LSD alone, first time ever.

[PajamaSam]

Hola everyone, I have been an avid browser of this site for some time now, but never felt the need to actually post anything up until now. The reason I come to you all today is because I am requesting help. I'm not going to lie, I pretty much have no "close" friends that I would imagine be willing to trip LSD with me. I literally (I'm not kidding) have three friends, one is living in a different state, and the other two live in the same state as me. One of the two kids, we will call E, is an immature ADHD-diagnosed nutjob whom I first discovered weed with. E has been a good friend and never really crossed me, but he's always been a real shithead. I have smoked him out prolly at least an entire ounce worth and he hardly gives a shit, all he does now a days is just call me out of the blue when he needs tobacco products because he's addicted like non other (resorting to smoking shitty cigarette butts off the street) and the few times I've recently gotten high with him again, it's been an overall bad experience. My other friend, his name is M, is a fantastic friend. I have smoked him out as well for more than I can even remember (more on that later) and I always have a blast with him, but he still lives with his parents and the probability of him being able to come over for 2-3 days for a trip with me is extremely small. My parents are very lenient and they have caught me with weed, no joke, prolly about 15-20 times. M's parents however have kicked his siblings out of the house, for smoking pot once, all the more reason to not to the much more taboo, "LSD".

So those are my "friend" options theoretically, but now some back story on myself. I have always dived into new drugs head first. Everyone at my school way back when said that you should start smoking shit weed and move up as your tolerance does as well. I have never seen reggie weed IN MY LIFE, and i continue to smoke high quality weed. My first experience with alcohol was with vodka, I did oxy and popped around 3 pills just for shits, with no prior research and just gunning it. I have also done DXM and my first dose was around 650-700 range. Every one of these drugs I have done on my own my first time and I have had an overall enjoyable experience with each one. I have read a LOT about lsd because this is what I consider my first "real" drug, so I am quite aware of either side of the argument. I feel like there's absolutely no way I can possibly trip with somebody else though, and that I will have to brave the waters alone. I figure I will stick a note in my pocket and just write things like "You can't fly, you're on lsd relax it's okay, etc." and just doing it on my own. I plan to have music that I enjoy queued up and ready in a playlist, and I will be doing this in the most non-hostile environment anyone can think of, my room! So I ask the lovely community of bluelight, should I do it?

Let's just say I know 100% that I am going to be receiving 2 blotters from a reputable source, both of which containing 200 micrograms. I plan on taking just one and saving the other one for another time. I figure I can get notepaper ready to draw, have my music ready to go, and a couple other things that I enjoy just set up and good to go. I have a few concerns though and I would like to consult the community to get a general consensus on what you all think about my issues.

TL;DR - Just check my questions down below

1. Should I wait for my friend M to free up time so that he can hang with me and hit the other tab, should I go for it with E, or should I do it alone if I think I am ready?
------Neither E or M have done ANY LSD in their lives and prolly never will, I will prolly have to convince them to do it with me, and they will have no prior knowledge of the drug's potential. I have tripped on DXM (I know, pussy shit) alone before, and had an enjoyable time, regardless of the fact that I puked twice. Opinions?

2. I'm not going to lie, I'm not underage, but I do still live with one of my parents alone. Should I wait until I can find a better place or just go for it?
------I have tripped about 4 times on DXM over a span of a few months and I have developed a system, and confidence that I will not get caught when tripping over a long period of time. My parent over the entire year we have lived in the house, has literally come in my room about 3-4 times. I know his mannerisms and if he needs something from me, he will text me, which I can then easily just say "I'm tired" or "I'm fine staying in my room" etc. I know what kind of person I am in my most primitive state, and I have 100% confidence in myself that I will not get caught and will not ruin my trip doing so, regardless should I still wait before I trip or will I be okay?

