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smoked with friends and played mario kart....that game is soooooo fun when your blazed as fuck. haha vaping and drank 2 nice beers so far.
 
I'm blitzed and buzzing on my benzo/opioid combo. Smoked about .5 g's medical to the dome in no time at all. I only hit the herb every once and a while, just to give perspective
 
disappointly sober :p

buzzin on some tasty DIPAs and skoal

I'll be good to do all the drugs I want in a month or so, jealous of everyone posting in this thread!
 
75mg Pregabalin with ~0.8mg bupre

Bupre works wonders for me now-a-days, Ive had the chunk for like the whole week and wanted to have a nice Saturday and no booze for a change.

And it makes me super motivated & happy, almost manic-like-ish 8o
 
SirTophamHat said:
WTF I am real sorry to hear about that Carl :( I hope things work themselves out for you. Bummer and a half about your friend, I hope it wasn't your spontaneous run buddy?...
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Thanks man, I appreciate the sentiment. The friend wasn't my running buddy/partner in crime character that I've mentioned before. I would totally lose my shit if it was him. That would actually effect my day-to-day life since I usually see him a few times a week. The friend that passed was a track buddy, just not the one I've mentioned on here before. As far as track and athletics go, he was on another level from me, breaking school records in high school and then going on to compete for a D1 university. Of all my friends the one that passed used the least amount of illicit drugs. I think he only smoked weed 2 or 3 times (ever) and he would go out drinking, but usually not more than 1-2 times a week. He was suffering from depression and I guess he felt really alone in his last days/weeks. So sad seeing all the people that loved and cared about him at his wake & funeral, every person would have been there for him. Sad that he felt so alone and felt like he couldn't reach out. A mutual friend of ours flew all the way home from Japan to attend the funeral. I didn't even know he was coming back until I saw him there. That tore me up seeing him. Really touching that he came out like that.



Sort of self destructed earlier in the night. Had a good time getting a few drinks with the friend that is back from Japan. He's leaving in a few days again so we were just catching up and talking about our friend that passed. It sucks that he lives on the other side of the fucking world now. Well it's good for him, he seems happy and he has a woman over there, but it's not like I could drive up and see him for the weekend ya know? Anywho, when I came home I was pretty drunk and then shot up about 2.5 bags.

I think I sort of blacked out or something for a while. I punched myself in the face for some reason a number of times and I kept accidentally walking into this wall, which would have been funny if I was watching myself or saw a video of myself. I know at one point I was doing as many pushups as I could until I couldn't move my arms aanymore. I don't know, I think I was trying to feel something, but I think I'm just losing it too.

Feel like I "woke up" a little while ago, so I'm not sure if I passed out for a while or what, but I lost all of 5am. Like it was 4:50am and then it was 6:07am. So then I did a small shot that came from scraping out a number of bags and am now toking some herb at 7:10am. I'm not ruling out an alien abduction to account for my time loss.
 
Sorry to hear about your friend. :(

Ive been prescribed with orphenadrin cause my shoulders are radiating to my head somehow and the right side of my occipital has been numb for weeks now.
Experiences with this muscle relaxant, anyone? Does it potentiate opi's and so on?
 
Shit, I'm sorry to hear about your friend Carl, my condolences.

ot: 200mg tramadol xr a few hours ago. Pretty mellow.
 
Carl Landrover said:
Thanks man, I appreciate the sentiment. The friend wasn't my running buddy/partner in crime character that I've mentioned before. I would totally lose my shit if it was him. That would actually effect my day-to-day life since I usually see him a few times a week. The friend that passed was a track buddy, just not the one I've mentioned on here before. As far as track and athletics go, he was on another level from me, breaking school records in high school and then going on to compete for a D1 university. Of all my friends the one that passed used the least amount of illicit drugs. I think he only smoked weed 2 or 3 times (ever) and he would go out drinking, but usually not more than 1-2 times a week. He was suffering from depression and I guess he felt really alone in his last days/weeks. So sad seeing all the people that loved and cared about him at his wake & funeral, every person would have been there for him. Sad that he felt so alone and felt like he couldn't reach out. A mutual friend of ours flew all the way home from Japan to attend the funeral. I didn't even know he was coming back until I saw him there. That tore me up seeing him. Really touching that he came out like that.



