Dunno man... yea I weighed up a 120mg crystal rock and bombed it. Previously i'd dabbled crushed up crystals, maybe this made a difference, i'd doubt it though.
Yesterday i had to drive home and was really struggling to concentrate and had 'heavy' feelings on my head/brain. Felt a bit down today but ok, similarly down to alcohol hangovers I get.
When I was rolling I got the eyes in the back of the head and anxiety on the come-up - things i never got beforehand. A girl, also coming up, held my hand, re-assured me and we hugged and kissed which was cool but I felt such a strong bond if she wasn't in site I was tangled again. I needed people with me all night and it just wasn't happening... Some people gave me bad vibes cause i looked so fucked and it ruined it. I'm still so pissed off how things like that killed the euphoria
Made me realise how good hardcore crowds are and the importance of a good crowd of rollers who understand MDMA.