3. I wrote up above some things I plan to do, but it will mostly consist of; Video Games, Listening to music (I LOVE music to death and I can listen to album after album) , Drawing, and maybe looking out my window at the stars. Is this too little?
------I am 90% sure that I know how I will act when I am on acid, but I have heard stories of people just doing crazy shit. If I know myself, I will just lay down and listen to some music, draw a little, fuck around with trippy video games, try to look to my inner being and contemplate life, and just enjoy the high. Am I completely insane for trying to predict how I will act or if I am confident enough, will I be okay? When I did DXM my first time, literally the worst I did was throw up in my trashcan (rather than go to the bathroom) because I just didn't want to leave my room (even on 650-700mg).

4. Now obviously everyone who gives a shit about acid has heard the "I can fly" stories which makes me kind of worried just a little because I have 3 easily opening windows with just a screen on a second story. Should I wait before I can do it somewhere else where I won't be tempted, or should I stick with writing something on my hand/blocking them off?
------There's not much to explain about this question, if I am confident in my willpower that I KNOW I will not do something as stupid as "thinking I can fly" and jumping off a building, would I still attempt it? I hear that acid's high is so clear-headed that you forget you're on the drug, but if I give myself reminders and judging how I've acted in the past won't I be okay?

5. I currently am looking for a job (yeah HAHA! the lazy stoner doing acid in his parent's house, very funny, now fuck off) so I have been unable to use my sweet sweet ganja for a while now and I was thinking if I could smoke some weed while I'm doing acid, should I?
------Keep in mind, this will be my first time and I am doing a relatively large dose (200mics) but I've heard so much mixed shit about weed that it makes me uncertain. I went through a period of my life where I would prolly vape about 4-5g's a day on my own, and I got to the point where I know EXACTLY how marijuana effects me and it's become like breathing in air. Regardless, I've also heard that smoking on acid will sometimes double the duration of the trip (something I'd rather avoid) or send it into a much different experience, any advice would be appreciated.

If you actually got to the bottom of this wall of text, I thank you so much, and if you are experienced with the drug I beg of you to give me some pointers. As I said above, I will most likely have to trip this time on my own, but to be honest I feel like I would prefer it that way. I get to pick what I want to do and when, I don't have to worry about saying/doing the wrong thing and I can look inside myself for a more contemplative and introspective experience, which is a key aspect that I am looking for, seeing as I'm going through a very hard time in my life and although I'm not depressed, I would like to really delve deep into my problems and figure something out rather than talk to my friend about how the walls are melting.

Edit: Please, don't be afraid to ask ANY questions. I am very open about my non-personal information/life and ANYTHING that I could tell you that would better the advice you give me, would be fantastic!
I will be keeping a close eye on this thread these next couple of days

Thank you so much, I really appreciate any *positive input and guidance and from the bottom of my heart I wish I could thank you in person because I understand how annoying these threads must be. Otherwise, keep rocking in the free world and doot doodo loo doot!
:D

 

[CapnCannabis]

Glad to hear you are about to open your mind to the wonderful world of serotonergic psychedelics! To answer your questions:

1. Sounds like your friend E is a no go. So if you decide to trip with someone, I'd go with your friend M. Set and setting are everything on a trip, and the people you are around are part of the setting. Don't trip with people you don't trust or people who have shitty vibes. I personally enjoy tripping with friends as it forges a bond between you that is deeper than anything you imagined. Also conversation is great while tripping. But an introspective experience is always great, so tripping by yourself would be fine if you decide to go that route.

2. You should be fine tripping in your current living situation, acid is pretty lucid. Go for it!

3. Sounds like a good plan, that's about all I end up doing on trips haha. It's more about enjoying the experience than doing anything in particular really.

4. In regards to the "I can fly" bullshit depicted by the extremely biased media, Bill Hicks said it best: "You never see a positive drug story on the news. They always have the same LSD story. You've all seen it: "Today a young man on acid … thought he could fly … jumped out of a building … what a tragedy!" What a dick. He's an idiot. If he thought he could fly, why didn't he take off from the ground first? Check it out? You don't see geese lined up to catch elevators to fly south; they fly from the fucking ground. He's an idiot. He's dead. Good! We lost a moron? Fucking celebrate. There's one less moron in the world." You will be fine.