Sort of self destructed earlier in the night. Had a good time getting a few drinks with the friend that is back from Japan. He's leaving in a few days again so we were just catching up and talking about our friend that passed. It sucks that he lives on the other side of the fucking world now. Well it's good for him, he seems happy and he has a woman over there, but it's not like I could drive up and see him for the weekend ya know? Anywho, when I came home I was pretty drunk and then shot up about 2.5 bags.

I think I sort of blacked out or something for a while. I punched myself in the face for some reason a number of times and I kept accidentally walking into this wall, which would have been funny if I was watching myself or saw a video of myself. I know at one point I was doing as many pushups as I could until I couldn't move my arms aanymore. I don't know, I think I was trying to feel something, but I think I'm just losing it too.

Feel like I "woke up" a little while ago, so I'm not sure if I passed out for a while or what, but I lost all of 5am. Like it was 4:50am and then it was 6:07am. So then I did a small shot that came from scraping out a number of bags and am now toking some herb at 7:10am. I'm not ruling out an alien abduction to account for my time loss.
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I feel the pain but in a more serious matter. My father died just recently. No signs of this came. Its been about two weeks and Im still shocked. I cant believe hes gone. When I was a junk tank he helped me out so much it hurts to think about. One day inparticular I was covered in sweat shivering and he came in my room and just said this isnt going to work in short words and asked how much money I needed to get whatever I needed. He bought rigs for me. I feel ashamed talking him into it. Im pretty ashamed that the last time I talked to him was on his birthday then a few weeks later he wakes up looking bloated or bigger in the belly than normal. He dropped due to an enlarged heart. I never thought I would see a family member whos not even over 60 dead in a coffin now six feet deep.


Pills Weed Alcohol to kill my pains for now.

My life has shattered. I wanted to hug my Dad in the coffin but it scared me. It was scary, very traumatic. I managed to kiss my dads forehead before the closed the casket. It felt like leather

I am currently trying to get my shit together get out of here and get back in school where I belong which I now have the opportunity to go back and patch up my wrong doings in school in the past. I have to do something or this is just gonna make me a messier mess than I was before this happened.
 
It can never be easy to lose one of your parents. I can't understand what you must be going through so I won't pretend I do. Instead I'll offer you my sincere condolences.

I also wish you good luck with getting your shit together.
 
I'm feeling pretty good, been sniffing bags all day long, just finished my second glass of wine, and just now catching a nod... oh, man, and we still got plenty of bags left. I think we're going to run out and pick up some xanax real quick to top it all off lol
 
I think I will take today as a sober one, I need a mini break anyways. There are other things to do tonight anyways. I'll probably end up drinking beer and watching football tonight though.
 
Took a bong rip outta my new 90 degree ash catcher....hits sooooo smooth....ha now I just gotta wait for my new bong to arrive!.=D
 
PillToChill said:
It can never be easy to lose one of your parents. I can't understand what you must be going through so I won't pretend I do. Instead I'll offer you my sincere condolences.

I also wish you good luck with getting your shit together.
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Thanks, And yes no one really has a clue how much shit hits the fan with you mentally and physically after you lose a parent. One you were just starting to become good friends with. One you didn't give a chance too much. I have the worse guilt. This has been the first time in three years I felt like getting soke heroin and just saying fuck it all. I cant though. Chicago is a lonely city when your spun. I don't feel like elaborating anymore.


I think I do want to go and be a Good Psychiatrist, A Vet especially. I have many ideas I just know art is a hobbie for me not a career. I want to make my Mom proud. I have told her me life story.......I owe her so much. I owe my Dad.


Well Its looking like I may be going for another doobie or hash hit.
 
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