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Can't have fun doing anything, thinking about taking a month's break.or once a week?

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a year ago or more i drank mdma a few times a week for a good 2 months or more
nowadays im not doing it anymore since i made my commitment to do it once a year
but i still feel weird, i dont feel like doing much so i dont and i barely have fun doing anything
I smoke a lot but even that isnt So fun anymore, maybe because soon i wont be able to afford it
I was thinking.. either the low sarotonin levels fucked me up somehow, or its just the smoking
so ive decided to stop smoking until next month and see if i still dont start working eventhough i want to and need to
what would you say, would it do better to smoke no weed/hash at all that month? Or will i still be more as clearheaded if i only smoke it one night every week?
 
well if you're not having fun doing anything that sounds a pretty serious mental issue, and i've found drugs usually don't help in getting my head straight again, so i'd advise no drugs until you're feeling yourself again. can you talk to your doctor or get any kind of counselling or something like that? it would be worth looking in to.
 
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well if you're not having fun doing anything that sounds a pretty serious mental issue, and i've found drugs usually don't help in getting my head straight again, so i'd advise no drugs until you're feeling yourself again. can you talk to your doctor or get any kind of counselling or something like that? it would be worth looking in to.
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but maybe it could just be the chronic use of weed? would you say it will be better getting checked after a weed free month?
 
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once you have had a peak of enjoyment from drugs.. for the rest of your life when you feel good your brain will compare it to that peak (ultimate happy bliss) you had before. You may never reach it again. Normal life is boring which is good it takes along time to forget how you felt high... and your going to feel kinda bland for years ... I would quit drugs for 2 years at least let your brain return to normal and normal pathways to developed and just ... push through the bad.. it gets better but it takes along long time.
 
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