5. Cannabis compliments psychedelics very nicely. I personally would drop the acid then ride that high til you start peaking (so you can see what a purely acid high feels like), then once the peak winds down a bit start smoking/vaping some cannabis. It reignites things. But honestly you can't go wrong with smoking cannabis at any point during a trip. Unless the trip gets overly intense, then cannabis would only intensify things even more. At that point you may consider benzos or a serotonin inverse agonist/antagonist. But if you're taking just 200 mics you should be fine. It can also be nice to get high before your trip to get into a positive, mellow mindset to set yourself up for a good headspace while tripping.

Make sure you have good set and setting, and you have a recipe for a good trip. Happy Tripping!

 

[Clocktower]

Be moderate with your dosage. Losing your mind on LSD is rare, but it CAN happen and some people are more prone to it than others. I've born personal witness to this multiple times.

Edit: By moderate, I mean I would start out with a 100 ug dose, not 200. 200 ug was enough to send my girlfriend over the edge, and you don't want that to happen if you're home alone.

Unless you're willing to tell your parents in advance that you're planning to take LSD, I'd wait until they're out of the house for a day to try this. It's no fun trying to hide the fact that you're on acid from your parents, I've been there.

It's perfectly OK to do LSD by yourself, but you've got to be a little more careful about it. :/

 

[Transform]

There are answers to lots of your questions in this FAQ. It's aimed at users who understand the general basics about the experience but want to know more about what they should/could do with the drug.

 

[CapnCannabis]

Yeah you should thoroughly educate yourself on any drug before you put it into your body. Don't take my word for anything, just use it as one among many many bits of information to inform yourself about LSD. Good call Transform.

 

[PajamaSam]

Thank you so much everyone for your feedback, I really appreciate it. I thank you personally Capn for answering my specific questions as well, it helps out a lot
I'll check out that FAQ now though, thank you.

I would like to try a 150ug dosage to be honest, but let's just say the only way I can get the LSD is by using bitcoins. As I said before, the seller is highly reputable and I've had personal conversations with him through PGP, but unfortunately there is absolutely no way for me to get it other than this route, so I have to use 200ug. I've watched a couple videos with Krystle Cole and when she talks about LSD, she mentions she did 250ug which I mean is understandable considering she's pretty much the queen of LSD, but I'm not really that scared of starting at a higher dosage. I've never really had a "bad" experience with drugs ever, surely some highs were better than others, but if I'm in the comfort of my own quiet, secluded, and peaceful room with relaxing music, surely if there's any chance of me having a "bad trip" it's very low.

"It's perfectly OK to do LSD by yourself, but you've got to be a little more careful about it. :/ " - I plan on letting my friend M or E know that I will be taking this drug and asking if I can maybe text them throughout the night or possibly call if things go awry. Like I said though, I personally enjoy experiencing new drugs on my own and more often than not, I have a more positive experience on my own generally rather than with other people, my only concern is that I don't want to be sitting there on acid feeling super duper alone because I don't have anyone to talk to. I understand that this is a possibility and I'm okay with that.

Once again I thank you all for helping me out and I'll be checking on the FAQ now :D

 

[elr]

it sounds like you'll have fun tripping on lsd by yourself based on your personality. sometimes people get confused when they trip. this might sound silly, but you could take like a fourth of a tab to see how it feels so you don't get overwhelmed. if you like how you feel, which you probably will, then you could take the rest. the only thing about your situation is that the lsd could keep you up all night. it would be difficult to have a conversation with your parents after being up all night and they've just woke up. even if you want to talk to them i recommend you not try because them seeing you all fucked up could create an awkward situation. just stick to yourself. it can be hard to talk on acid, and it would suck if you had to try and explain yourself. on mushrooms it's good to be able to get outside and not feel trapped inside, but lsd seems to be more conducive to sitting around in your bedroom. i recommend getting some candles to look at. music in headphones would also be fun. pot and lsd mix wonderfully. have a great trip.

