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Gibberings CIX: Faulty 'y' key? Or just high?

Bored out of my fucking mind. Listening to "beat cleaver".

Shite. Even dj's are dying....
 
Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's the reason, I just worry she feels she can't tell me she's not up to it cos she thinks I'll be pissed off. I won't, I'm hell of anxious too so I understand but eh :( I do it but I just make up excuses because people never take 'sorry I'm anxious' seriously for some reason.
 
snolly said:
Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's the reason, I just worry she feels she can't tell me she's not up to it cos she thinks I'll be pissed off. I won't, I'm hell of anxious too so I understand but eh :( I do it but I just make up excuses because people never take 'sorry I'm anxious' seriously for some reason.
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Can you not say to her, "you know, if you feel you're not up to it it's OK just to tell me, I'll understand."

Easier said than done, it's taken me many years and the destruction of my one significant sexual relationship to achieve such a zen state.
 
I said that earlier but she said she was fine and all that, ah well we're getting there, I think. I need to get me that zen state haha, I'm way better than I was as a teen but the odd thing still sends me into a panic-spiral every so often!
 
When you're bound up in all the reckless abandon of 'love' it's easy to deceive yourself that you're maintaining the zen-state. It's a cruel feature of the human psyche. Whether its a flaw depends on perpective, I guess.

Which is one of many, many reasons relationships are pointless, soul-destroying shite. Except they're not, as everybody knows deep down. Otherwise, who'd bother, eh? Good luck in your romantic endeavours. :)

I'm going to delete this when I'm no longer tripping.
 
Am watching 'Heathers' on 5*. I love watching the old 80's films, reminds me of some great times where all day and night was spent with loads of friends.
Christian Slater looks so fucking young as well. Filmed before Winona Ryder got into shop lifting.
 
Explain to me what is meant by this zen state, at intricately and as colourfully as you'd like, i'm interested :) (never heard the tern and breifly googled it to come to the conclusion that its a state of absolute calm)
 
Cheers maxalfie, Heathers is one of my faves. Just tuned in

Ace soundtrack especially ... Pixies n everything
 
SamhainGrim said:
When you're bound up in all the reckless abandon of 'love' it's easy to deceive yourself that you're maintaining the zen-state. It's a cruel feature of the human psyche. Whether its a flaw depends on perpective, I guess.

Which is one of many, many reasons relationships are pointless, soul-destroying shite. Except they're not, as everybody knows deep down. Otherwise, who'd bother, eh? Good luck in your romantic endeavours. :)

I'm going to delete this when I'm no longer tripping.
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quoted for posterity.

You're quite coherent for a surprised tripper. How is the 25i? First time with it?
 
ColourfulKronos said:
fewkinghal half asleep and gouched and just ate a cigarette half rolled as i was dreaming i had a packet of quavers in my hand?
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fucking genuine lol, and again, and again =D

snolly said:
Girl has stood me up so I'm currently sat in me room about to roll a joint. Wouldn't mind if she'd tell me cos I know she's got bad social anxiety but said up until 6pm that she'd be here and not a word since
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lots of people been there snolly, i was like that for a while, always finding any excuse, or not even bothering to find an excuse, just hide, rather than go OUT :( . Thing is, you can be sympathetic, but she might just keep letting you down and making you feel like shite. She might get better soon. Or she might take ages to get round to sorting her head out. Can you wait? Is she worth it?
 
Definitely not the first time, no. And I usually cope quite well with BL while tripping; it's weird.

Bear in mind I have diazepam, alprazolam and buprenorphine in the mix, but it's safe to say I'm feeling much better than a single bloke with depressive tendencies stuck indoors on a Saturday night should feel. :)
 
Good film eh Marmz,I really look back on the 1980's fondly now. Its only now I realise how many cool films, music etc that we had in that decade.
 
Mailmonkey said:
fucking genuine lol, and again, and again =D



lots of people been there snolly, i was like that for a while, always finding any excuse, or not even bothering to find an excuse, just hide, rather than go OUT :( . Thing is, you can be sympathetic, but she might just keep letting you down and making you feel like shite. She might get better soon. Or she might take ages to get round to sorting her head out. Can you wait? Is she worth it?
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I think I can wait, for now anyway <3 Properly loved up, ha.

She's decided to come along anyway, bit worried as I've just been outside to check on things only to find the lawn half alight and some guy pissing on it.

Hm.
 
I watched Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter last night, shit.

One thing that seriuously annoys me about the movie industry is this, they have enough money to produce the works of dreams, there are no limits anymore, no bounds. They probably have hundred of talented writers and literally thousands upon thousands of books, comics they could use for inspiration. Yet all we have is this pathetic sequel culture in which the same few formats get redone and redone.

Why keep on flogging the dead horse of Star Wars, invent something new, a new universe mythology, history, characters, everything.

I'm not going to watch any more films or tv series involving zombies, vampires, Tolkienn shit or werewolfs.
 
Well said, there are so many amazing sci fi books which would make fantastic films. Brian Aldiss's Hothouse and Larry Niven's Ringworld to name but two, and both authors have a whole load more first class material.
 
Fuck sake bcf. Sorry to hear that. Get a good legal representative. And tell me you said "no comment".
 
My solicitor said (paraphrasing) "if they've got enough to fuck you, they will. If they haven't, they won't. Either way, why give them more than what they've got?"


Fortunately for me I was stone cold sober at the interview, and I had a moment to speak to my brief.
 
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