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Don't go fornicating or getting bitten by dogs now. Or any of that other stuff that's supposed to happen to postmen when they're actually somewhere between the back of the van and DMT hyperspace.

I've got a similarly mentally-taxing day ahead. Act normal in front of a bunch of responsible people for eight hours. This shit doesn't come easy to me, let me tell you. And the sky's clouded over again.
 
ahhhhhh, no clouds here, and at least I don't have to act normal....I'm late, just can't get moving...

off now though.....

mwah! :D
 
ColtDan said:
Another day of bullshit ahoy
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i've not slept. been squirming andkicking with rls,tossing and tuning with indigestion and grimacing with a headache. rennies. ibuprofen. etizolam. nothing works so far. goin for more etizolam tho i lready took about 5mg. my typing is fucked cos im on a tablet lying in bed.
 
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

lets not fight today peoples.

Sorry to hear that knock. Are you in wds? One thing I found works for rsl is a really cold water bottle, like with ice cold water. Hopefully you're tired enough you'll drop off before it gets too hot and sleep off your woes.
 
Lol I got a warning for last nights crack? Who else got one?

I think if we're saying you can only rip into people that can handle it we need a slight re-think of the rules.

Surely if I got one last night 2 other people definately got them too.
 
rockstar 69 said:
Lol I got a warning for last nights crack? Who else got one?
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Haha!

I see old Moonjuice's patter got worse after I went to sleep. She must have been on something last night. Fuckin' roaster.
 
I thought you and moonbeam would have got them too. Spade is above moderation. I think we should vote him for senior mod after last nights patter to be honest. Long live TheSpade! :D
 
Morning albion and everyone else. It seems things may be a little bit brighter than I thought :) I got paid today and it was a decent amount, not onto half pay yet, so it was able to pay off all of my payday loan debt, I will have to take out one more payday loan in order to pay my rent this month but that should be it, I should be sorted in a couple of months without having to move home. I will still have to sell my ps3 and dvds and maybe my tv but I can afford now to go to the fringe and sunflowerfest and not worry too much until next payday when I'll start worrying again.

I'm a little bit happier now this morning :)
 
knockando said:
i've not slept. been squirming andkicking with rls,tossing and tuning with indigestion and grimacing with a headache. rennies. ibuprofen. etizolam. nothing works so far. goin for more etizolam tho i lready took about 5mg. my typing is fucked cos im on a tablet lying in bed.
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Same here regarding the indigestion thing last night. think it was to do with cider and garlic I'd eaten. Always a lethal combo for that.
badandwicked said:
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

lets not fight today peoples.
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^^ This

<3 and morning everyone

Surely I can't be in the only town where this heat and humidity is this minging btw?
Snolly, you're near me, what's it like in Hull? No sun in the sky here but it's still fucking 77 degrees (@ 9.30am!). I hate this kind of weather with a passion
 
Mugz said:
I'm a little bit happier now this morning :)
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What about borrowing the money from your dad this month instead of doing the payday loans thing, so you wont have that worry at the end of next month?

The payday loans things scares the shit out of me, dunno how you manage that. Doesn't that make anxiety a lot harder to manage? I think it would me
 
Mugz said:
Morning albion and everyone else. It seems things may be a little bit brighter than I thought :) I got paid today and it was a decent amount, not onto half pay yet, so it was able to pay off all of my payday loan debt, I will have to take out one more payday loan in order to pay my rent this month but that should be it, I should be sorted in a couple of months without having to move home. I will still have to sell my ps3 and dvds and maybe my tv but I can afford now to go to the fringe and sunflowerfest and not worry too much until next payday when I'll start worrying again.

I'm a little bit happier now this morning :)
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thats great news. Where does all your money go each month? (thats rhetorical, none of my business. If you're in the red at the end of each month cheaper accommodation wouldn't hurt. Why not do a spreadsheet and work out a sustainable budget for the future. Proactivity & all that.

I know I'm being boring this morning but you sound like you're on a bit of a helter-skelter at the moment Mugz <3
 
Marmalade said:
What about borrowing the money from your dad this month instead of doing the payday loans thing, so you wont have that worry at the end of next month?

The payday loans things scares the shit out of me, dunno how you manage that. Doesn't that make anxiety a lot harder to manage? I think it would me
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I already owe my dad £300 for him bailing me out before when this happened. I would rather him not know that im struggling too, it is a stupid pride thing that I shouldn't let get in the way but I would be more anxious asking my dad for the money than the anxiety of these payday loans.

They do increase my anxiety tenfold though, I will be glad when I can finally be rid of them, still owe £500 to quickquid as I could only afford a partial payment this month, but all the others are paid off until I take them out again to pay my rent. It's a horrible terrible circle of doom downwards, but it's my circle and it's my responsibility to get myself out of it.


badandwicked said:
thats great news. Where does all your money go each month? (thats rhetorical, none of my business. If you're in the red at the end of each month cheaper accommodation wouldn't hurt. Why not do a spreadsheet and work out a sustainable budget for the future. Proactivity & all that.

I know I'm being boring this morning but you sound like you're on a bit of a helter-skelter at the moment Mugz <3
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I definitely need cheaper accomodation, I'm going to have to hand my months notice in for this place soon, I'm gonna wait until after next month though as I might only be getting half pay next month so will not be able to afford another deposit and months rent in advance for a new place right away unless the deposit was really low. I'm going to take a look at some other places though. I don't want to just skip this place and move somewhere else or I'll lose my deposit on this place, which was only £250 but I still want it back.

Oh and most of my money goes on payday loan interest, the rest goes on food that is too expensive and junk and drink and drugs
 
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