 

[PajamaSam]

Haha thanks man
I actually stay up all night every now and then and my parents don't think much of it at all because i've done it all my life. Every now and then when I'm sober I find a new video game that I just LOVE or find a new show (breaking bad) and I am just so addicted to it that I literally cannot sleep all night and I just keep watching/playing whatever I'm doing. So if I decided to take it at night and stayed up the entire time, then I don't think my parent would think anything different of it, not to mention this specific parent travels quite a bit, so I could probably just wait until he leaves for a week or something

Regarding the "based on your personality" comment I read in the "FAQ" on reddit quite a few times that people hit acid at music festivals and music shows and then they are scared to talk to strangers because they think that they'll call the cops, then they feel alone and horrifically scared. This is something that I would DEFINITELY want to avoid because I'm pretty fucking shy. I honestly try to avoid as much human interaction as possible at times because I just like being in my own little world and I feel like there's not a lot of people who truly understand me, so I'm okay with occasional conversations with friends/chatting it up online. If I had to pick one place where I would feel the most calm and relaxed (high or sober) it would definitely be in my room with my music. I have a LOT of very good "vibing" music like grimes, john talabot, matthew dear, wild nothing, and a couple of vaporwave bands just to name a few, I have most of these albums in FLAC or WAV format with some very nice high quality headphones (in case you can't tell, yes I am a super nerdy audiophile lol). So I think music will probably be a huge part of my trip tbh, other than that I might watch some simpsons on the come-up so I have something to laugh at, and on the come down I might have some pencils and paper around in case I feel like drawing due to the "Inspiration Prevalence", however I love music quite a bit so I don't see any problems just chilling with some tunes.

Otherwise I appreciate any further input and when I am more experienced with the drug I hope to help others just like you all were kind enough to help me

 

[elr]

you might hear music in a different way than you have before. one time i was listening to bob marley and was just blown away by how fucking drunk he was. i had never noticed it before but one song was ridiculous. also i've felt completely mellow listening to music and watching the record spin around. i really don't think you have to worry about having a bad time. being at a festival around a bunch of people and lots of stuff happening can be jarring. i have experienced social anxiety being around people i didn't know on acid but you won't have to worry about that. i would wait to have the house to yourself that would be great. have fun man!

 

[CapnCannabis]

What kind of headphones do you have? I am an audiophile myself so you piqued my interest haha. I have the Sony MDR-V6, snagged em for like 75 bucks on Amazon such a bargain. Listening to music while tripping is amazing; it's as if you're hearing it for the first time, you pick up on every nuance and subtlety. I can literally visualize each instrument playing it's individual part coming together to create the unified whole sound. The synesthesia can get pretty crazy awesome too. I am a fan of all 4 musicians you listed and they're all great choices to trip to. I saw Grimes at Pitchfork in Chicago this past summer... she put on an awesome concert. I think I'm in love haha. Anyway, have a great trip!

 

[TrYpTiCaL]

Sounds like you'll be fine.

Tripping at the parent's house should be cool. I used to go over my mom's tripping to play video games with my younger brother. Noone ever knew till years later when I told them. I've also tripped alone lots of times including one whole 10 hour trip in a dark closet at a party. I've dosed probably a few hundred times. You'll be good. I would however suggest you and your friend's texting each other just to check on you, but I forsee no reason for concern. Have fun!

 

[PajamaSam]

Nice man I have Astro's A40's lol and before you say anything the response is actually pretty flat until you get up to ~8,000-10,000 but they still sound great and they have fantastic dolby 5.1 or 7.1 so panning sounds amazing in some songs. I would theoretically like to pick up some better monitor headphones in the future, but I don't mind the slightly heavier bass atm until I have enough money for a new pair. I wish I could get a good sound system, my friend has some Grato SR-80's and they sound pretty damn good too and I think they were around that 75-100$ price range. When these headphones go I will have a very hard time choosing, might go with some AKG's, Grato (my friend's are fantastic) or Sony. I would theoretically like to get the most flat response headphones as possible in the future.

Have you heard of Lone? I would imagine listening to something like this would be amazing while tripping, if you have or haven't heard him, what do you think?

