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Pagey

Pagey

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Hey - so this is a bit of a pointless thread I suppose but I just wanted to say how thankful I am for everyone on TDS who's helped me in the past few months. I'm sure most of you know nothing about me whatsoever but all that matters is that I don't know what would have happened to me, or rather what I would have done to myself, were it not for the community here. I've been feeling like I'm back at the starting line, that is to say I've been feeling the same as when I tried to commit suicide a few months ago, before I tried everything to move past those thoughts. I don't know if that makes sense, I'm not in a good state of mind right now. Anyway all I wanted to say is even though I'm not well now, I know I have you people here to help me through it and that makes me feel a hell of a lot better. And thank you even to those who haven't helped me specifically, for being a general part of TDS. From the bottom of my heart, thank you
 
I know how you feel. Even though they are, for the most part, complete strangers they can and do help. If you ever need another voice pm me. I may not get back fast, but I always will.
TDS has and will continue to help. This (bl) is the best forum I've ever been on. Total random people willing to offer advice on whatever the subject may be.
I hope things improve for you as well as everyone on this site.
Keep your skates on the ice and your stick on the at the ready and one day you will score a goal. Who knows, it may be the game changer :)
 
It's not pointless at all. Think it's clear to say that a lot in here are rooting for you Pagey. Believe in yourself pet...it's hard but that is all We got, a belief in ourselves and others; those who are worthy of our time and energy, so that we can return the favour and all will be plentiful. Vent your vitriol and use your anger to fuel your energy and personal power- be wise with these energies-they can mend you or break you, depending on the respect that you give to yourself(and knowledge/wisdom/compassion) you seek; this is why its so important to foster a healthy life for yourself and to be kind; so you can use your fuel wisely. ;)<3 Be kind to yourself, be strong and be wise and most of all be Compassionate. Learn to live and live to learn-in any order. ;)<3

There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.
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~Stacye Carter



It's not corny if it's fukin true.
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The Warden said:
I know how you feel. Even though they are, for the most part, complete strangers they can and do help. If you ever need another voice pm me. I may not get back fast, but I always will.
TDS has and will continue to help. This (bl) is the best forum I've ever been on. Total random people willing to offer advice on whatever the subject may be.
I hope things improve for you as well as everyone on this site.
Keep your skates on the ice and your stick on the at the ready and one day you will score a goal. Who knows, it may be the game changer :)
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privatestock1988 said:
thank u too pagey
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Asclepius said:
It's not pointless at all. Think it's clear to say that a lot in here are rooting for you Pagey. Believe in yourself pet...it's hard but that is all We got, a belief in ourselves and others; those who are worthy of our time and energy, so that we can return the favour and all will be plentiful. Vent your vitriol and use your anger to fuel your energy and personal power- be wise with these energies-they can mend you or break you, depending on the respect that you give to yourself(and knowledge/wisdom/compassion) you seek; this is why its so important to foster a healthy life for yourself and to be kind; so you can use your fuel wisely. ;)<3 Be kind to yourself, be strong and be wise and most of all be Compassionate. Learn to live and live to learn-in any order. ;)<3
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PriestTheyCalledHim said:
I'm glad you are feeling better.
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Tude said:
Pagey, you're awesome!

Don't ever forget that.
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Thanks guys, I really appreciate it :) <3 (and yes Asclepius - it is fuckin corny ;) but I like it all the same! )

tripnotyzm said:
Go Pagey!! We must chat more :)
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We should trip, you seem like a really cool guy!
 
Pagey, you came into TDS a short time ago and the reason that so many people here care about you and are rooting for you is that are quite simply, a beautiful human being. No matter what you are going through personally (and that is more than any young girl should ever have to) you are there to give support and empathy to everyone else that is having a hard time. I have literally seen you post that you are feeling so low that you are feeling suicidal feelings return and in the same day post replies to other people encouraging them to have hope and faith in themselves--and helping them to regain it! So many of us here are years older than you (some of us more than others;)) and we are the beneficiaries of your wisdom and your positivity. It is no fluke that we all feel great affection for you, that we care deeply about your success in battling your demons, that we want nothing short of watching whatever world you find yourself in to get to know the Pagey we know, and love, because you deserve that. You have a great big beautiful life in front of you and I for one benefit greatly from watching you navigate it with grace and humor and heart. You started this thread to thank others but I am not alone in wanting to thank you for all you give. Tu es magnifique à l'intérieur et à l'extérieur, cherie.<3
 
I just wanna give a whole load of love to Herbavore, I'm still plucking up the courage to reply to your message, I will defo soon it's still hard to talk about... But you give me a lot of hope. You are a truly wonderful person. <3<3<3
 
herbavore said:
Pagey, you came into TDS a short time ago and the reason that so many people here care about you and are rooting for you is that are quite simply, a beautiful human being. No matter what you are going through personally (and that is more than any young girl should ever have to) you are there to give support and empathy to everyone else that is having a hard time. I have literally seen you post that you are feeling so low that you are feeling suicidal feelings return and in the same day post replies to other people encouraging them to have hope and faith in themselves--and helping them to regain it! So many of us here are years older than you (some of us more than others;)) and we are the beneficiaries of your wisdom and your positivity. It is no fluke that we all feel great affection for you, that we care deeply about your success in battling your demons, that we want nothing short of watching whatever world you find yourself in to get to know the Pagey we know, and love, because you deserve that. You have a great big beautiful life in front of you and I for one benefit greatly from watching you navigate it with grace and humor and heart. You started this thread to thank others but I am not alone in wanting to thank you for all you give. Tu es magnifique à l'intérieur et à l'extérieur, cherie.<3
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herbavore, thank you so much for that. You have no idea how much it means to me that you think those things and I really needed to hear it tonight. I owe you so much and I'm really happy and touched to hear that you think I've had a positive influence here on TDS. I had a very difficult day but this made me feel so much better. <3
 
Just bumping my thread to extend a special thanks real quick to the TDS mods. All of you guys have helped me so much and countless others on here. I could go on about that for ages but I think it's more powerful if it's contained in just a few words. I really owe you guys a lot.
 
Pagey said:
Just bumping my thread to extend a special thanks real quick to the TDS mods. All of you guys have helped me so much and countless others on here. I could go on about that for ages but I think it's more powerful if it's contained in just a few words. I really owe you guys a lot.
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right on - I don't do it enough but mods here put in time and a lot of effort dealing with a buncha shit I'm sure more than I am aware. I also would like to thank them :) you guys are doing stand up job.
 
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