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Scrapguy yeah it was with beans that were tested and known to be nothing but MDMA...Shame nothing has even come close to what weve been getting lately!

And who cares if people post dose or not, its not dicksizing its part of the story just share it
 
got 150 of some gooood ol' clean beans, flipped them and ate a plethora of them (don't remember an exact amount) was feeling SOOOO much empathy for the others around me. met a new girl and thought she was the most amazing person in the world. later found out she had just gotten out of treatment, so i'd just treated an addict with TONSS of some dank beans (oh well, fuck it) the third day i had to 5x drop to roll and get slight eye wiggs which lasted only 30 mins) came out with around 1100$ ( was selling QP's of dannkkk and made side cash, wooohoo).

also one night i smoked some high quality methamphetamine and ate/snorted ~14 of very high quality beans (in a mere 4-5 hours) which threw me into a transcendental trip into another world. apparently the 7% conversion rate into MDA and the methamphetamine made me hallucinate. the television i was watching made the colors pop out of the screen and swirl like a nova of some sort. also got some persian rug effect with plenty of things. i did not blink for a solid few hours. all of this was done over a 2 year long period of abusing our precious MDMA/MDA and needless to say to this day i am unable to roll anymore. it just makes me kind of feel speedy (serotonin,dopamine,and norepinephrine receptors are fucked) while it has been 10 months since i've tried, perhaps i'll wait a bit longer to savor the magic and hopefully bring it back.
 
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In my early days of doing LSD, I did 350ug one night and got impatient when it wasn't kicking in. In hindsight, the major factor was that I had just eaten a big meal not long ago and IME this tends to delay the onset. My friend was already tripping and this only made me more impatient. I asked him if he had anymore acid and he said yeah, he had some liquid stuff. He had no concept of time because of his trip and so had no way of understanding that I hadn't waited long enough.

He told me how to navigate his home to find the liquid LSD. I found several bottles, so I just grabbed one. There wasn't much left in it anyway. The bottle said that it was weak, so I measured out a few more drops. This was a fatal error. Although the bottle was originally a weak batch, the batch was old and the acid had concentrated in the bottom. I ended up taking something like 400ug more, double my dose.

It was hell. I couldn't speak, couldn't move, couldn't do anything really. I didn't know how to eat but was starving. My friend put food in front of me and it didn't make sense. Everything was deconstructed to infinity. On top of it I was really resistant so that made the trip even harder. I remember at one point just feeling exhausted. I stretched out my arm on the floor in vain, trying to move, and my arm just melted into the floor and stretched off like a river. My friend just looked at me with pity and tried to help as best he could, but it had to run its course. The most memorable quote of that night was when I looked up at my friend from the floor while he was standing in front of me. He looked like he was 6 inches tall and standing on a mountain of carpet that went up to the ceiling. He said in a fractaling voice, "I think you did too much acid."

It took me 3 months to mentally recover from that night, and it was what brought me to Bluelight.

Lesson learned: never ask someone who is already on acid if you should do more acid, and if so how much. 8(
 
Iv never over done it on good pure, but I did once on some shitty pipes. The classic mistake of taking a second one because you dont feel the first. I didnt feel anything for an hour (more reason to believe it was some shitty pipe) so decided to take another, by the time the first one kicked in I realized I had made a huge mistake. I was just chilling with these people I just basically met (my friends friends) so it was a horrible environment. The kids were your average middle class wanna be white gangsters, just into getting fucked up. So im rolling my face off (not in a good way lol if thats possible) trying to talk to these kids and there being super reserved and keeping to themselves. HORRIBLE, I begged my friend to drive around (I was rolling, I didnt want to sit and do nothing) puked my guts out at water tower in the rain (very cliche scene lol). The comedown phase was crazy lol, I kept texting this gal pal of mine random shit. I literally felt like if i stoped texting and couldn't connect to the outside world I would die. Spoiler alert, I survived.
 