I would've love to have seen Grimes live, I just recently discovered her and I looked at her tour dates coming up and it's all in europe/asia I was so sad, he music is fucking amazing bro. If you're in love, that makes the two of us, I can't wait to see what she does in the future, she definitely has a very bright future :D

Most recent bad I saw was Death Grips in colorado, and at the same time it was fucking awful and amazing. I can't describe with words how chaotic the venue was, like I hadn't been drinking at all and I had smoked a bowl like 8 hours before, but I was on the verge of like blacking out. The whole crowd was just absolutely nuts pushing everyone to try and get to the front of the stage, I lost my shoe, and I was so close to the stage I was behind the speakers so I couldn't hear MC ride all that well, but I couldn't have asked for a better experience. When you see a band like Death Grips live, that's the kind of experience I personally want, horrible, disastrous, energetic shit going on, just like their music. Not sure if you know the band, but if you know those bands I mentioned, I have a feeling you prolly know DG as well.

1-I read somewhere (for the life of me I don't remember where, might've even been on this site) that eating fruit when you're tripping is fucking crazy, like it becomes the "fruit of god" and tastes orgasmic. I also heard in other places that chewing on food is awful and you feel like you're sloshing cardboard paste around in your mouth. Which one is it? should I keep a couple of my favorite fruits near by to try or will it end up being terrible?

2-I have also read on erowid that 200mic's is around a "heavy dose" I weigh about 185-190 and I'm pretty much 6'0" just millimeters below, will this completely knock me on my ass or will I be okay? I would like to think that I have an idea about how the drug works, but I've heard things like in the higher doses it gets extremely crazy, especially this being my first time, I would like to know if I should expect a mind-melting first time to the point where I'm just lost in a magical world of rainbows, or if I will be able to actually listen to my music and process thoughts?

3-I've read extremely varied opinions on food when tripping, as I said in question 1. If I am going to be going at it for around 8-12 hours, should I stock up on some water/light snacks or should I try to consume as much as possible before the trip and just enjoy it? If you could factor in my dosage/weight I would really appreciate it

4-A Note to myself: Should I use one? When I first started using weed I was still in school so I could only do it on the weekends and therefore my tolerance never went up and I only smoked more to the point where sometimes I would "green out" and I would just start flipping shit. I decided one day to leave a note in my phone's notebook and just set it so that when I opened it again, it would display it and it helped 100% it calmed me down greatly and I felt much better. Would something like this work with acid if I just wrote things like "You're on a drug, you're okay, your can always call your friends if you need help, you aren't doing anywhere near a lethal dose etc." or am I just overthinking?

Sorry if I'm writing too much, putting too much thought into this, if I am please let me know. I am just getting excited is all lol

 

[TrYpTiCaL]

Nice man I have Astro's A40's lol and before you say anything the response is actually pretty flat until you get up to ~8,000-10,000 but they still sound great and they have fantastic dolby 5.1 or 7.1 so panning sounds amazing in some songs. I would theoretically like to pick up some better monitor headphones in the future, but I don't mind the slightly heavier bass atm until I have enough money for a new pair. I wish I could get a good sound system, my friend has some Grato SR-80's and they sound pretty damn good too and I think they were around that 75-100$ price range. When these headphones go I will have a very hard time choosing, might go with some AKG's, Grato (my friend's are fantastic) or Sony. I would theoretically like to get the most flat response headphones as possible in the future.

Have you heard of Lone? I would imagine listening to something like this would be amazing while tripping, if you have or haven't heard him, what do you think?

I would've love to have seen Grimes live, I just recently discovered her and I looked at her tour dates coming up and it's all in europe/asia I was so sad, he music is fucking amazing bro. If you're in love, that makes the two of us, I can't wait to see what she does in the future, she definitely has a very bright future :D

Most recent bad I saw was Death Grips in colorado, and at the same time it was fucking awful and amazing. I can't describe with words how chaotic the venue was, like I hadn't been drinking at all and I had smoked a bowl like 8 hours before, but I was on the verge of like blacking out. The whole crowd was just absolutely nuts pushing everyone to try and get to the front of the stage, I lost my shoe, and I was so close to the stage I was behind the speakers so I couldn't hear MC ride all that well, but I couldn't have asked for a better experience. When you see a band like Death Grips live, that's the kind of experience I personally want, horrible, disastrous, energetic shit going on, just like their music. Not sure if you know the band, but if you know those bands I mentioned, I have a feeling you prolly know DG as well.

