with brutal pink eye in both eyes but didn't realize it until I walked all the way back to my house and took a shower.

Idk if it was the sense of fulfillment I got from spreading all that DOC happiness or if it was just an afterglow of moxy but I felt really happy and amiable towards everyone all weekend. I also met a LOT of people from the rave scene that I'd seen around a lot but never actually got to chill with and they were all very cool people

I hope you all had a good weekend, I'm going to sleep now and tomorrow starts sober week #2... wish me luck

 

[TheAppleCore]

how about not waking up a fraction too soon but a fraction too late? and feeling the warm mbrace of death gripping your soul before being shoked by reality in the awake state?
happened a couple of times to me, scared me because i thought it to be nature teaching me what death would feel like...

i much prefer my more recent zombie dreams

Now that's crazy. I've never died in my dreams... only come very close. Do tell us about your zombie dreams!

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Available for another 5 hours, thought it might interest some of us

Ha! Nice! I would so order that shirt, but I don't want to come off explicitly as a druggy, ya know?

Hehe:

The knowledge of the inner workings behind this happiness -- the receptors, hormones, and synapses -- did nothing to lessen his unbridled joy.

Ahh, recreational drugs.

And I don't think it is to the contrast of constants because I think all constants are either apparent or abstract and metaphysical like Jungian forms.

What do you mean by this?

"Change" only makes sense, to me, in reference to a dimension. Like, here is an example of change, over time, within a single dimension (a particle moving):

o---------
-o--------
--o------- |
---o------ |
----o----- |
-----o---- |
------o--- v
-------o-- T
--------o-
---------o

-----> X

Change occurs through spatial dimension X as time passes.

Drinking today's now (Lagunitas IPA, fyi), and I feel my neuroses gently giving way to a lackadaisical whimsy.

I am a bit drunk right now too. I'm experimenting with using a bit of alcohol to enable me the courage to traverse greater depths of DMT intoxication. Man, that shit is scary. But, at the same time, incredibly intriguing.

So, I had a pretty great weekend, but it ended horribly because now I have pink eye in both eyes and I think I may have the flu.

Sounds like a crazy awesome weekend dude. The bondage party sounds nuts. Are you into that sorta thing? Is it sexy to you? I find it kinda kinky.

 

[SONN]

^ I definitely wouldn't say it's a fetish, but getting electrocuted felt pretty cool because it was a very controlled amount and it was with this pointy metal glove type of thing that was cold. It was also being done by the girl who brought me and I think she's very attractive. The bad part about the bondage party was that there were like maybe 12 attractive people there out of about 50... and there were some pretty rude and weird people doing the torturing. At some point I went up to a guy that was whipping a girls ass and asked if she might need the spiky glove treatment but he looked at me like I was crazy and basically said 'gtfo this is MY slave!!'

Also, you had to sign a waiver upon entering basically saying you wouldn't have sex. I don't really think getting tortured is sexy but there is something about sex slaves that is very kinky to me. Ya know, when you see an extremely attractive girl/guy walk by and you think, 'shit, I would do WHATEVER THE FUCK that girl wants me to for sure,' more or less all the lyrics to this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbJRVufEX00

I wanna be rihanna's sex slave

the whole bondage thing was more about public humiliation and stuff which I could see how it would be extremely kinky if actual sex was involved but it was just more 'torture fetish' oriented haha.

Basically, I got invited by this girl that I had bathtub sex with for a minute then the bubbles in the bath got too high and were spilling everywhere so we decided we'd have to have sex some other time, and that hasn't happened yet so I figured, 'why not? I'm open to new shit, and when will I ever be invited to a bondage party of all things again?'

 

[TheAppleCore]

oh. my. fucking. god. i had absolutely no idea. no clue. how intense this would be. mxe + lsd.