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What are you craving? v. Feel Good Hit of the Summer

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Rabidrabbit said:
I really want some fucking heroin right now...

Motherfucker.

I am 99% sure I lost my job today due to tardiness... FUCK. I can't do anything right.

Might as well starting shooting up too, right? Who gives a fuck. I can't do anything right. Might as well do dope correctly. FUCK.
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NO!! dont do it! stay strong, there is no need to ruin your life! please, dont do that to yourself, you deserve better from yourself.
 
Rabidrabbit said:
I really want some fucking heroin right now...

Motherfucker.

I am 99% sure I lost my job today due to tardiness... FUCK. I can't do anything right.

Might as well starting shooting up too, right? Who gives a fuck. I can't do anything right. Might as well do dope correctly. FUCK.
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Ah fuck that really blew high :(. I know the feeling i've been there before but please don't start shooting dope that'll just
make things worse. After the anger and self-hate wears off maybe use this opportunity to do something positive like quit dope for a long time or volunteer? I dunno just some thoughts. You'll get back on your feet in no time...maybe you'll even find something better, cashier isn't the greatest job in the world of anything.
 
Rabidrabbit said:
I really want some fucking heroin right now...

Motherfucker.

I am 99% sure I lost my job today due to tardiness... FUCK. I can't do anything right.

Might as well starting shooting up too, right? Who gives a fuck. I can't do anything right. Might as well do dope correctly. FUCK.
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Don't! Please, please think about it rationally, if dope is "running" your life already, what do you think picking up the needle will accomplish..? Not trying to be preachy or a hypocrite, hope you know that.

I shoot up sometimes yeah, but never opiates because I know it'd ruin my life. And even then, I regret ever picking up a needle.
 
Carl, you are the exception the rule my man. Tommy and I were talking about you the other day and brought up the fact that -- and I can confirm this -- you are one of the very few people who seem to do heroin occasionally and intravenously and not really have too much of a problem with it.

But I wouldn't recommend that anyone pick up the needle just because it's... how do I put this? It raises the stakes. It's not that I think taking heroin is okay, whether you shoot it, sniff it, plug it or whatever, and I certainly do not look down upon people who do shoot it, but there are just a couple more complications that could arise when you're banging it. You know what I mean?

You're right, though. Anyone who thinks that heroin is OK to do so long as you don't shoot it... well, yeah that's truly absurd.

Anyway... what am I craving right now? Well, I picked up 4 bags and split them with the girlfriend, of course, but I wish that I had a few more bags so I could get high nice and proper like. lol Gave a friend a ride to go pick up, and all he threw me was gas money. Wish he had thrown me some bags, but I'm not going to bitch about it because he has been very, very generous to us these past couple of days.
 
^That's just it, no one said anything about heroin being "okay" to do. Nomatter what the roa. Giving people the advice to stay away from the needle isn't quite the same as telling them it's okay to snort a mountain of dope.
Carl Landrover said:
You guys have some weird rationale. "It's ok to do heroin, just as long as you don't shoot it"
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2 words.. Harm reduction. Where does anyone say it's okay to do heroin via other routes? I know she is a heroin-user already. Trying to keep her from picking up the needle is nothing more than harm reduction. Don't see how you could miss that.

Needles lead to more fiendish behaviour in alot of addicts.
 
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2 words.. Harm reduction. Where does anyone say it's okay to do heroin via other routes? I know she is a heroin-user already. Trying to keep her from picking up the needle is nothing more than harm reduction. Don't see how you could miss that.

Needles lead to more fiendish behaviour in alot of addicts.
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You're bringing up how heroin is running this person's life and the only thing you bring up is to not use the needle. That doesn't seem like harm reduction. That's prevention.

I just don't understand the idea that if heroin is already interfering with a person's life that advising them not to pick up the needle is considered harm reduction or anything other than a stigma regarding needles.