1-I read somewhere (for the life of me I don't remember where, might've even been on this site) that eating fruit when you're tripping is fucking crazy, like it becomes the "fruit of god" and tastes orgasmic. I also heard in other places that chewing on food is awful and you feel like you're sloshing cardboard paste around in your mouth. Which one is it? should I keep a couple of my favorite fruits near by to try or will it end up being terrible?

2-I have also read on erowid that 200mic's is around a "heavy dose" I weigh about 185-190 and I'm pretty much 6'0" just millimeters below, will this completely knock me on my ass or will I be okay? I would like to think that I have an idea about how the drug works, but I've heard things like in the higher doses it gets extremely crazy, especially this being my first time, I would like to know if I should expect a mind-melting first time to the point where I'm just lost in a magical world of rainbows, or if I will be able to actually listen to my music and process thoughts?

3-I've read extremely varied opinions on food when tripping, as I said in question 1. If I am going to be going at it for around 8-12 hours, should I stock up on some water/light snacks or should I try to consume as much as possible before the trip and just enjoy it? If you could factor in my dosage/weight I would really appreciate it

4-A Note to myself: Should I use one? When I first started using weed I was still in school so I could only do it on the weekends and therefore my tolerance never went up and I only smoked more to the point where sometimes I would "green out" and I would just start flipping shit. I decided one day to leave a note in my phone's notebook and just set it so that when I opened it again, it would display it and it helped 100% it calmed me down greatly and I felt much better. Would something like this work with acid if I just wrote things like "You're on a drug, you're okay, your can always call your friends if you need help, you aren't doing anywhere near a lethal dose etc." or am I just overthinking?

Sorry if I'm writing too much, putting too much thought into this, if I am please let me know. I am just getting excited is all lol

1. Eat what you like. I never had issues eating anything on acid. If it's something you like normally you should enjoy it more.
2. Personally 200 mic is very low for me. I can't really help you there beyond if you feel it might be too much. Take a half hit, decide how you feel about it and you can always redose sometime within the first hour or so.
3.Refer to 1...eat what you like when you like. As for dosage/weight. I am 5'9" and was around 95lbs during the bulk of my use.
4. If the note to yourself is something you feel will make you more comfortable absolutely do it. I tried anything like that, but it sounds good if it makes you feel more at ease. Re: a lethal dose I seriously doubt you could score THAT much. LOL

I would however consider investing in a test kit just to be sure you're getting what you're told you are getting. In my day it wasn't so much an issue, but I'd want to be sure beforehand now.

 

[shimazu]

I've tripped in my room alone, and did a lot of what you are planning on doing

It was cool I guess, but not for everyone, and not something I did again

the best part about tripping with other people is that you almost form a bond in that you know the other person is feeling just as fucked up as you, and it kind of makes it less overwhelming if that makes sense

if youre alone, it can get out of hand fast

also id recommend the Audio Technica ATH-M50s, they're like $120 online, comfortable as hell, and just as good as the Beats headphones IMO

 

[Clocktower]

Got a 200 ug tab of LSD? Cut it in half, bam, two 100 ug tabs. Cut it into quarters, bam, four 50 ug doses!

 

[PajamaSam]

Got a 200 ug tab of LSD? Cut it in half, bam, two 100 ug tabs. Cut it into quarters, bam, four 50 ug doses!

I don't really understand how blotters work all too well... I just naturally get sweaty palms when dealing with shit like that. I was recently talking in public (very loudly I guess) about weed with my friend and this random dude came up and said he can give me really good deals (10/g 200/o) if I'm ever in the area. I said thanks and I was on my merry way, yet when I'm packing a bowl my hands get sweaty, when I smoke cigarettes my hands get sweaty, even when I'm drawing or playing video games my hands get sweaty. So obviously I have good reason to believe that my hands would be sweaty dealing with the blots, should I use gloves ?

