^No offence meant guys, but I think you're talking silly. I'm pretty sure I know what you're getting at but there are probably less confusing ways to describe it. Unless you're just joking around in which case I'm being a bit dense.^
To the OP: Your thoughts are
real but they might not be entirely justified. Drug induced thoughts often deserve to be investigated, but ultimately you also sometimes have to spend a long period off drugs to guarantee staying sane. Sober thought is really the best overall, I have no doubts about that. Sometimes you won't find an answer that satisfies you until you look away and distract yourself for a while. Eventually when you come back to it things are clarified, the unimportant stuff often stripped away. And occasionally you even need to just forget about it altogether, indefinitely.
Sometimes it's only by comparing the feelings and thoughts you have experienced over a much longer time that you get a truly deep appreciation of something. Don't linger on one thing for too long at a time... You can always come back to them later.
Just lay off the chronic for a while then see how you feel. I'd give yourself at least a couple months without it. Seriously, it's not necessary. I mean this in the nicest way possible

Watch some comedy, have a couple of beers with your mates, listen to some different, fresh music, walk new streets etc etc
I think I've been in comparable mindsets to yours right now. Don't give in to the idea that thoughts alone can destroy you, if that is something that is bothering you.
If you want any more tips, just ask. Hope it was helpful.
It is good to be introspective often, but there is sometimes a thing as thinking too much over stuff... I should know, I'm particularly guilty of this, I've learned.