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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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What's up renz, Nt, sicness, lefty effie, can and everyone else?

I'm having a good day on 10mg adderall and 20mg vyvanse with subz, lyrica, and a fat blunt to the dome :)

I am at school library studying my ass off, I will be he for hours! But afterwards I'm going to reward myself with temazepam and weed :D
 
Wow bdd social fell to the second page, I've never seen such a thing! The world is surely ending on December 21, this is a bad omen.....
 
i missed a final exam today :( it was for a easy class and the final was a joke. im hoping theh teacher will let me retake the test as there are only 12 pupils in the class and he lax and understanding, but tis is the final!! omg how could i forget :( i thought it was next wednesday, not today...and that is a final! im pretty sure i have a 96 in the class but a 0 on the final will take my grade and i am really worried....plus all the othEr bullshit that happened this week! omg, i need help renz!! life is such a bitch and i dont understand why this shit happens, but it just does and i am trying to think of the positives from the other bullshit that happened this week, but then i go back to thinking i missed the final :(

i mean in the long run i know i will be okay, i am good physically like im healthy and i have no diseases and shit, but stupid fucking shit like this kill mE! i am not the first one to miss a final, but just saying it makes me cringe in anxiety and self-hatred.. fuck fuck fuck FUCK!!! god damn!!!

it is so easy to beat myself up and think of the negatives, but i cant live like that. i have to be positive, think about the good things which is ten times harder than to think of all the stupd mistakes i have made..
 
About to smoke up.

Eating a massive bowl of pasta and chicken, have a huge glass of water, some multivitamins, and then smoke a nice bowl of meth. My night is going to get cozy. ;)
 
Good for you. Allow me to ruin your thread; Nobody cares. This is blog material. Mods, please close.

Get out of here with your negativity. Allow me to ruin your post, nobody wants your negativity here. Let the mods do their job, they don't need to be told which threads do and don't need to be closed.

Kthanksbye.
 
Moving this to the BDD Social thread

In the future if anyone thinks a thread needs to be moved or closed they can always use the "report" feature - the button at the right of each post that looks like a triangle with a ! inside it - to notify the mods and then we can decide what action, if any, should be taken. There is no need to be rude and say "nobody cares" etc. It is ok to kindly and politely explain to someone that a post probably doesn't fit with the guidelines of the forum or where a better place for it might be though, like Captain Heroin did.
 
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Hey comrades...

I do think that the time is now.

Let's fight for our rights to...

Party! Do drugs! Dance as we like it! Make love! Not war!

Rock'n Roll can never die...

;)
 
Fuck Everybody who hates. Cause I personally LOVE speed, I'm about to rig some right now actually haha

By the way to any mods reading this. Is it possible to change my username? Just wondering cause I want to lol.
 
^ join staff. Only staff and crew are permitted username changes. Your other option is to abandon this one and start a new one unfortunately.
 
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