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How Are You In One Word v. I know the feeling!

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stardust.hero said:
SHH <3<3 What's goin on :(?
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Just everything has been horribly as of late. I clearly over budgeted my living expenses out here. I can't find a job that will cover my expenses. I have lived here for almost three months and made a grand total of ZERO friends. I guess the only thing keeping me alive right now is my dedication to the gymnasium centre for sport, my loving family, and my roommate, and RL, and my friends from home.
 
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SHHMCJOOAPOYS said:
Just everything has been horribly as of late. I clearly over budgeted my living expenses out here. I can't find a job that will cover my expenses. I have lived here for almost three months and made a grand total of ZERO friends. I guess the only thing keeping me alive right now is my dedication to the gymnasium centre for sport, my loving family, and my roommate, and RL, and my friends from home.
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i thought i was going to be murdered the other night.

and it seemed entirely likely i was going to die alone and sick in my previous residence.

and so for now, again, i am happily being happy enough to be.

life is so fragile, have the patience for yourself to be the strength that exists in peace of mind.
it doesnt come in constant worry, let go and let it come back to you, only you have that control.

<3
 
panic in paradise said:
i thought i was going to be murdered the other night.

and it seemed entirely likely i was going to die alone and sick in my previous residence.

and so for now, again, i am happily being happy enough to be.

life is so fragile, have the patience for yourself to be the strength that exists in peace of mind.
it doesnt come in constant worry, let go and let it come back to you, only you have that control.

<3
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I have basically given up hope. Nothing seems to be working anymore. I have so many questions and so few answers. I wish there was a way out. Nothing can save me now.
 
Struggeling feelin lethargic lost interest in everything, stuck in a benzo nightmare... guilt riddden i cand function enough to even post here daily, and im about to be out of a home, I've lost my daughter... things have been not popping up in favour of S.M.F.G
 
working hard on trusting that every single thing in my life is already, in some way that I may not see, beautiful and perfect.

Loneliness is full of its own passion. Without loneliness, the deepest most existential kind of loneliness, there would be no art at all.
 
SHHMCJOOAPOYS said:
I have basically given up hope. Nothing seems to be working anymore. I have so many questions and so few answers. I wish there was a way out. Nothing can save me now.
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Sorry you are going through such a hard time financially and socially at the moment. <3

Just remember questions that don't need answering, at the time, hurt badly. Give yourself space and have a bit of compassion for yourself. Putting all this pressure on yourself, now, is not going to work. I've been up against some void-shaped, brick walls in my time and they never answered me when I demanded to hear them.

Looking for a way out because you don't feel things are right with, or about you, is giving in to this cruel illusion- please take the time to consider and listen to what you're going through at the moment- this will give you the real answers. This will give you hope.
Things will become clearer and simpler, if you can make the decision to go easy on yourself emotionally, in the midst of all this(as difficult as it may seem right now).<3
 
excited

I just ordered a power rack and a nice adjustable bench. I'm totally psyched to be able to lift at home now. I've wanted a home gym for years.
 
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