I haven't taken MDMA/Ecstasy for around 2 years or so. In 9th-10th grade I was really big E user, and I took around 30-40 pills in 2010 alone. The last time I took it, which was about 6 months since the last time I had taken it (the 5 times I had taken it last during that period, I took 3-5 pills that were supposedly very strong, yet I didn't feel anything more than a slight tingly feeling all around my body, and I could barely keep my eyes open), and since I hadn't rolled successfully the last few times i used it, I dosed high and used a high BA ROA (approx 150-200mg plugged solution)I didn't roll, just felt a warm feeling all over my body that lasted all of about 15 minutes.
Now it's been 2 whole years since I last took MDMA or MDA or any empathogen for that matter, but during that period I've developed a high-ass tolerance to methamphetamine and most other stimulants (cocaine, d-amphetamine, and methylphenidate doesn't even work anymore, regardless of dose), to the point where i'd need around a point or two of meth snorted to get high (I've since decided to quit meth even though I wasn't a regular user, because my tolerance was getting stupidly high), and today, around 90mg of dextroamphetamine was enough to get me a little spun.
If I were to take MDMA today (I'm not going to take any today, quite possibly never again), seeing as I've been off MDMA for 2 years, would I be able to roll again? I don't mean like roll as hard as my first time, but the last few times that I actually felt something close to a roll, it felt more like dl-amphetamine with slight empathogenic qualities. There was no rush, no energy, just tingly limbs and a slight mental euphoria. Sort of like how I hear 4-FA is like. I'd like to be able to take some MDMA and feel something more akin to my first 10 rolls, which weren't nearly as good as the very first one, but they had a rush, empathogenic effects, insights, and it lasted around 3-5 hours, instead of 30 minutes, which is how long it lasted by the 15th roll or so. I've only plugged it once, which was also the only time i've ever had "molly" as opposed to the pressed tablets I was used to, and that was the last time I took MDMA (and as i said in the first paragraph, I didn't roll from plugging 2 molly capsules but simply felt very warm). If I try molly again, I will most likely use this ROA.
So, given my meth tolerance and my past abuse of MDMA, would it be possible for me to roll again? I have a connect for reasonably pure (i tested it myself) MDMA capsules, and since I'm getting some ketamine soon, and I kind of want to combine them, possibly with LSD as well, but I'm not gonna buy anything until I know that MDMA tolerance isn't forever.
It just doesn't make sense that while drugs like weed, cocaine, meth, and heroin will always retain their "magic" after a long period of abstinence, MDMA just stops working altogether (from what I've been told). I've read so many different things about MDMA tolerance, and I've seen everything from "a brief 5-day period of tolerance" to "tolerance is permanent and irreversible".
So what do you guys think? Is the "magic" gone? Is MDMA tolerance permanent? Should I wait a while until my amphetamine tolerance lowers?
If anyone can provide some reliable source that explains MDMA tolerance, that would be really helpful.
Now it's been 2 whole years since I last took MDMA or MDA or any empathogen for that matter, but during that period I've developed a high-ass tolerance to methamphetamine and most other stimulants (cocaine, d-amphetamine, and methylphenidate doesn't even work anymore, regardless of dose), to the point where i'd need around a point or two of meth snorted to get high (I've since decided to quit meth even though I wasn't a regular user, because my tolerance was getting stupidly high), and today, around 90mg of dextroamphetamine was enough to get me a little spun.
If I were to take MDMA today (I'm not going to take any today, quite possibly never again), seeing as I've been off MDMA for 2 years, would I be able to roll again? I don't mean like roll as hard as my first time, but the last few times that I actually felt something close to a roll, it felt more like dl-amphetamine with slight empathogenic qualities. There was no rush, no energy, just tingly limbs and a slight mental euphoria. Sort of like how I hear 4-FA is like. I'd like to be able to take some MDMA and feel something more akin to my first 10 rolls, which weren't nearly as good as the very first one, but they had a rush, empathogenic effects, insights, and it lasted around 3-5 hours, instead of 30 minutes, which is how long it lasted by the 15th roll or so. I've only plugged it once, which was also the only time i've ever had "molly" as opposed to the pressed tablets I was used to, and that was the last time I took MDMA (and as i said in the first paragraph, I didn't roll from plugging 2 molly capsules but simply felt very warm). If I try molly again, I will most likely use this ROA.
So, given my meth tolerance and my past abuse of MDMA, would it be possible for me to roll again? I have a connect for reasonably pure (i tested it myself) MDMA capsules, and since I'm getting some ketamine soon, and I kind of want to combine them, possibly with LSD as well, but I'm not gonna buy anything until I know that MDMA tolerance isn't forever.
It just doesn't make sense that while drugs like weed, cocaine, meth, and heroin will always retain their "magic" after a long period of abstinence, MDMA just stops working altogether (from what I've been told). I've read so many different things about MDMA tolerance, and I've seen everything from "a brief 5-day period of tolerance" to "tolerance is permanent and irreversible".
So what do you guys think? Is the "magic" gone? Is MDMA tolerance permanent? Should I wait a while until my amphetamine tolerance lowers?
If anyone can provide some reliable source that explains MDMA tolerance, that would be really helpful.
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I highly doubt that you will NEVER be able to get a good roll again, it's just not something I see happening. BUT, if you really want to do this... you might need to make some sacrifices. Stay off ALL drugs for about a month, maybe even 2 or 3 if you REALLY want to make things heal up. Maybe do some opiates, smoke some weed to pass the time.... but absolutely stay away from meth and other stimulants during that period. Make sure to exercise, get sun light and eat healthy (diet high in L-Tryptophan, check DarksidedSam's "E diet") to help speed along serotonin production.