While I would like to reserve my tabs as much as possible I'm still thinking I want to do 200mics for my first time and then maybe splitting the other tab in half so that I can maybe dose with a friend if I feel like it. Is this a bad idea? I love just jumping head first into drugs, the first time I tried salvia I hadn't realized I needed extracts so it was an absolutely awful experience, all I felt was extremely sweaty, a horrible headache, extremely sticky glue in my lungs (super hard to breathe) , and me feeling like my heart was failing. I absolutely hate it when I go out of my way to do a drug and I don't get the effects I wanted, I have yet to do salvia again simply because I was just so put off by the whole thing I really don't feel like using it again until I'm ready. I don't want to dose like 50/100mic and then be extremely disappointed. I want the shit that they talk about in documentaries, life changing experiences, wonderful visuals, a feeling of "connectedness" with the world, euphoria. I don't want to take a hit and then just have me laughing at everything more that usual and then in 2 hours its over. I want to go in the DEEP end of the pool, i want my first experience to be unlike anything I've done in my life. I know I'm mentally strong enough, and confident in my abilities so that I can take anything it throws at me. Should I still try ripping it and dosing 100, or should I stick with 200?

@shimazu
I hear that one of the big problems is that you experience something really great, like an "ah-ha!" moment or you feel some sort of revelation and then you get upset when you have nobody to share it with? If this is the case I think I can deal with that. I've done the itty, bitty, kiddy DXM at around 900mg doses so I know what it's like to see crazy shit and just keep it to yourself, but I understand acid will be completely different. I would still like to think that I have a better grounding of how I will feel rather than somebody who's never done these drugs before in his/her life. If you have done DXM am I just being stupid even attempting to compare the two, or do you somewhat understand where I'm coming from?

Those headphones seem pretty cool and if they're comfortable that's awesome, but they seem to have the same frequency response as my headphones now so they probably sound the same lol xD
If these break, I could always look into those for being a cheaper replacement

@Tryptical
Yeah I know a lethal dose is like thousands and thousands of dollars, but if you start flipping the fuck out, you never really know what you'll start thinking lol xD
If you were 95lbs and think 200m is low, that's fucking nuts! Does weight not even matter when it comes to dosing or are you just crazy? haha



Once again, thanks everyone for the feedback, it's never NOT appreciated :3 haha

 

[tBirdee]

........... Otherwise, keep rocking in the free world and doot doodo loo doot!
:D

doot doot

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^How's it going tbird?! Get your ass in PD social. :D

To the OP: Don't worry so much, tripping by yourself is fine, the vast majority of my trips have been at parent's house, unemployed, and it's no problem if you're smart about it. Research some more on the topic to dispel any worrisome myths that are bothering you, and jump into the experience, and try to enjoy whatever comes your way (or if it's not enjoyable, learn from it).

 

[Clocktower]

Gloves and scissors my friend. To be honest, if you take a 200 ug dose your first time and 100 your second time, you're likely in for some disappointment. If I were you, I'd take 100 your first time, then split the remaining 300 with a friend, 150/150.

 

[TrYpTiCaL]

@Tryptical
Yeah I know a lethal dose is like thousands and thousands of dollars, but if you start flipping the fuck out, you never really know what you'll start thinking lol xD
If you were 95lbs and think 200m is low, that's fucking nuts! Does weight not even matter when it comes to dosing or are you just crazy? haha

Oh, I'm sure if it were legal they'd come up with some dosage based on body weight, but really I don't think it matters much at all. It's really all where your head is at. Crazy? Well, everybody's a bit crazy. How do you really define such a thing. What's sane to one is insane to another. I mean there is a point where most people would agree you've reached crazzy, but I doubt I'm there yet...or I'm blissfully crazy enough to be oblivious to it. LOL I say 200 mics isn't much becausse my first time I was taking 200 mic doses. My first time I took a half and about 45 minutes to an hour in dropped the other half along with five more. It wasn't uncommon for me to take a couple ten srips and sometimes I took more.


As for the dollar amount for a lethal dose...well, on dead tour a couple decades ago I could get ten to twenty five dollar sheets and vials if I found the right people and I still think to reach a lethal dose would take many thousands. Hell, it probably would even buying grams of crystal. The amount you'd have to take is ridiculous indeed.