As far as the darkside lol I have a couple funny stories. Iv rolled at "the end of the world" at least twice. That first story was the night before some religious rapture. I woke up (still coming down, going crazy) and its all foggy outside, nobody around. I actually believed I got left behind for about 15 minutes lol. New years 2012 (although not december 21st I thought at the time it was basically the same thing, and end of the world talk was going around) My coked out friend told us there was a earth quake in japan (starting to freak a little lol) Then by morning (comedown) I heard sirens, and what I thought were explosions and bombs (Once again thought I was experiencing the end of the world) SPOILER ALERT!! It wasn't....
 
8 strong pills and a half g of good quality mandy.

Ooooooh suicide tuesdays wasn't even the beginning.
 
Some of you wouldnt last long on a trip to ibiza, doing mdma around 6-8 times in a 10 day holiday, plus coke, ket and stupid amounts of booze daily. Go from having the time of your life in the sun to sitting at home skint in the rain, then youll endure a true come down, and even then its nothing really to write about

Usually have to sleep with the light on for a good few days
 
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Some of you wouldnt last long on a trip to ibiza, doing mdma around 6-8 times in a 10 day holiday, plus coke, ket and stupid amounts of booze daily. Go from having the time of your life in the sun to sitting at home skint in the rain, then youll endure a true come down, and even then its nothing really to write about

Usually have to sleep with the light on for a good few days
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Holiday though init.
 
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Yeah once a year type thing, takes brain frying to a whole new level though.
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I went Ibiza last summer with my missus and didn't get on it once. Was in Amnesia asking for pills and nobody was selling, which was doing my head in cause I could see plenty of people on em. First day walking by that pool club thing on the strip thats like 70 Euros to get in and some geeza was passed out on the bench with a massive polo nose. Would of woken him up and asked where he got the ket from but thought that'd be a bit weird.

Going again next summer though, definitely getting on it
 
Worse place to try and get drugs in ibiza is in the clubs, probally sounds wierd but its a mistake everyone makes thinking its the best place, so easy to get ripped off plus a large chance most of the people in there actually bought the stuff before they went in and no one is selling. Just walk about in the day and ask all the ticket sellers you see on the beach etc they will sort it, Ive been ibiza 5 days and have always been sorted within a few hours of landing, once youve got a source like a ticket seller theyll be your "new friend" for the holiday, or just walk down the west end strip and ask the people trying to get you into the bars.

Its easy to lose it in ibiza though nights out turn into 3 day benders and whatever, believe it or not oscthebooklad a lot of people go to ibiza for the music and drugs, you can get ladies any time of the year, though they are a plus its not exactly what I go hunting for when out there
 
mattnotrik said:
Worse place to try and get drugs in ibiza is in the clubs, probally sounds wierd but its a mistake everyone makes thinking its the best place, so easy to get ripped off plus a large chance most of the people in there actually bought the stuff before they went in and no one is selling. Just walk about in the day and ask all the ticket sellers you see on the beach etc they will sort it, Ive been ibiza 5 days and have always been sorted within a few hours of landing, once youve got a source like a ticket seller theyll be your "new friend" for the holiday, or just walk down the west end strip and ask the people trying to get you into the bars.

Its easy to lose it in ibiza though nights out turn into 3 day benders and whatever, believe it or not oscthebooklad a lot of people go to ibiza for the music and drugs, you can get ladies any time of the year, though they are a plus its not exactly what I go hunting for when out there
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Yea makes sense. I saw people buying coke from the looky looky fellas and got offered by them too. Was just looking for MD and ket. Will have to ask one of the reps !
 
Never ask the lookie lookie guys lol yeah they are the worst, its all fake drugs. every single ticket seller also punts drugs, and if they dont they 100% have a friend that will, you just cant earn enough in tickets. Maybe pop over to the annual EADD ibiza thread when it reopens in 2013 :D
 
My "over doing it" story takes place on Oct 30th 2005 ... It was my first time.. We were at a house party and had been lightly drinking. I think I had, had about two shoots and maybe a few sips of things others had made. Midnight rolled around and my BF at the time said it was time and we five of us went in to the co-host bedroom. We each took a crushed blue dolphin .. I gave one of the other guys that dropped with us a back rub and it went from there.. well come 11pm the next night I had tore thru about 10 pills....at the time I felt fine, just tired and my jaw hurt.. the next day, Halloween, my favorite Holiday I could swear I was dieing.

