i just watched that video of the tattoo again and couldnt help but laugh my ass off at that dumb bitch
who seriously would think of that?
i thought it was halarious
and in a really fucked up way, kinda hot
im mean im not sure id wanna be with a girl with a star tattoo'd around her butthole, call me judgemental and i respect her for getting it but if i was banging her doggy style or tried to stick it in her but and saw that i think i would prob just think to myself this chick is such a skank i need to get outta here
and i know thats really judgemental and i dont have anything girls with tats, but even tramp stamps make me think twice about certain girls
having said that if this were a different life n i became romantically attracted to a girl who happened to have a butthole tat or a tramp stamp i wouldnt be so superficial that i wouldnt have sex with her but as it stands now if i didnt know anything about a girl n she was dtf but i knew she had a butthole or tramp stamp i would definately have to consider it longer
so last night i got stupid and was rolling and took my initial dose n then when i was pretty much peaking i decided to rail a little more, initially after that first pick me up i was in total and utter bliss, i know a said a few weeks ago was the best roll of my life but last night early on surpassed that
however, the fiend in me took over n i just wanted to hold on to that feeling n kept taking more bumps n eventually went through 400mg of molly that i had gotten rocked off of only 98mg weeks before. it was good but also just a waste cuz i never got back to where i wanted to be n i was almost tripping out, like i felt good and felt normal (kinda, def rolling) but i began to see so many tracers n shit that i kept feeling like my girlfriend was walking around down stairs n i was kinda having conversations with her and id reach out for her n then realize she wasnt there, n the dog wasnt here last night but i kept seeing a pile of pellows n blankets n went to pet the dog n would realize it wasnt her, i saw tracers of someone walking into the kitchen or up the stairs n after awhile i went up to the bedroom and kinda just stormed in and said "thanks for not saying good night to me baby" and she ripped off her sleeping mask n was like what the fuck are you talking about, its 6:30 in the morning n i went to bed 3 hours ago n you have been loud as shit and stuff n then it hit me, "damn i really am seeing n imagining shit"
anyways it was a very nice roll, me n my girl had very good dialogue, from about 10:30 to 3:00 when she went to bed i just got outta hand n didnt want it to stop n it was a wild night to say the least
good thing is this stuff is so pure n good that i dont even feel that bad today just tired from the molly and also from the xanax i took ~7:00am
but i decided i would be more responsible this time around so i went n got another gram of this molly, some more xanax powder and even a few blotters of L that im really stoked about cuz i hear bout people with 'L' all the time but i dont buy any cuz i dont trust most of these kids with 'L' cuz if i wanted rcs id order em myself, but this dude is extremely legit n knows his stuff well