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Sky is always black. Stuck in an another dimension. Need help.

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Psyenergy

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Please read carefully need really your help here.

Here is the story. Me and 3 friends had a Dalai lama LSD trip exactly 13 months ago.
After 1 month one more but not dalai lama. And after 1 month a friend started saying "dude everything is changing".


So we lost contact with him around 03/12. He was starting a nice carrier about photograpy & filming.
But he sold everyhting and his all cameras, imac & equipment and "poof" he dissepared.
I spoke to him once before he dissapeared but it wasn't much. It was mostly about paranormal acts of people. Energy, chakras and shit. It was fun.
Well, I have insane ideas about people too that I'm scared to share anyone. Everyone does.

So he called me 3 hours ago which is in his words "It's too much for me that I'm calling you now". He moved all over the country for 1 year without any plans. He is searching for his old vision I guess. He says nothing is same. The sky is black. Peoples face glitching. Buildings are different. I can't be in the same place for 2 times. It's always different. When I want to travel I just arrive at the destination point It's different too, I do not recognize anything I see. I'm like a floating meteroid. I can't even taste food he says.

His talking also kind a shivering now. He asked for help, he asks for a way to get out. He says he's having what Syd Barrett had. I've gone too far and I can't turn back. He is mentally and psyhically NOT ok. But he is an intelligent guyand can think properly.
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He is turning to our city in a few days. We will meet and talk all about that weird shit hopefully.
I googled a lot but I have no idea what's he having. It can be HPPD Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder but what's he having is too heavy i don't think so.
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If you know or heard anything close to that story, or have any advice how to fix that shit. I need your help ppl.
 
It could be Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder, it could be a lot of different things. He sounds like he is experiencing a lot of different things, acute derealization? I can't say unless he was evaluated by a couple of doctors, maybe neurological or psychologists.

Anyway, the only thing you can really do is respect his opinion when you see him but offer him some help in whatever way possible. That's all you can really do. He;s your friend and you'll know what is most likely best for him and what he is willing to do at this point. Good luck~
 
I'm in no way qualified to help, but I definitely feel for you because I know if I had a friend in this predicament I would be devastated and wanting to find a way to help also. Not knowing your friend and only speaking from a medical perspective it almost sounds like a type of physcosis state of mind maybe? I know for me, I've been in a hospital before that they had put me on certain medications that tok over mind completely to the point I was walkind out in the halls and was trying to bartend and fix shots for all the patients and when I got home I was seeing children standing in my room and was telling my daughter to the point I got angry that she didn't believe me. I had no recollection of any of this. Luckily my mom took the medicine away and my mind came back to me. I was horrified when I realized that I done these things that was just a couple things. It's scary to think if I hadn't had anyone around I would never stopped the meds and been like that the rest of my life. I sure hope you can find the answers and help you need for your friend. I feel like medical evaluation may be neccesary although it may prove difficult to get your friend to agree to it. I really, truly hope things work out this really touches my heart.
 
Just googled about derealization. Seems more like it. He isn't using even alcohol for a year, wll thats what he says. Gotta make sure if he using meds or drugs now. Even he wants to I don't think he can afford it now. Anyway, thank you both, I have to think all possibilities, disorders etc. to find a way to help him. Doctors will be the last choice, if he has to I believe he will see one.
 
I am totally unqualified to offer advice, as was previously stated, but dude, this sounds like some scary shit. I feel for you and your friend and really hopes he gets some kind of help. Please keep us updated.
 
So i wasn't able to get in touch with him for 4-5 days. And 2 days ago he called me said he was in town. So we met in a local cafe. We had a nice chat, he is still the same person. I can still joke about him or insult him, he is the same person i know. But he talks weird shit always. Like every people being a solar system & planets are the organs etc. And we were in the subway after about 1,5h we took dalailama. He says it's all about that subway ride we took, heh.

Anway he will be around, he accepted every offer i told him. So he will try to get to his old life back. With photographing, socializing etc. And he will see a doctor if things get weird while there are people around him. He was running away from everyhting for 1 year. He will get well i hope.
 
