Toz
Bluelighter
haha it's Thai food, but yeah there are plenty of amazing restaurants here, some of which deliver late into the night. %)
<-- it's been 4 days for me![]()
It's been over 5 years for me and it will probably be another 50 at least before I ever consider doing it again. My last trip was absolutely horrible. I was pretty new to opiate addiction at the time and had a moderate heroin habit. However on that day I had not planned on tripping and I had just had my last fix before my friend called and asked me if I wanted to join them, he said they had some really good acid. At first I declined and said I had to go get dope, and since it was in the middle of the night, this would be impossible at the time. He told me not to worry, he'd take care of the opiate problem for me.
Anyway I arrived and we dropped the acid (I took 2,5 hits if I remember correctly, which was more than I had ever taken before) and everything was wonderful for like 8 hours untill something started feeling extremely wrong. I was sure this was from the opiates, so I told my friend I was sick, and what I got was a fucking subutex (you can see where this is going now eh?). I had taken subutex to get high many times before I was on heroin, however I had never actually used it for it's intended purpose which is to suppress opiate withdrawal. As such, I had no idea the immense sickness that awaited as soon as that pill dissolved under my tongue. This was the first time I managed to put myself into precipitated withdrawal with buprenorphine, and the acid most certainly did not help. It was fucking instant psychosis. The worst nightmare possible.
Whenever I feel bad these days, I think back to that day, since no matter how bad I feel, I don't think anything will ever come close to the absolute hell I went through that day.