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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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Thanks for the encouragement guys... Although inner strength is the last attribute I'd deem myself having, but I'm working on it. :)

But atm, SLEEPY.

Gonna hold off for a bit though, cause I don't much feel like waking up at 4am. :p
 
grateful

had an awesome meeting at one of my homegroups. also spent time with this fantastic girl. met her parents, ate dinner with them, and went to the meeting with her. she said she loves the way I kiss as do I like her kisses. double date with her in the future :) H, I really like you and can't wait to see you again soon
 
Shocked.

I won a $25 Applebee's gift card from work for doing overtime! Who wants to go to dinner with me? =D
 
sad

I was doing good. I kicked blow...that was hard. But last night I talked to that person that I love, but doesn't love me the same way back. Nothing hurts more than her saying "I don't feel closer to anyone else" towards me, and then start talking about her boyfriend. I hope I'm strong enough to stay away from coke.
 
fakeplastictrees4 said:
sad

I was doing good. I kicked blow...that was hard. But last night I talked to that person that I love, but doesn't love me the same way back. Nothing hurts more than her saying "I don't feel closer to anyone else" towards me, and then start talking about her boyfriend. I hope I'm strong enough to stay away from coke.
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stay strong my friend. coke won't change the relationship the two of you have. if anything it'll probably make it worse. just keep moving forward.
 
hthr007 said:
Annoyed.

My cousin/roomate has his boyfriend over all the time and his boyfriend does nothing but lay around, eat our food, etc. I feel so uncomfortable with him here. When I moved in I agreed with my cousin to just live with him- this new guy had only been seeing him not even a month. I'm uncomfortable in this house but refuse to move back home with my parents.
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This would make me insane. My roommate (we're not related) and I both have occasional visitors, but a 3rd roommate who was a mooch would drive us both up a wall. Neither of us would put the other in that situation. Maybe you can save up for your own place or one with a roommate that doesn't do that?

My word: okay. I picked up another low-paying but interesting project, which I'm working on today. I woke up to snowflakes as well. :)
 
^What's up DWE?

I'm improving. This past week I've started exercizing intensely and eating healthier and it's insane how much better I feel about myself. It's been making such a big difference, I haven't been dreading getting up in the morning these past few days, for the first time in months :)
 
Doubtful

I have the feeling things aren't going to work out any better for me this time. I'm taking the steps I know I need to to improve my life, I just feel like I've dug myself so deep into this hole that I can't get out via the normal prescribed steps. No matter how much hard work and perseverance I put forth, that I'll be stuck in this role of junkie alcoholic convict, forever viewed this way, and no one will risk giving me yet another chance. When you're heading down a road, and decide you don't wanna take that path anymore, so you turn around... only to find that the choices you've made have erected a wall behind you, so there's no going back. It's awful hard not to just turn right BACK around and carry on about your shameful business...
 
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