My whole body hurt from head to toe, I had a migraine and thought of having to chew anything that pure agony. I felt "off" for at least a month after words if not longer as well. It was my first time and I did the DUMB thing and trusted the people I was with to know what they were doing since they all had a lot of experience with rolling..

I did not touch the stuff again for many many years and when I did I think we went with three tablets at the time each.. One to start, re-dose about 2 hours in and 1 more about 2 hours after that.. That was not as bad, jaw pain, head ache and sleeping it off for like 12 hours..

I figured I would add the "best" here as well and that was last year.. We had some molly, low dose, super easy come up and down but I had the feeling that I needed more to have a stronger "feeling" but I cant knock the awesome time I had
 
I don't know if it was over doing it, but after rolling for several hours with numerous top ups, my bf put the tea kettle on and when it started to whistle I "saw" the sound as colors rather than actually registering the noise. I think it's called synesthesia. I decided that I should just let myself come down after that.
 
"I over did it"

as much as i liked e i do have some experiences where i over did it that sucked hard. the first thing i thought of was my heart flapping like a butterfly. that sounds silly but i felt so light and all i could feel was my heart going against my chest. i remember worrying that it wouldn't be able to take anymore and just pop or something. i don't know if i was actually in any danger. i was young and in shape and hydrated so it might not have been any worse than riding a bike or jogging but at the time i was seriously contemplating the reality that my heart might explode; i think that counts as overdoing it. i think about that lightly but maybe that's not really funny. e has represented change in my life. it has been a catalyst in relationships and that has sometimes been jarring.

on high doses i've experienced paranoia and delusions about myself and the world around me. unfortunately life can be really mean and nasty. it's not always a safe place to be and e can weaken your defenses. you can open up to people in a vulnerable state and they can shut you down hard or even worse take advantage of you. overdoing it is relative to your surroundings and who you're with. if you're with unsafe people even rolling a little bit can be too much. on high doses i've experienced this feeling of just knowing things. like you would just know that something is true. i've been sure something was happening or someone was in danger with no logic behind it. like some ultimate truth was dawning on me but there's no such thing. in the end it's taught me not to worry about things that i can't control, watch who i interact with and the situations i put myself in, and that the world keeps on turning. no matter how high you get you come back down to earth and it will be largely unaffected no matter how profound your night was.

after doing it i've experienced bummers that i wasn't feeling like that anymore. like life should always feel like that and so ordinary everything was irritating. but that's an unrealistic attitude about life. the best attitude to have is a really easy going take life as it comes approach. like, that was fun, now this is different and that's cool. i'm trying to balance the uncomfortable experiences i've had with life lessons and wisdom. you've got to be easy going to enjoy life. don't beat yourself up and try to set realistic expectations of yourself.

after doing heavy doses and for extended periods of time i've crashed hard into a life that i didn't really like. coming down and then spending time in relationships that didn't really feel good sucks. that's what i was saying about a relationship catalyst. i wish i'd known about myself and the people around me without needing a crazy profound experience to shake me to make change but that's how it happened. my advice and what i've learned is to take people at face value. what i mean is if someone acts hardcore or like a gangster or a cruel uncaring bitch then you can pretty much expect them to play that role over time even if you have a friendship and you know them. if someone is negative and self absorbed you have to leave them and not feel bad for them; otherwise they'll drag you into their world, and it's not yours, it's theirs.. their narcissists. e has had the most impact on those types of relationships because those relationships put a hold on your emotions and dampen your feelings and the e breaks through that. what i did in my intoxicated less wise state was tell people off while i was high as fuck. i now know that with people like that you don't even need to bother. closure is something you don't really get at the end of relationships. that's something i've only learned later in life.

talking about this has really made me think. e has been my goblin king. aside from worrying about my body not being able to take it, which it always safely has, the real repercussions from doing and overdoing e has been emotional and related to relationships. the last thing i want to say about it here is that what you think is true to you at the time, but might not be true later on. it's probably relevant like the things you think and feel in a dream. the more seriously you take e and yourself the worse the repercussions.
 
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