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Im having depressions and I dont know why :(

lars90

lars90

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What can I do about them.
Hand how do I find out what their from?
Do they just stop from alone?
 
Its only been going on for a few days sense I came back to germany and felt the cold wether :/
 
I felt that way a lot at your age. What drugs do you use? I found smoking weed everyday made me depressed, and honestly at your age your hormones are just ridiculously off the wall. I get like that sometimes, but I do my best to improve my attitude each day and better myself. Do you have any hobbies you pursue?
 
lars90 said:
What can I do about them.
Hand how do I find out what their from?
Do they just stop from alone?
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You're going the right way about finding out - by asking questions. Usually a process of elimination can help.

They could stop by their own accord, or your may need to take action. The first question I would have asked would have been if there has been any major changes in your life recently, however it appears there has been - your move back to Germany from the USA. Were you depressed before you went to the USA?

Have you ever experienced depression before?

Also, are you using drugs and if yes - which drugs are you using and how often?

I'll try my best to help you if you can answer these questions. I despise depression and I can absolutely relate to how you're feeling.
 
Sounds pretty normal for a teen that has just moved across the world. In life, Some days are great, some aren't and that's just how life goes. Hope things look brighter soon.
 
badfish45 said:
I felt that way a lot at your age. What drugs do you use? I found smoking weed everyday made me depressed, and honestly at your age your hormones are just ridiculously off the wall. I get like that sometimes, but I do my best to improve my attitude each day and better myself. Do you have any hobbies you pursue?
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At my age ? your like 2 years older than I am :o -_-
Last week end I took 2 waightloss pills which ended in a disaster I was sick for 1 whole da like feeling like I was about to though up and head aches. The last time I drank or smoked weed is atleast 4 weeks ago ..


RobotRipping said:
Sounds pretty normal for a teen that has just moved across the world. In life, Some days are great, some aren't and that's just how life goes. Hope things look brighter soon.
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Oh no I just when their to visit my family. the grandma that I hardly new died and she died quit a while ago so thats not the cause im sure!
 
endlessnameless said:
You're going the right way about finding out - by asking questions. Usually a process of elimination can help.

They could stop by their own accord, or your may need to take action. The first question I would have asked would have been if there has been any major changes in your life recently, however it appears there has been - your move back to Germany from the USA. Were you depressed before you went to the USA?

Have you ever experienced depression before?

Also, are you using drugs and if yes - which drugs are you using and how often?

I'll try my best to help you if you can answer these questions. I despise depression and I can absolutely relate to how you're feeling.
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Nope

Depressions yeah I use to have them allot when I was bullied thats over though I dont take shit from people anymore ... Also when I had my crash on DXM those were the worst in the history of my life and i think they will continue to have been the worst its almost a year sinse the crash now though...

Weed sometimes and alkohol other wise look above. I made a thread on that actually 32 acedently the same look at my threads the waighloss pill ones.

thank you :)
 
i still think you just get depressed sometimes, everyone does, or most people do. Not clinically depressed but feel down, shitty, hopeless, stressed, that kind of thing. There are ups and downs in life and you have to be prepared for both. If you become hopeless, depressed, uninterested, unmotivated and suicidal for 3 months+ then it's a case of depression. If it's a few days even a few weeks, it's likely normal or related to some issue you are having in your life. Keep your head up, it will go away, all things shall pass.
 
sconnie420 said:
Feeling any better lars?
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No well to tell you the truth I cant actually tell you today because I have quit a hangover from weed and alcohol from my house party yestuday. I usally always feel depressen the next day.

I dont want to get into all these feelings stuff and explain to you waht I feel like but imk pretty sure some of you must have went though the same some piriod of your life. Its like I have everything I ever wanted but Im still not happy and I want more that I cant get. I want to go higher but I have already reached my peak. I actually just want to be happy and have fun but I feel the exsact opisite.

badfish45 said:
2 years is a surprisingly big difference with what you experience in life.
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Yeah that's true. Sorry and dont take this the wrong way cause I know your a good person :) but I have never heard that term from someone who wasent atleast 10 years older than me :D


RobotRipping: well it first felt more clinicly but now its more of a down feeling.
I guess your right but it just sucks as everyone would agree here.
Just looking for something that will ease it...
 
Damn dude, I'm sorry.. There are a lot of us here that know how ya feel.. U ever need a good vent pm me, I know depression well!
 
sconnie420 said:
Damn dude, I'm sorry.. There are a lot of us here that know how ya feel.. U ever need a good vent pm me, I know depression well!
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Thank you so much. Its graet to read these supportful replays it fills me with joy :)

ITs jsut like im not happy and no matter waht I get I wont be able to get happy. I wish I could find a way just to go back, take a trip though my memorys and find out what got me to this way of thinking. Like finding the situation that started this. There must have been something farback.
 
Honestly dude, there may not be a reason. I really didn't have a reason to be depressed I mean I had my "messed up" child hood, and hardships, I really don't have a support system, but w/ my new medication, I really feel good.. Maybe try see about getting on a medication?
Regardless, I'm here for ya k :).. I know what its like, a lot of us here do.. Some gr8 people and support in this forum..
I hope u feel better soon, hun..
 
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