F.U.B.A.R.
Bluelight Crew
Hi all,
I've come here cap in hand to ask for help with my current predicament.
Although I have extensive experience with most drugs of abuse, alcohol is the one I know least about
Over the last 3 years or so, my drinking has escalated from 1 or 2 glasses of vodka per night, to at least 1 x 700ml bottle per day. This has been a very gradual progression which started with me ceasing IVing heroin, but was accelerated when I lost my job in October last year. I also lost my mother that month, so my drinking increased to a bottle of vodka per day. I am also on methadone maintenance at 60mg/day for my heroin addiction.
The weird thing is that I very rarely suffer any sort of hangover/withdrawal from alcohol. Several weeks ago, I went 6 days straight with no booze, and all I suffered were some hot flushes and slight anxiety (which I'm prone to anyway). This was a walk in the park compared to what I have experienced from even mild opiate addiction. Unfortunately, I am finding it ever more difficult to go without a drink, though this ability does vary from time to time. Sometimes I get up in the morning and start dry heaving for a few minutes - especially if I think about having some booze. I take this to mean that my body is rejecting the alcohol, and if I ever get used to this then full blown physical addiction will ensue. Other times I wake up feeling absolutely fine, but this is when my inner voice says 'go on, have a drink, you know you'll feel better. You don't need it, but what the hell....'
Although I am very concerned with my current level of drinking, it seems that the thought of going without a drink is actually worse than not having a drink.
To cut a long story short, I realise I have a serious problem, but it doesn't seem to be that physical yet. So my first question is: Is the methadone helping me to not suffer significant alcohol withdrawals? Does methadone have any GABA agonist activity which could explain this?
This brings me to the point of this post. I have ordered 10 x 1mg tablets of Etizolam, with a view to stopping drinking as soon as they arrive and getting through the worst of any withdrawals which may ensue by using these.
Does anyone know what the best way of utilising these would be? Should I just take 1mg/day for 10 days, or start off on the first day with 2 or 3mg and taper down quickly. I believe that 5 days should be enough to get over any physical withdrawals - or am I mistaken. Do you think 10mg will be enough? I don't want to order too many because of my addictive nature, but if you think more are needed, this isn't a problem.
All thoughts and opinions would be gratefully received. Thanks for your time.
Cheers..
I've come here cap in hand to ask for help with my current predicament.
Although I have extensive experience with most drugs of abuse, alcohol is the one I know least about
Over the last 3 years or so, my drinking has escalated from 1 or 2 glasses of vodka per night, to at least 1 x 700ml bottle per day. This has been a very gradual progression which started with me ceasing IVing heroin, but was accelerated when I lost my job in October last year. I also lost my mother that month, so my drinking increased to a bottle of vodka per day. I am also on methadone maintenance at 60mg/day for my heroin addiction.
The weird thing is that I very rarely suffer any sort of hangover/withdrawal from alcohol. Several weeks ago, I went 6 days straight with no booze, and all I suffered were some hot flushes and slight anxiety (which I'm prone to anyway). This was a walk in the park compared to what I have experienced from even mild opiate addiction. Unfortunately, I am finding it ever more difficult to go without a drink, though this ability does vary from time to time. Sometimes I get up in the morning and start dry heaving for a few minutes - especially if I think about having some booze. I take this to mean that my body is rejecting the alcohol, and if I ever get used to this then full blown physical addiction will ensue. Other times I wake up feeling absolutely fine, but this is when my inner voice says 'go on, have a drink, you know you'll feel better. You don't need it, but what the hell....'
Although I am very concerned with my current level of drinking, it seems that the thought of going without a drink is actually worse than not having a drink.
To cut a long story short, I realise I have a serious problem, but it doesn't seem to be that physical yet. So my first question is: Is the methadone helping me to not suffer significant alcohol withdrawals? Does methadone have any GABA agonist activity which could explain this?
This brings me to the point of this post. I have ordered 10 x 1mg tablets of Etizolam, with a view to stopping drinking as soon as they arrive and getting through the worst of any withdrawals which may ensue by using these.
Does anyone know what the best way of utilising these would be? Should I just take 1mg/day for 10 days, or start off on the first day with 2 or 3mg and taper down quickly. I believe that 5 days should be enough to get over any physical withdrawals - or am I mistaken. Do you think 10mg will be enough? I don't want to order too many because of my addictive nature, but if you think more are needed, this isn't a problem.
All thoughts and opinions would be gratefully received. Thanks for your time.
Cheers..
