This morning I had 50mg tetrazepam, it has pretty much worn off. Just took 250mg ethylmorfine on top of the 200mg tramadol xr I took in the late afternoon. Maybe I'll take an ambien to put me to sleep tonight as I haven't slept in 3 days and before that my sleep hasn't been that great either.
Yo dude, unless you find that each time you raise a dose the next time you withdraw becomes that much harder then I'd really recommend that. Ambien is specifically marketed for sleep, and I quote: "Unlike the benzodiazepines, zolpidem has less or no disruption of sleep architecture. It does not interfere with sleep stages 3 and 4, nor does it decrease rapid-eye-movement (REM) sleep" http://www.emedexpert.com/compare/sleeping-pills.shtml (the exception being temazepam). Its very effective for at least short term use. No need to prolong your pain and induce any trauma is there? But I'd be really careful about developing a substitute addiction with opiates/opioids. Maybe an SSRI could help with your anxiety? Regardless, I can tell you that if you haven't slept in three days then you're doing more damage not getting sleep than you would taking 10 or so mg of Ambien.
I don't like to post how high I am in this thread because I really don't want to abuse drugs any more and it triggers later use, but there is still apart of me that wants to get fucking high all the time. Its funny because I still check this thread like all the time; I think it keeps me from going under. But no disrespect to anyone; I totally respect your decision to use, and want everyone to have just as many/much drugs as they desire, just if you don't want to anymore then pm me or post (as anonymous even) in the dark side and people such as my lame self will be there to help

Edit: Saw that post, word.