I would definitely agree that if you're having a problem with heroin then you probably shouldn't shoot it. I just don't understand how if someone is saying that they're having a problem with heroin then the only advice given is "Don't go into shooting", and then acting like it's some helpful advice. I found that rationale particularly alarming when it's coming from people who don't even shoot heroin, but still sniff heroin. It makes it seem like the issue merely relies on the ROA or as if things will somehow be ok so long as they don't switch to shooting.
 
Carl Landrover said:
You're bringing up how heroin is running this person's life and the only thing you bring up is to not use the needle. That doesn't seem like harm reduction. That's prevention.

I just don't understand the idea that if heroin is already interfering with a person's life that advising them not to pick up the needle is considered harm reduction or anything other than a stigma regarding needles.

I would definitely agree that if you're having a problem with heroin then you probably shouldn't shoot it. I just don't understand how if someone is saying that they're having a problem with heroin then the only advice given is "Don't go into shooting", and then acting like it's some helpful advice. I found that rationale particularly alarming when it's coming from people who don't even shoot heroin, but still sniff heroin. It makes it seem like the issue merely relies on the ROA or as if things will somehow be ok so long as they don't switch to shooting.
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I responded to a message that I found alarming, and since I concider rabid a "BL-buddy" I felt I had to say something. I'm not saying "this is awesome advice" because it's obvious. I was just trying to show her that I care.

It has nothing to do with a stigma (Atleast that's not what I meant with my post) because needles aren't a taboo for me. I didn't bring it up. What I was referring to with my initial post was this, and I quote:
Rabidrabbit said:
Might as well starting shooting up too, right? Who gives a fuck. I can't do anything right. Might as well do dope correctly. FUCK.
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I proceeded to give her my honest opinion. Trying to prevent her from falling deeper into the H addiction. You can call it "prevention", but in the end it's also harm reduction if the person is already addicted to the substance.. It's simply the most effective and addictive RoA. (For ALOT of drugs, not just H) Tell me if I'm wrong here.. I've known for a while that Rabidrabbit has been struggling with the oxy and heroin. I'm not going to give advice on how to quit heroin because I haven't used it myself. Also, she never asked for advice on how to quit.

Even if she would ask tips on how to quit (which, again, she didn't), I don't think I know more about heroin than her, and well.. I keep my mouth shut about things I don't know much about. I would encourage her, but I would let the people who have been through similar situations give tips, because all I would be able to say can also be found on google.

It's not because you don't have problems abstaining from IV heroin after 1 pinprick (idk howmuch/often you use heroin, but you know what I mean.) that everyone can do the same. To be honest I think rabidrabbit has enough on her plate right now.

Needles have a very strong tendency to make an addiction become worse, it "adds" to the experience because you get high as soon as you push off with a rush to boot.. And that's something I do know from experience... For alot of people one time is really all it takes. Even if the H is already interfering with her life, I'm pretty certain a needle habit would make things worse; stronger cravings, quicker onset of withdrawals, tolerance rises faster, need more dope, need more money.. (Okay, these problems are there, even now that she doesn't IV.. But they would most likely become more severe by moving to the needle, no?)

@rabidrabbit: I'm NOT trying to insult you by saying you're struggling with these drugs. I'm addicted to a few myself as you probably know and I'm fighting them as we speak. Hope you're not mad. I was genuinely trying to show I care about you. Eventhough I don't know you IRL, I think you have a great personality.

OT: craving benzos like a motherfucker. 3 hours and 15 minutes before I can take my dose..
 
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hey guys, thanks for caring, our little dysfunctional DC family is really great sometimes, i didn't mean to start a debate, things are pretty glum in my life now, i shouldn't have made that comment & apologize to those who cared enough to respond to me and those who may or may not have been offended by my silly remarks.

talk to you guys soon, hopefully my head will be sorted out.
 
^No need to apologize, if you're feeling blue there's no need to hide it.

You should stop saying things like that you want to die though, I'm always worried when you do.
I've been suicidal for months a while back, you may not believe it right now but you get through it eventually.

By the way if you feel like talking to someone. You can always shoot me a PM.
 
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