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Bluelighter
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I'm addicted to kratom.
A lot of people try to get "high" off kratom but I have found that it's really hard to do such a thing. That's not what I use kratom for anyways.
I used kratom on and off for 3 years now, and when I'm "on," I use every day, once or twice a day. I consider myself a person who truly appreciates the subtlety and nuances of the drug, and I use it solely for the antidepressant/mood lifting properties. It gives me energy at work, lifts my spirits, and gets me through a tough day. And it does so better than other drugs that knock me into oblivion.
However, I have found through my years of various drug use the concept of yin and yang. If something "works" for you, it's going to be hard to get off, regardless of how "soft" of a drug it is.
Now to the point. When I was on kratom, I found myself full of energy. Physical energy mostly. I got stuff done. I was happy, content in my head, but on the outside it was a different story. On kratom I am soft spoken, slow, and without my sense of cunning. I am content to the point of submissiveness. My memory becomes jaded.
Then, when the drug has worn off, I am lethargic and apathetic. Extremely depressed. I'm done with this cycle that is hindering my goals in life. When I am off drugs I'm an alpha male, quick with my words, intelligent, and aggressive. With kratom I'm hopelessly satiated.
This thread is meant for me to get this off of my chest; I require no personal validation. However, please don;t "one up" me with more hardcore drugs, as this is not the purpose of the thread. I've had a realization and I want to see if others relate.
Thanks.
A lot of people try to get "high" off kratom but I have found that it's really hard to do such a thing. That's not what I use kratom for anyways.
I used kratom on and off for 3 years now, and when I'm "on," I use every day, once or twice a day. I consider myself a person who truly appreciates the subtlety and nuances of the drug, and I use it solely for the antidepressant/mood lifting properties. It gives me energy at work, lifts my spirits, and gets me through a tough day. And it does so better than other drugs that knock me into oblivion.
However, I have found through my years of various drug use the concept of yin and yang. If something "works" for you, it's going to be hard to get off, regardless of how "soft" of a drug it is.
Now to the point. When I was on kratom, I found myself full of energy. Physical energy mostly. I got stuff done. I was happy, content in my head, but on the outside it was a different story. On kratom I am soft spoken, slow, and without my sense of cunning. I am content to the point of submissiveness. My memory becomes jaded.
Then, when the drug has worn off, I am lethargic and apathetic. Extremely depressed. I'm done with this cycle that is hindering my goals in life. When I am off drugs I'm an alpha male, quick with my words, intelligent, and aggressive. With kratom I'm hopelessly satiated.
This thread is meant for me to get this off of my chest; I require no personal validation. However, please don;t "one up" me with more hardcore drugs, as this is not the purpose of the thread. I've had a realization and I want to see if others relate.
Thanks.
