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MDMA - will I have a bad trip if my GF breaks up with me when I'm peaking?

rizmatter said:
'Now' ,,,, 'Definitely'
Nice facepalm
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Spelling pendants are the most retardedly elitist bunch of people ever, have you considered for a moment that I might be dyslexic or that english might not be my first language? Neither those are the case, I've just never been good with the written language and always sucked at essays and stuff of that nature, luckily intelligence isn't measured by spelling competitions and I'm good at plenty of other things, for example not being a dick.
 
Quick and simple, don't do it.

Believe it or not, I dropped two E's periodically throughout the night (at the time the GF was not suppose to be where I was too) so I figured it was alright considering we were in a really really rough patch due to me cheating on her.

Sure enough, she shows up, starts showing me texts from another guy in spite of what i done to her I would imagine. This sent me into the worst two years of my life that i'm still trying to pull myself out of. That night fucked my head up so bad I was diagnosed with PTSD.

I had insomnia for 8 months following that night that I never had before hand.
 
Okami said:
Spelling pendants are the most retardedly elitist bunch of people ever
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Nice immediate generalisation there. I'm not a 'spelling pendant' at all - i'm merely waving my right to comeback at someone on the internetz; someone who decides to remark something 'intellectually superior' against me - yet spills something entirely ironic.
 
rizmatter said:
Nice immediate generalisation there. I'm not a 'spelling pendant' at all - i'm merely waving my right to comeback at someone on the internetz; someone who decides to remark something 'intellectually superior' against me - yet spills something entirely ironic.
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I wasn't remarking in a way that can be taken as a claim to intellectual superiority, I was simply calling you out on being a cunt. Making no inferences into your intelligence whatsoever just commenting on your childish immaturity demonstrated by the way you deal with people you don't agree with. "Ironically" (I'm not entirely convinced you know what that word actually means) you made a "immediate generalisation" based on absolutely no knowledge about my intelligence whilst my assumption of your pedantry was based from a post where you were being pedantic....

Look, if you feel the need to randomly insult people without explaining why and merely writing lowbrow statements such as "Get fucked piggy" I don't think you can lay claim to any moral or intellectual high ground to which you so desperately cling to. I'm not going to reply to you anymore because this is of topic, your clearly douche and just one big waste of my time.
 
Why would you waste an experience around someone who even brings this possibility to light?
 
rizmatter said:
Aww little forum cherubs.
You need people like me. You need people like me so you can point your fuckin' fingers and say, "That's the bad guy."
;)
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I just found that line funny. Don't even know what you two initially were arguing about.
 
It was a total disaster. Worst mistake of my life and as usual, I never listen lol.

Well... because I took MDMA at that party, everyone saw I was acting really weird and shit. I found her crying somewhere in the backyard, away from all the people. While I was peaking, she said she didn't feel good being in that relationship.

She talked to me and made me realize how drugs were fucking up my life and she was the only person who made me quit. I told her that and now, things are still fucked in my relationship but they're getting better. If I hadn't dropped at that party, I would have not had that chat with her and I'd have not had that revelation about how drugs were fucking me up. So I guess everything happens for a reason.

Stuff got very dramatic in my relationship with her since I posted this thread, but it's late and I'm not going to go into details, maybe tomorrow.

After the breakup-talk in the MIDDLE of my peak, it totally changed the trip. If I was euphoric before, after I saw her crying and talked to her, the music SUCKED. I can't listen to many of the songs from that night. I had fucking closed-eyed visuals of her face & shit.
At first I though something was wrong with my MDMA, but this was very clean MDMA that I took before.

It's amazing how something like this can change your trip. From heaven to hell in just a few minutes. I could not have any more fun after seeing her cry. :(

down508 said:
There will be more parties. There may not however be more girls like this one.
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Wish I had listened... she is indeed special :(
 
this exact situation happened to me. It was a horrific experience. I broke down into a full on panic attack, and probably should have been given something at the time to bring me down. You don't want to experience significant loss while you are amp'd up like that. Its like putting on your bathing suit, sun tan lotion, sunglasses, and jumping into a pool of ice water.
 
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