Bomb319
Bluelighter
I have been addicted to IV opiates (all kinds) for a few years on and off but mostly on. There have been many, many times where I felt I could easily and willingly quit if I just didn't have to deal with the horrible withdrawal symptoms. But knowing that to get methadone here (BC, Canada) I would have to go find a special clinic, get put on a waiting list, have to deal with assessments and crap for potentially weeks before I can feel better is a huge deterrent. It's incredibly off-putting, I can't muster the motivation, and if I'm feeling sick I would definately not be able to get the energy to do it. If I knew I could just go to a clinic, tell them the full story of my addiction (never told any doctors) and walk out of the office with a piece of paper for bupe, I would be THRILLED. I could carry on all my work, put this crap out of my mind, and at least get some time back to recover. I just can't handle the thought of waiting for weeks to get better and I fall back on buying H every time because it's a sure thing, easier and I am still well enough to get out and about. So is it the same with bupe? Do I have to resign myself to a wait of weeks, multiple visits and crap until I can even get a good starting dose?