Psyenergy said:
So i wasn't able to get in touch with him for 4-5 days. And 2 days ago he called me said he was in town. So we met in a local cafe. We had a nice chat, he is still the same person. I can still joke about him or insult him, he is the same person i know. But he talks weird shit always. Like every people being a solar system & planets are the organs etc. And we were in the subway after about 1,5h we took dalailama. He says it's all about that subway ride we took, heh.

Anway he will be around, he accepted every offer i told him. So he will try to get to his old life back. With photographing, socializing etc. And he will see a doctor if things get weird while there are people around him. He was running away from everyhting for 1 year. He will get well i hope.
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Wait you guys took more LSD?
 
freehugs said:
Wait you guys took more LSD?
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No, the metro thing was when we too took dalai.

i against i said:
if things "get weird"?!?! dude things are FUCKED he needs to see a doctor!
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I told him about it. And he is not sure about. Imo seeing a doctor will cause him to run away from people more. He is ready to get in to life again. I'd suggest it to him again anyway.
cook said:
Schizophrenia? He definitely needs to see a shrink.
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Looks like it. He said I copied my self there is one more me around. But he says it and it stays there. He laughs about and doesn't hang to it. So he know It's ridiculus.
 
That's very interesting LSD actually has the power to change parts of the brain to make some parts work allot faster and their or slow others down. So basically if you take more time will slow down for you you will see things you never noticed before but their for you will be scared of easy other things such as a bird flying past you a normals persons brain would first be scared because something flew by them fatally but if you are schizophrenic you will continue on being scared because your brain doesn't catch on to it. So it won't say "oh no need to be scared it was just a bird". Schizophrenic people can also tell to both sides of a mask if it is held away far enough for normal brains to make it seem like its the front side. But still the schizophrenics will be ae to tell both sides.

I'm sorry I did a horrible job at examining that but I hope you were able to understand a little.

Unlike other drugs LSD doesn't damage the brain it recreate the structures and thinking patterns. That would also explain why he saw humans as solar systems and planets as organs because if you think about it it really makes sense. We do produce are own energie and take energie from the sun and who knows what would happen to are space if we were to destroy a planet.
 
Wow.

You are a good friend for caring. Please be a better friend by bringing your friend to a doctor, a psychiatrist. And please don't do any more acid with your friend; it's a horrible idea to do acid if one is even prospectively schizophrenic. Your efforts would be better applied by ensuring your friend sees a professional, quickly.
 
Psyenergy said:
Exactly and this makes me think that he just unlocked another level of perception, and it's always in use.
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Yeah but again. With unlocking that level of perception he might have triggerd many other bad things such as anxiety, HPPD, derealization, Schizophrenia (even though I sought he has that, but it could be an understate). If you look at all the hardcore ex LSD users they all will have a diffrent perspective of life and will have greatly changed their life style.
 
LSD unlocks something different in everyone. I've never met a person who can take it (repeatably) without some noticeable change in their persona and thought patterns. Whether that be the first time they took it or the 10th, something clicks/snaps/changes. Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse. Sometimes they can't figure out where they fit into society anymore.

I'd suggest your friend seeks professional help at this stage. If he can't find his place in life, he might benefit from a professional opinion of what has been happening. As much as you may want to help him there is probably nothing you can do.
 
This thread made me re think whether to take full dose of acid. Its not for the faint hearted I know, but it seems to be kind of mental roussian roulette. Excep that in roussian roulette you can't win, but with acid you could.
 
I am the same! I see trails left by people walking, everything natural or material has an halo or like a doubled over effect like its a hologram, the sun and moon look 2 dimensional or very flat in a sense and are just not the same , i freak my family out with this its wrong but i just feel very alone with it, i hope your mate gets better man he can chat with me anytime.
 
I still see fucking trail of things too. I knew I shouldn't have fried so much summer of 2010. we just had rare sheets of art paper at the time. we would fry for days, crash out wake up drop again we would be out front shooting hoops with cid or stomping through bushes in the desert it was intense. now im all there and everything have 100 percent mental function I just see trails off shit. its weird. It used to cause anxiety and weird thoughts like is this real life? what if its fake. or like a reality show idk stange shit.
 
Please check your PM's I sent you one. I think I may be able to help you & your friend a lot. I must say things definitely are changing, without some real 'base' to come back to everyday or from every trip, or every dream state, you may not get a chance to see how awesome this really is my friends. Hope to hear from you.

-dp
 
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